bye bye posts

well this year gonna end,
and the shop(blog) is closing too.

but nvm,
martin dreamz season 2 is coming up,
stay tuned till 2011.

have fun in the rest of 2010 everyone.

After SPM do to list

After SPM, i wanna go out late late.
After SPM, i wanna go vacation.
After SPM, i wanna go mamak midnight (i know very sohai LOLs.)
After SPM, i wanna go genting (if possible)
After SPM, i wanna go hiking.
After SPM, i wanna go play paintball.
After SPM, i wanna go sunway lagoon (nvr been there b4 T.T)
After SPM, i wanna go selayang mall play badminton.
After SPM, i wanna go work.
After SPM, i wanna cheong k.*

After SPM, i wanna learn new dishes.
After SPM, i wanna learn piano.
After SPM, i wanna learn guitar to finish 晴天.*

After SPM, i wanna continue drawing.

After SPM, i wanna watch sunrise.*
After SPM, i wanna watch HP7.

After SPM, i wanna change computer.*
After SPM, i wanna play DOTA.
After SPM, i wanna play Tag Force 5.
After SPM, i wanna chiong maple (low possibility)

After SPM, i wanna YAO CHE HOR.
After SPM, i wanna fix my bike.
After SPM, i wanna find a high spot to see kl.

After SPM, i wanna play basketball.
After SPM, i wanna burn sejarah textbooks. *
After SPM, i wanna sleep till 12pm everyday.
After SPM, i wanna scream loud loud.*
After SPM, i wanna kao lui (alr doing everyday)


After SPM, i wanna declare I SURVIVED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


inspired by Melong Gang.


Fin~

Moving ON !

today grandpa passed away,
i really dunno wat happened,
he was going for operation de,
perhaps the operation was a failure.

An elder has gone from my life,
althought its disrespectful,
i must still say,
i'm ok for him leaving,
because i can feel the responsibility he passed down.

He has passed the baton,
to the new generation,
which is my turn to carry on the family,
i will no allow anything to stop me from bringing up my family.

you bet on it grandpa. =)

i haven shed a tear so far,
because tmr is a very important day this year.
Its my "first" and "last" day.

TAE KWON DO KAKIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE WILL ROCK THE STAGE WITH OUR FIRST SHOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE WILL DO..... no no no,
WE MUST DO OUR BEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and WE(I) SHALL NOT LAUGH ON STAGE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ppl had changed their opinions towards our performance,
its no longer the one man, few man show,
its no longer the stupid balloon pooping show,
tmr we BREAK REAL BOARDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(which causes us 3 digits if u are curious)

so audience out there,
MAK DAI ur eyes see clearly wat we are going to perform.

why last day?
tmr after school i'm going back hometown,
to 送公公最后一程，
i dun think i'll be back in Monday and Tuesday.

So make it the last day of school for me.
Those wan take photos de tmr must bring camera liao,
pls lar i not that bad imaged am I? so let me yi wei sia lo.

Its been a wonderful year,
spending with u all,
so far so good lar,
no regrets. =)

I'll save the goodbyes till december,
we will still met although not in everyday sohai atmosphere,
but in facing SPM atmosphere.

Good Luck In SPM to everyone who read this post,
those no read dou de ZI GEI ZAP SANG.

to those tmr performing 汇报演出 one，
GOOD LUCK, BREAK A LEG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all i wanna say.
goodbye, love you all.


Fin~

奉献

今天大概keng了高三毕业生联合会的东东，
情爱的steason也在fb reply了我,
不过我对这个联合会还是不太清楚.

today, Lock Ling 没有来，
那个MEI~跟我都惹事，
好好玩。

不过Jazz好像被冷漠了，
e..hehe. *敬礼
那个solou最近一定是去补华语，
好像会很多字酱，
讲不到五句，
问你上句的其中一个字“会写吗？”LOLs.

七早八早，
直到中午，
终于gao dim了我的files.

花了RM1.80X8去买中华牌的文件夹，
超爱校的。=)

今天不但献给了亲爱的跆拳道学会，
我的汗水，口水，精力，时间，
更少不了---------------脚皮 ！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

水泡破了啊！！！！！！！！！！
痛到我啊！！！！！！！！！！！


Fin~

我说过

我还记得，
两年前，
我吹水的时候，
跟李宜章同学说过，
“只要我一天留在中华，我一天不退跆拳道”

几天前还打算明年去参加别的学会，
不是因为跆拳道不好，
是因为我配不上跆拳道。

全身伤，
幸好，左手开始好起来了。
可是，左脚从三月到现在，完全没有好转。

但因为那句话，
我决定段手段脚都留在跆拳道（choi choi choi），
反正留着这张嘴就好了，
明年应该跟今年一样吧，
整天喊command,
train那些junior,
只是自己不能够demo了。 ~~T.T~~

刚才登陆了www2.chonghwakl.edu.my
看到一个我差点错过的学会，
“高三毕业联合会”
senior 3 students 的 privilege 来的咧。
这个我也会进的，
看他们要不要我咯。 LOLs.

我还记得，
初三考PMR前两天，
我跟妈妈说过，
“PMR罢了吗，考了也是拿去丢的啦，SPM才重要吗。”

那个时候
sohai sohai sia 拿了 7个A,
sejarah 完完全全没有读的咧，
所以一个B咯，
算不错啦，圈最长的答案罢了吗，谁不会哦？

SPM，
我这个sohai又会怎样呢？
hehehehehehehehe..........有趣有趣。

接着下来的几天要搬行李了，
又要回上山了，
闭关一个月，
加油吧各位，
good luck Martin.


Fin~

twilight

today i proudly announce that i did something stupid.

what i had for dinner?
sweet and sour chicken rice,
plus a big bowl of human blood.

human blood tastes great,
nor wonder vampires like it so much.

just now cut my own lips while shaving,
the blooding keep out coming out like waterfall,
GG.

either the blood is too tasty,
or the lips had too little pain receptors,
i felt no pain at all.

but looking into the mirror,
it really freaks me out,
from the right of my upper lip,
the blood goes like a rainbow towarads my left upper lip,
then straight down to my chin form the left side.

some blood flowed into D'mouth at the edges
of the upper and lower left side of the lips.
Hmm...... Tasty. i smelt iron ions. LOLs.

next time pls shave properly,
and SAFELY.
If possible, dun grow a beard or mustache.


Fin~

SS2 one day trip

today early early in the morning,
i only found out school finish early,
which is 1.15,
without further delays,
i decided to go SS2 today.

Mei,Zhongyan,Season,Loyce,Jazz
plus me the 6 chosen ones,
when on a journey to an unknown land.
(unknown to me only. LOLs)

after school,
the loyce memang got direction sense one.
ppl ask him turn right after come out from school,
he turn left.
Pro dou lagi walking to the bus stop tim.
(i know la, "LOLs Martin. Sorry." izzit? i help u say liao)

while waiting loyce coming back to our 怀抱，
the cheah mint hui come kacau kacau. LOLs.
the car noisy dou ar......
i guarantee u, u go bukit bintang clubbing hor,
u wun find a club as noisy as my car de.

finally our directionless loyce ARRIVED!!!!
DENG DENG DENG DENG ~~!!!! (sound effect lai de not 顶，is 灯）
our destined journey starts.

Met Leo Ku on the road，
very RE de ask him "GU GUEI GEI !!!走路啊？" LOLs.
somewhere in front,
met one ancient and one present miss world,
once again open the window "可殷，走路啊？" LOLs.

but this time got karma le,
while closing the window,
accidently the window hit dou jazz's gums,
his oral cavity ended up bleeding,
sorry + *bow.

on the way either my eyes or brain,
u define it,
malfunctioned.

i mistook a granite mountain as Mid Valley,
i tot the college at the road side is SEGI,
but it actually is KDU. WTF.....

when we which our destination,
i had a hard time parking,
zhongyan see i struggle see dou dulan liao. LOLs.

due our "beloved" Mei and her "brilliant" idea,
we end up looking at the McD being renovated,
i 浩浩荡荡 run to BOND,
my father de fren de shop,
bought my contact lens solution.

dunno why so high class de,
only available from optical practitioners,
when i reach there, then fren de wife known as frenife,
said that product was out of stock.

GREAT!

but fortunately,
the manutacturer which is SAUFLON,
got a new product,
frenife say that this new product is better,
so i changed the solution. muahahahaha.

after that we went to Mei's elder brother
de younger brother who is elder than mei de shop.
(get wat i mean?)

loyce's sohai eyes saw something funny in the menu,
SPARKING SAUCE. LOLs.
dunno wat lai de,
ask Season then u know,
she ordered that.

Zhongyan's bread more zadou,
the waiter say he didnt look at the back of the list,
(we tick wat we want on the list de)
and he even say usually ppl dun mark anything on the back page.

BOOM DAO~~~~
finally his sandwich arrived,
but his uncle stomach cannot tahan 2 slices,
he ate half, another half take away. LOLs.

Mei~ belanja us wor~~~~,
macam yes leh.
Mei happy mou?

then send Mei and Loyce to Mei's
mother's husband's elder son's younger brother de house,
which is her house actually.

Her mom which is........... her mom,
very welcome us sia. hehe.
foot ask for directions macam no ask jiang.

WHY?!

we ended up in circles on the high way,
no blame foot la,
i noob also. dad's office nearby,
everytime go damansara de,
but i just cant find a way back to chonghwa or 1U.

Season wan go 1U to take publictransportanator back home one,
but we ended up passing by Mid valley,
then go back chonghwa without passing 1U.
Sorry ar Season.

When we reach jln ipoh,
dropped Season at musiara,
Zhongyan felt very relief jiang,
we made it back to chonghwa alive. LOLs.

fortunately i didnt shuang shuang go axel home horn him,
becoz he was still in school that time,
chian wun, jianlin, shu xuan, yik loong were there too,
drove the gang to thier tuition centre and went back home.

dun forget foot hitch hike too. =)
chatted something interesting in car,
even my sis is polluted by our thinking liao. LOLs.

ok i call it a day then.
tonight dad coming back,
gonna drive at night to KL Sentral.
hehehehehehe.


Fin~

Pokai

wake up in the morning,
blur blur de went to bath,
stand in front he shower for 10 blur blur minutes,
then finally apply shampoo and wash my hair,
apply facial soap to wash my face.

stand there for another 2-3 blur blur mins,
finally wanna wash my body le,
walk a few steps to get my sponge,
sweet nibblets, i slipped.

suddenly my brain go into a higher energy lvl,
i was shockingly conscious in a sec,
my instincts tells me my left hand is injured,
so i cant hold my hand against the wall to support my body,
fine， 随缘 la~

walao eh,
POK dou ar,
all those stuffs on the rack drop,
the sweep fell,
my left arm scratch by the toilet seat,
both knees kneel deeply on ground,
even can see the tiles texture on my skin liao. GG

in the end,
feet feet hand hand all red red,
right palm bleeding too. GG.

the house so big hor,
dun even have one small piece of plaster,
small small de wound i have no other choice,
but to use bandage.

end up everyone sounded like i got a deep cut,
nvm la thanks for caring la everyone.

mom said morning go a girl got robbed,
just at the junction at the end of the road.
luckily i was busy looking for plaster,
if i've prepared too early and went outside earlier,
my car and i will go bye bye liao.

in school nth much lar,
talk abt the 反面教材,
Ah Fok say i still got 值得参考的地方。

but my spelling mistakes ar,
fuuyoh.......... one composition ar,
red markings are more visible then blue writings de lo.
so kids out there,
pls dun do this at home,
or during exam either.

actually that story is abt,
someone in my family de la,
not exactly same as wat i wrote in the compo,
but something similar lo.

if u got care wat happen to me,
and why i keep going back hometown then u should know la,
i put my hatred towards that person (well still family lar, so trying no to hate lo)
convert into words and write the compo de.

that someone is who u know la,
i just dun like ppl who spoil the family's name,
even family members included.

after school went to basketball machine again,
walao eh, so cheap lo just now.

Got malay girl come liu me,
i baru start game then she come
..........
..........

ok today dun write first,
if not tmr nth to blow in class.
scored 358 leh,
earned a rematch from mei liao.

muahahahahahahaa.
gonna keep training,
last time loose to a girl
during primary school gathering,
i scare basketball machine till last time go with mei. LOLs.

tmr whole day off leh,
got a full day official lift for tkd training,
hope my body cooperates tmr la.


Fin~

Fish

today teacher gave back chinese paper 2,
fuyoh i score 79 in total leh,
got shuang dao.

but the end-term exam come back,
9.5/40 wtf. ==
this kind of marks,
really is test lai de ar?

ppl de chinese noob mar,
pilot- 飞机师，
i wrote 飞机司，
everyone who read my composition
ask the exactly same question,
"飞机司 ?"

no face liao......
then hor the CONGRATULATIONS-恭喜，
also let mei laugh liao few mins,
in the end she ask me back,
how to write de ar actually? LOLs.

went to mutiara after school,
cause need to wait sis till 4.30pm.
haiz tmr also.......... driver's life (not drover's wife)

had TomYam fried rice,
zheang dou~~~~~ ichiban lo,
drank sour plum juice wo. woohoo!!!

after that went to play basketball machine,
GG, zhenyan amgong dao~,
134:135. Mei~ diam pl(r)ease i know u geng.

then went back school lo,
while i'm lining up at the U-turn,
saw Aaron's Alphard in front of me.

The gang decided to call and tease him,
so i volunteer to call him.

"........ ......... ...........
hello Aaron 啊？"
"作么？"
"看后面。"
"har?"
"看后面啦"
"........"
"ei,看后面"
"什么鬼？你玩野啊？"(he sound dulan le)
"你在哪里？"
"班上啦"
DENG~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then the back row de laugh like there's no tmr,
the phone too noisy le,
he str8 slam my phone. GG.

there 明明就 got ppl sitting at the passenger seat,
GG, nobody looked back because the somebody
is in school. FISH DOU~~~~~~~~

after we reach school,
wah super jam o,
so turn into stationery shop for parking,
sis called "3 mins later come fetch me"
the gang pick up thier bags,
then hop back in.

thier slogan "有冷气".

now foot u can diao zhenyan liao,
he stole the passenger seat,
becoz he say that seat is fren sit de,
LOLs.

in the end my sis sit behind.

we fetch ZY till home,
his house memang geng,
the front gate no lock de.
Claps. (long time no use le leh)

after that is all abt luck le,
turn out from his housing area,
dunno where i end at.

since it's one way i turn left lo,
drive sia drive sia suddenly rmb that route le,
3 years ago go 尤老师 there tuition
every tues and thurs will pass by de.

so i follow my long time ago de memory,
and safely drove home. LOLs.

tmr Ah Fok ask me to present my composition wo,
dunno is 正面 or 反面教材 leh,
got little GANG ~~~~~ !


fin~

defeacation day

this is ytd's story,
ytd too tired,
so slept till today morning.

morning damn early wake up lo,
then drive to school.

reach earlier then Mei~ lo,
muahahahhaaahaha.

first thing reach school,
go to 5sRen,
mahai small kids in the class.

then rush to canteen bought 3 packs of tissue,
called zhongyan,
he say he at 活动中心,
then i rush there lo.

half way,
saw Emily and COEINNE ???!!!!!!
i think this is the surprise zhongyan told me.
no time to bird her,
rush upstairs.

why small kids in my class i diao?
why two girls there i greet also no greet and ran?
MY TUMMY IS FREAKIN ROLLING !!!!!!!!

then zhongyan ask me go library de toilet,
FINALLY RELAXED !!!!!!!!

afterthat had confidential business again,
today de progress abit unsuccessful,
my neighbour is in bad mood,
another nose bleed.

the bad mood one very obvious lo,
even i got abit annoyed after that,
"they" showed pretty much no respect.

ok business done,
head to badminton lo,
coeinne got disappointed,
she wanted to play volleyball,
so she left with sean dunno go where le for breakfast.

oh b4 that,
i got let the lecturer boom dao,
i tot we gonna end at 2pm,
she 10.30 left le. T.T

stupid lock ling no bring 体育衣,
then act OL again,
everytime take a book,
and hold in her hands only. (no read one, kehehehe.)

me and Mei had a nightmare playing with Ah Lok and Karma Kia.
21-4, wat result lai de?
they say if we own 10 marks,
our 总平均 add 10 marks,
the math results showed that,
teachers are serious when it come to marks.
they really dunwan give us. ~~~~~T.T~~~~

then Ah Lok go bully little boys,
me and mei solo Mr. Liew Nyin Tet,
walao eh, even worse,
21-2..... i speechless.

Mei say i dunno play doubles de,
after teaming with ah hoe, and foot
while vs-ing Ahlok,
i kinda get wat she mean liao.

Emily, Mei and me share secrets,
while i'm more like taking,
not giving. ( dun scold me pls...... =) )

Aiyo...... more and more disappointed liao lo me,
towards somebody.

Noon headed to Mutiara (pls pronounce it correctly in ur mind now)
parked my car by the road,
then walk to mutiara (pronounce again pls).

had tomyam fried rice and tomyam yee mee.
very nice lo, best meal ever,
or is it becoz i'm too hungry?

foot and Mei ordered lime juice,
in the end the so called lime juice is 橘子酸梅，
dunno why foot's reaction so big,
so i exchange my ice lemon tea with him.

i tot 橘子酸梅 is called sour plum juice de?
or different areas name it differently?
p.s. this morning i order ti again,
kinda brings back those childhood memories. LOLs.

then fetch zhongyan back school,
and pick my sis to mutiara (no nid pronounce liao)

played basketball machine,
muahahahahaahahaha. act very easy only lo,
to some1 more easy lo hor?

easy to win me mar izzit?
ana ana lek la lek la lek la.

Foot and mei played the hammer machine too,
foot de score still ok la,
but results shows that,
mei has no energy lo.

She hit less then 700. LOLs.

went bowling too,
Mei~ suk chun dunwan play, (=])
foot act noob,
i know he is trying to encourage my sis lar......
sis is like training the ball.

u know the type in circus ?
she keep asking the ball to turn here turn there,
so funny.
Sis and Mei laugh at foot everytime foot trys to throw the ball.

i dun get it wat's so funny,
they said its girls secret. FINE.....

after that went to Secret to had a drink,
and blow water till 5pm something,
Mei's mom come 惹事。haha.
so funny....

then head home lor,
the weather like wan rain dunwan rain jiang,
i also dunno how la,
fast fast get home and sleep.

i think today i wun blog again,
pretty boring at home,
i miss school liao leh,
i miss my classmates,
teachers too. haha.

p.s. the rabbit gone liao,
sure is Teo Siaw Ching do de good thing lai de. BLEK XP


Fin~

rush hour

today is another happy school life day.

morning unfortunately someone no call me,
(although she no nid to do so)

but that some1 macam sick le,
she everytime 很累，很烦，很this很that de la, haha
and i still can wake up. see?!
so independant.

normally wanna stay home till 8 something only depart de,
but dad ask me wanna eat breakfast anot,
u know me lar,
have breakfast with family is very warm de mar,
cannot resist so i go makan without doing homework.

just when i finish eating,
zhongyan called
"ei等下你不要走duke啊，
赛到狗酱".

ok take jalan lok yew, (why dun call jalan yew lock ling leh? LOLs)
when i was jamming till half way,
zhongyan's sms arrived,
"u can go liao, smoothier liao"
3 drops of water ==|||

then as a person who treasure every second of time,
time to do my homework le,
but as a responsible driver,
i cannot one hand hold paper,
one hand hold pen de mar........

haiz,
so i one hand hold steering (doing pose only)
another hand holding paper below steering and read question.
clever leh........... =）

you drive dou so dangerous de meh? you might ask,
dun worry, i not every second moving at 20m/s de,
i step on the brakes for 5-6 secs,
only move1-3 metres one.
safe dou cannot safe liao. LOLs.

i saw a car accident at the lane beside me too.
a motorcyclist got crashed,
he was lying on ground,
his motor was infront of him,
one pedestrian and a police was looking at him.

it was like watching a horror movie,
u very scare, but u still wanna see. LOLs.
at first i really tot that person is dead,
he wear pinkish red i mistaken it as blood.

as i was getting nearer,
the police's mouth suddenly moved,
and his sight was on the cyclist lying on ground,
finally i can make sure that guy's not dead.
thank goodness. scare dou me ar.

next time pls drive carefully lar,
but nowadays motorcyclist very tor sui also de,
always 穿来穿去，
made me hard to overtake other cars. LOLs.

the first thing i do when reaching school is,
write down all the answers i planned,
LOLs. then only change clothes to play volleyball.

had a drink with zhongyan in canteen,
stupid FISH, sold out. ~~~~T.T~~~~
i even offered to buy with 2 times the price,
the kor kor dunwan fry, mungkin out of stock liao,
or perhaps he want 4 times the price? LOLs.

afterwards of course do serious stuff lar,
while doing serious stuff the lecturer said something,
made me depressed.

“哇！你酱多个的啊？”(girlfriends)
then still say,
“ei年头不是还有跟XX的咩？”

(i got enough rumors liao, those who are present just now,
pls dun go spread another rumor abt me with
the XX as mentioned abv, i beg euuuuuuuu!!!!!!!)

i was like,
since when i got with that XX o?
now i only think she sees me as a playboy,
maybe i really am la. LOLs.

BUT I DUNWAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after confidential business,
went to old town for lunch.

wah Meiling, Big Foot,
very big surprise hor.
Ur so called "fren" really that UNFAMILIAR to me meh?

geng liao la,
ppl 临场发挥,
act sia good boy,
lagi mau 拆穿 me,
最geng是你了。

after that drive another batch of pork chops back to chonghwa,
then drive foot to bus stop again
and headed home.

today abit sienz,
because ytd too crazy liao,
today must 收敛 little bit.

tmr mungkin more sienz lo,
i scare no time for sports.
haiz.


Fin~

overloaded

another very long de post,
but very fun de (i think la)

Today woke up quite late sia,
lockling called leh,
i purposely dunwan answer.
(wait till she sees this LOLs)

ok first thing in the morning,
sent dad to the China embassy,
after that had breakfast with him.

During breakfast,
he reminded me how to go to school,
unfortunately,
i still missed the SEGAMBUT roundabout,
drive all the way to ipoh liao. LOLs.

luckily i found a u-turn,
and managed to get back on track,
if not i really dunno where i will end up at.

In school,
the first thing i heard of course is......
.........
.........
.........
.........
.........
.........

"你不再迟一点才来？"
okla this time my fault la.
(see? i'm not everytime correct de, u know i'm talking to u.)

then played badminton with foot,
suddenly, out of nowhere,
AH LOK spawned !!!!!!!!!

He solo foot in badminton match,
foot lose like dunno how to say.
Then is my turn vs AH LOK lo.

If u had read Mei~'s blog b4 this,
then u should know la,
even Foot lose liao,
my results sure more terrible de la,
so we skip this part la =).

AH LOK brought a megaphone too,
i called it megaphonanator (phineas & ferb LOLs).
Season i recommend u to use it lo,
because i used it to sing 花田错,
i found it very useful in 和音。

ok then bad news come le,
when Mei~ vs mei shuang, (LOLs two MEIs')
the Gillian which has no gills came.

my racquet ar !!!!!!!!!!!!!! (MEI diam pls, dun think idk wat u thinking)
our Marilyn who was wearing slippers,
made Gillian had the chance to confiscate my racquet,
and he said somebody go report de wor~

Dun let me find that guy,
if not he sure GG. LOLs.

Then we 带着依依不舍的心情 return to classroom lo.
Foot and I prank called someone,
then the rest due to some reason is confidential liao.

OK, 1.33pm,
free time.

Foot went to photostat some confidential stuff,
we get in car first.
The Lock Ling macam scare i will eat her jiang,
dun dare sit passenger seat,
exchange with my sis when my sis hope on.

While were waiting foot,
our beloved Calculus teacher come kacau kacau (i hope he doesnt read my blog)
then we turn left sent chian wun go home,
because if we turn right somebody will get busted. LOLs.

After dropping chian wun
and pick up my sis in mutiara (rmb how to pronounce ar !!!)
we headed off to Selayang Mall.

Now i really need to praised someone liao,
Foot had a built in GPS in his brain. LOLs.
And if ur an active reader,
u should know i dun believe women have strong direction senses,
somehow Jianlin can guide me on the way too.
(no offence rite? =] <---- sinister smile emotion)

The lock ling keep reminding me to pay for parking,
gladly she did so,
if not i really kena saman liao. LOLs.

In McD,
while we were ordering,
Yi Xiang, Mei and Mei Shuang arrived too,
they took taxi mar,
and talked alot 我们不知道的事 wor~~~

Because so far somebody is not in a good mood,
b4 knowing why, i dunwan make fun of him here la,
so i Super Summarise sia,
today i see de him is 180 degress different,
from wat i expected. (sorry couldn't talk much, u know i'm talking to u)

we talked alot of crap,
even my sis who is unfamiliar to most of them,
also laughed alot.

normally wanna sent lock ling back home de,
but she very scare someone else will be jealous then she rejected.
in the other hand,
the one who ppl think will be jealous but actually doesn't joins the ride.

Walao eh,
while on the way back,
i'm like driving a bunch of pork chops behind.
the back car heavy dou.

the heaviest one lagi use his/her leg,
keep on 顶 my seat.
Seriously, it affects my breathing mechanism de lo.

While on the road,
i break, stop, change lane, accelerate,
becomes 2 times harder liao.

when i drop them off one by one,
i can feel the car's booster lvl is getting higher every stop,
although there's no booster installed...... er.....
wateva la.... cant blow liao.

must say sia sorry to Mei~ drop her off like that,
in a hurry mar,
usually gentleman dun do so de.

and mei shuang if just now too rude to u sorry la,
but next time seriously dun make me change lanes like that,
very dangerous de,
driver de responsibility is very big de.
hope u understand. =)

I finally know where jianlin lives liao,
next time midnight i sure go ur house horn u like i did to axel,
then we go yamcha.

before ending,
Ah Foot ar,
Hang Sheng wore that shirt hor,
which still releasing smells that one ar,
how are we going to settle it?

p.s. dad didn't scold me for driving 80km per day,
aiyo i just 出来闯，
must know more roads de mar. Hehe =)

I admit this post got abit let ppl 对号入座 de la，
those who are absent
might find it hard to understand wat i'm trying to express here,
so sorry la. this week de post will be liddat de.


Fin~

real life GTA

when u see the title,
u should know i did alot sohai things today.
the post is gonna be quite long,
so be patience pls.

your patience is my success. quote Mr.Cheong.

first,
early in the morning,
had breakfast with Ah Fook,
saw Liew Nyin Tet solo breakfast with newspaper.

After breakfast had my time doing add maths,
the Ling Li Hui come ask me i got bring uniform anot,
i say no. (i was wearing jerseys)
then she say "get out of the school now."
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She was so serious
she even followed me, william, jiajia, meikei till the school gate.
until we step out she only turn towards the direction of the hall.

OK, first sohai thing coming.
We decided to give Axel a surprise.
Drive to his house and horn him till he's awake.

On the way to his house,
i cant find the route to his house,
so i go opposing the traffic,
one way road i 2 way use. LOLs.

The alphard in front coming slowly,
i ask him to stop let me pass first. GG!!!!

Ok reached Axel's house,
horn him twice,
no answer. William get off and check,
i few mins later his mom come out. GG. ==

William and her runding runding sia,
Axel came out with his PJs. LOLs.
pinky pinky hor.......

Then to go transform,
class t-shirt, and WHITE PANTS !!!!!
OMG, u serious ur whole wardobe only black and white ar?

After that passed by Mutiara (pronounce as musiara, rmb >.')
haven open......
we go old town,
baru open.......
fine, find a parking lot then walk to subway.

Then yongyao joined us.
The 3 boys went to yongyao's house play Naruto. ==
I stay there act gentlemen do maths.

Sooner our chinese literature candidate came,
zhong yan bought his meal then we chit chatted.
After that the 2 girls went home,
sry ar Meikei, scare dou u le.

Her dad come fetch them back.
I go toilet boom liang xia then head back school.

Axel tumpang tzy's car,
wiliam with me.

Sohai part 2,
somehow i think i forget go click the A/C button (stands for air-cond),
we get in the car,
hot dou................

the v-cool or dunno wat cool la,
useless one. I turn the air to volume 3.
On half way,
we suddenly shouted like freaks.

It was so hot the my breast even sweat,
OMG. william was sweating like hell too.
we open the windows. LOLs.

a few moments later,
we only realise the A/C switch wasn't one.
all the air which came out so far was hot air.
It was like a moving sauna. LOLs.

He scream like maniacs inside the car,
guess the sauna made our brains overheated.

Ok head back CHKL le,
now i finally understand why sometimes my dad so angry,
so must apologize first. SORRY DADDY !!!!!

I called whole day,
Foot dunwan pick up. WTF,
the school outside was so crowded,
i go around twice liao. They still dun come out.

park at the residential areas and spam call them,
FINALLY he called back,
so i go pick them up.
They still wan make me wait. ==

park beside the guard house,
luckily didnt kena horn,
then we head to mutiara and play bowling.
Tzy was there alr with his sis.

we bowled and had lunch tgt,
after that send Hang Sheng back to school,
and drive Foot till monorial station at CCK there.

Afterwards head home and relax.
One word to summarise today?
CRAZY !!!!!!

dunno why today so hungry,
b4 noon alr spent RM20 on food.
luckily all the parking fees were cheap,
haha.

tmr those coming to school de,
still dare sit my car mar? LOLs.


Fin~

average sunday

haiz today wake up,
== 12pm liao.

The Coeinne really got sms me,
talk liang xia gek dou me liao.
GO SWIMMING SHIR ???!!!!!!!!
I WAN GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chee How,
the desa water park bring ppl i know de pls,
i despo for getting wet liao.

wake up 12pm why haiz?
mom went to market,
bought le breakfast,
cannot drive them out for brunch liao.
~~~~~~~~T.T~~~~~~~~~

watch 2 korea programs with sis,
laugh le whole afternoon,
do le add maths exercises,
watched 花博演唱会。

p.s. Tank can sing liao wo, very happy now.

now typing blog lo,
tmr going back school for studying and badminton,
i got a bad feeling this week i'm gonna be driver.

No pride ler........
haha, nvm.
last time Jay Chou also little waiter lai de,
just now saw his performance really feel dou 天王出现。

got admire dao.
ok gonna slp le,
gonna drive tmr.
haiz..... haha.


Fin~

new start

the beloved restaurant's song changed,
customers are always first,
right Loyce? LOLs.

for starters,
i dunno why today ppl keep misunderstanding wat i meant,
or maybe my brain got stw,
i keep misunderstanding wat ppl say too.

next time when i ask "wat u mean by...."
pls ELABORATE,
dun TRANSLATE,
ok Loyce, Axel ?

very funny lo, haha. LOLs. ==

ok, today wake up in the morning go 6 new unread messages,
(act is afternoon le, LOLs 1.10pm)
nvr feel so fresh b4 while wake up,
so shuang.

one day only so far got 206 messages in inbox liao,
i kinda know why my phone spoil so fast. LOLs.
zhen yan u wait la, very soon i can break ur record de.
haha.

today didnt do anything special,
tmr mungkin gonna go YAO CHE HOR sia lo,
really feel like driving de in the weekend.

suddenly think very hard to communicate,
especially with Season.
her chinese words hard dou,
or should i say, my chinese weak dou~~~~

then mei just now de msg also made me misunderstand,
i seriously need to read more chinese books,
see more chinese words.

then i arrange arrange sia found out why ppl nowadays,
will suddenly go emo and moody.

人之所以会突然间觉得伤心，是因为平时有太多的小事看不开，对于万事都想太多，对于自己的感觉不诚实，当这些情绪累计到了一定的程度，加上一瞬间看到的类似的场景，或听到复合当下负面心情的一首歌，自然就会产生所谓的失落/down.

this one facebook got,
go like sia la,
dun be like the Season,
die also dunwan like. XP

and thanks to Mei~ 的真情流露，
got many 我们不知道的事,
now we know le.
(for those who are reading this,
especially ke yun and pei yi,
WE R NOT PAT TUO-ING)

dunno they got read my blog anot la,
but say sia better then misunderstanding lo.

The Season also got 真情流露,
(当作调虎离山的情况)，
thx also.

i know i'm a confident man,
when i say i'm no good,
it really means i think myself not good enough.

Or maybe those 优点,
which followed me too long,
made me feel nth special anymore ?

haiz nvm la still thanks,
i just think the younger martin (standard 5)
is much better then the martin now.

but yet ,
做人还是别太念旧，
要不然会错过更好的明天。

that's wat i learnt today, you ?


Fin~

2675

终于被逼要按下去了，
从6月2日的msg全部都delete掉了,
对于一个只剩下550kb的phone memory,
不这么做的话，
我连网都上不到了。

所有的祝福，
一切的聚会，
运动会的胜利，
大部分的闲聊，
班长身份发出的通知，
美好的回忆，
伤心的记忆，
通通清洗掉了。

人生本来就是这样，
substitution, replacement,succession,
天天都在进行。
the non-survival of the unfit. quote Darwin

活着就像开车一样，
如果一路都看着后视镜行车，
最后一定会出意外，
但人类毕竟是感情动物，
难免对回忆有些念念不忘。

累计了太多的情绪，
只会让背包更重，
不善于放下的人只会越走越慢，
最后承担不了的时候，
像个小人一样，
没自尊地在地上爬，站不起来。

当人人都在外wet的时候，
我却被逼回家，
今天心情烂透了，
下次再也不理会父母的感受了。


Fin

淡了

最近都在听唐禹哲，
开始没有那么讨厌他了。

他唱得最好听得应该就是“造飞机”了，
因为那首歌有诉说到他小时候的故事（他自己讲的），
比较有个人风味咯。

其他那些好听，
不过给他唱到不是很好听的包括，
只欠一句我爱你，放过你自己吧，
继续爱上你，灰色河堤，分开以后，
kiss me now, I'm back.

得空去研究下啦。。。。。。

ok 进入正体，
今天的calculus,
我无言。

明明就很熟练了，
一上到考场，
I'm blank 而不是 "I'm back".

那两个小时，
好痛苦，
试卷的草稿范围白白的，
翻来翻去的时候，
越看越不顺眼。

Let来Let去都Let不对，
Gek死了。

确实当下的我很不好过，
但是我始终没有放弃一丝生存下来的希望。=)
总算我没有白活了。(考场上用而已）

今天的两个考试，
我唯一spot到的题目只有一题，
那就是"Martin考华语是否会fail?"
我昨晚准备了"会fail"的答案。

果然这题有出，
我这一题还拿了满分。=)
（看不懂就算拉，我在玩“换元法”）

现在我还是很不舒服，
不懂是不够睡，还是睡太多，
总之很累啦，整个脑处于Off9状态。

"明天Martin电脑会不会及格？"
等我睡醒以后再准备"不会及格"的答案啦。

各位午安。Zzzzzzzz.......


Fin~

danle

10.10.10

decade, espada, jolin....
so many things related to 10.

For some reason,
my day is stuck with Ben 10.
LOLs. U can say its childlish,
but yet the author is quite creative.

Normally wanna open my sub table to study one,
because today is a special,
cant just let studying dominate it de mar,
so............

actually today i nth to post de.
Just because the day is too special,
i cant leave my blog blank de mar,
at least kept a record so i know wat i did today 10 years later.
(lame reason.......)

ok i admit it,
my day sucks,
because no driving today,
no outings today,
i did nth particularly meaningful today.

nvm. tmr diff,
head to ee hoe's house,
guarantee do sohai things de la tmr. LOLs

Nite Nite everyone,
hope u enjoy ur 10.10.10


Fin~

warm

the hurricane has subsided,
the rain had stopped,
the dark clouds had faded,
the icebergs had melted,
the boundaries had lowered,
the distance had shortened.

the sun had glow,
the seagulls flew by,
the mist wandered around,
the light is making its way,
the flowers bloomed,
the wind kissed,
the sky shines.

she's back.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

just back from KL,
damn traffic jam.
dunno why.
next time go clubbing also like this i rather stay home.

saw 2 stupid police motorcycles,
the blue light was such an eyesore,
i Perdana and BM passed by.
Dad say Najib was in the Perdana. LOLs

Today damn good mood.

Early in the morning although miss liao
MYFM自尊流行榜，
but manage to listen rank 1 to 5 la.

The "love" became song of the weeks again,
sienz. not nice also. waiting 寂寞寂寞就好。

Then my fav part of every weekend,
drive family to brunch.
WooHoo !!!!!!!

Then drive dad to his fren's workshop,
then drive here drive there.

Reach home,
slack for 2 hours.
Keep thinking reasons to go out.

Finally go ask mom wanna eat Pisang Goreng anot,
she very clever,
"here's the money,
drive and go la"

i walk also no nid 5 mins can reach de,
she let me drive.
memang my mom lai de. hehehehehehe.

then went to fb,
talk crap again,
afterthat dad ask me to drive him to citibank.

We were mesmerized by the new installed Astro beyond.
(is u have a large tv, u upgrade also useless)
i not sure my tv how many inch,

When HD is applied,
the image is diminish,(many black areas in the screen.)
When we stretch the image to full screen,
the HD is gone. LAME......

BTW the HD's colour is too sharp,
eyesore also, dun upgrade is better.

Ok back on track,
we watch tv till 9pm,
he keep on watching Song Sai Kit,
till 10pm only call me again.

KL damn jam......
.............................
the rest u know la.
today using 倒叙写作手法。

haiz. flu le whole day,
still little suffering now.
at least i'm in a good mood.

I WAN GO SWIMMING !!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED A POOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shit....... sneeze again.



Fin~

Adreneline

Today i think i kinda know how my body functions.

Early in the morning,
i have been doing chemistry exercise.
even big foot say de lousy questions,
i can't seem to do it.

Calculus is the same thing,
pretty stright forwards questions,
i cant think of the formula chain.

Today dad finally drive the "buatan malaysia"
i have been speeding all the way home,
dad must have know i'm in a bad mood,
he kept silent only.

just now went to dinner,
still not in a very good mood,
more and more scenes of
"efforts indirectly proportional to fruition"
appearing.......

i played chess,
dunno the computer is comforting me or wat,
every time when i'm in a bad mood,
i win.

But i believe is my mind,
which had become more focus than usual,
focus on taking down the obstacles.

this happens to everyone in anger, hate and sorrow.
Homo Sapiens seems to be more concentrated,
when they're in the mentioned states.

They wanna chase away the anger, hatred and sorrow so much,
they dun seems to care about anything else,
they just put all their brains in taking down what is not welcomed in their mind.

Another thing i hate most about myself is,
I'm imperfect.
i dun have tears when i needed them.

i understand the feeling of
"crying out will be better"
but i just cant sense it thoroughly.

i guess i'm really those 越战越勇 kind,
my internal processing speed,
will automatically increase abv the required lvl during crucial times.

it's been a harsh week,
sorry readers,
if i dragged you into my negative emotions.
glad there's 4 days of holiday.



i seriously need a break.


Fin~

空城

一个国家的国王，
在面对战争的时候，
并不需要什么繁华的武器，
他要的是一群忠孝于国的人民。

有了人民的团结，
即使全军覆没，
国王也可以站上前锋，
保护他身后的人民，
因为对一个王来说，
没有人民就等于没有了国家。

当人民不团结，
最心痛的当然是国王，
有的人出身就是王子，
有的人是立了大功而称王。

无论如何，
会称自己为王的人，
那怕别人不承认，
他也会尽全力帮组他在下的人民。

身为人民的往往只懂得安居乐业，
在他们之上的官员在干什么，
他们也从来不多问。

只会等到战争的时候，
躲在家里，假假为官员们祈祷。
实际上也只是在为自己的安居乐业祈祷。

国王最痛的还是，
看见效忠于他的人民，
被那些叛国的排侧，
拒绝，误会，胡闹。

人民不团结，
国家四分五裂，
最后责怪国王的政策不好，
国王微笑带过。

人民投诉国王好吃懒做，
国王微笑带过。

人民责怪国王没有好榜样，
国王微笑带过。

人民的任何负面反应，
国王都微笑带过，

因为国王觉得，
在万人当中，
还有那几千人，
是值得去贡献，
去照顾，去保护，
和不该在他们面前倒下的。

国王也不曾去针对那些叛国者，
或只宠那效忠于国的几千人，
因为他认为，站在同一个国土里的人，
都一律称为人民。

目前人民选者封闭自己，
选择与有血缘关系的人共处，
不和非血缘关系人打交道，
一个国王又该怎么办呢？

一群不愿分享心思的人民，
又会有什么团结呢？
一个没有团结的成都，
还算一个国家吗？
一个国家都称不上的领土，
还需要一个国王吗？


Fin~

Lies

这两天很多人都讲我很High,
其实我以前都是酱的，
只是今年没有而已。

我并没有不开心啊，
不懂为什么你们一直问我做么酱down.

还是我本来就不开心，
只是我没有意识到？
但我想了又想，
我并没有什么值得伤心的。

这几天都在烦恼，
要不要读高三，
有一点羡慕那些从小就有梦想的人。

毫不犹豫，
朝梦想前进。

难道我没有吗？
当然有，只是早就碎了。
所谓的爱好，
也好久没有去做了。

脚车都应该生锈了吧，
只记得我最后一次的疯狂，
是在2008年2月14日。

当你看见我非常投入于功课，
很想静静的看书，
那我就是心情不好了。

不知道什么时候开始，
我会在我心很乱的时候阅读，
我觉得一个人的心会乱，
是因为相太多，
看别人写的东西，
自己自然地就会接受，
会懂得听从，不去辨别。

我以前喜欢在泪滴朝地之前，
穿着内裤，拿着水桶，刷子，detergent，
到天台洗地。

地板干净以后，心情也开朗了。
现在天台封了起来，作为书房了，
没办法发泄了。

最近回到家老是生病，（现在也伤风着）
一开始我以为是自己累坏了，
原来不是，可能家里太寂寞了吧。

突然有想为SPM努力的冲动，
该死的我去选读高三，
不能放弃年终考了。T.T
不过还是SPM重要，
年终考看心情吧。

不要问我好不好，
我自己也不知道。
我表面上很快乐，
内心是否是这样我也不知道。
但我知道我没有伤心。

突然觉得“低调”这两句很有意思--
自怕我自己的掩饰不够好，
难道是我对我自己不够好。


Fin~

disappointed.

在人潮的城市中，你就是我的方向。

not even close.......
disappointed liao.

haiz.....

Fin~

a chance to my secret

以Martin的身份，和不超过15个字，
写一句martin会将此画交给画中女孩时说的话。

请将参赛表格交到此post以下的comment box.

截止日期为4/10，
迟到者一律不接受处理。

一人只能以一个blogspot account参加一次。
请想好好才写。
要讨论也不要让我听到，
不要太高调。LOLs.

说得最符合skema jawapan的参赛者，
可以问martin,任何两个问题。

名额无限，希望大家呼吁大家参加。

if u like this picture pls click "like" below,
the pic is also copyrighted.

pls show some respect.


Fin~

白

我最近过得不错，
但是实际上却发生很多事情。
身边的人，
一个一个离去。

之前是母校的一个董事去世，
接着是到姑婆，
昨天又来一个不认识的学长。

突然觉得人生很脆弱，
我也不知道该不该为他们感到高兴。

去年看过一部宗教元素的动漫，
我忘了是述说哪个宗教的，
但里头提到，
上帝在发给每个灵魂一个躯体前，
灵魂们都必须说出三个愿望，
一旦第三个愿望达成了，
他们将回到上帝的身边。

无论如何，
还是希望他们一路好走。

到了现在，
我还是没有办法了解女生，
能够倾听他们诉苦，
是有一种觉得被信任的感觉，
但没有办法安慰他们，
却增加了我的罪恶感。

原来预知别人的心情，
和看穿别人的内心是不同的。
觉得自己好没有用，
还有待加强，
叹气。。。。。。。

我最讨厌的风景始终是哭泣，
千个太阳的灿烂，永远比不上一个人的微笑。

有很多的话不是不能说，
而是时机不对。
我本人其实没有什么秘密，
我只是觉得每个故事有他独一的伯乐。

我不再是什么悲剧人物，
因为一个下午，一个人，一通电话。
但那个人好像开始矛盾了。

我不再去想那些做错的事，
不再去想那些错过的人，
不再觉得什么事情都是我的错似的。

“if you truely love something, let it go.
if its really yours, then it will return.”
我六年级在补习中心看过这句话，
我觉得很有意思。

但多年以后，
我领悟到了他的含义。
“do what you must, keep what you believe,
so it will recognize you and return to where it belong.”

或者最近很流行的，Law Of Attraction.

最近我也开始让嘴巴减肥了，
而且瘦嘴成功。
我不想再去想什么高尚的哲学，
我只想和别人分享我的心情，
理论，哲理，留给自己当宵夜吧。

头发剪短了，
剪了第一轮，
回到家觉得很长，
又跑去剪多一次，
还可以自己驾车去。
muahahahahahaha.

邻居说我黑了，
哈哈，
但我的心是白的。


Fin~

再度回上山

今天hor,
原来有五个人没有来。

No.1 大脚-我七早八早就知道他不来了的
N0.2 可殷-我以为他早上去练习，直到call他妈妈才知道他不舒服。
No.3 君慈-我以为他早上去录音，结果是没有来。
No.4 美双-第三节才突然听到有人讲他没有来。
No.5 美喜-放学跑去追lockling追不到,结果在校门旁才收到通知原来她也没来。==

今天有够swea~~~

1。人家去wax了头发给XXX看，他敢敢不相信，讲我其实是要给以上一到五其中一个看的。你厉害。
2。 YYY讲他会慢慢走，我匆匆忙忙整理书包，飞着下楼，最后找不到她，他连电话也不接。
3。 ZZZ更厉害，今天才开学第二天，她讲我临时抱佛脚去找她，最后问题没有解到，还被赶回班。
4。 Ah Lok 也真没有死过，在我面前讲他爱上YYY很久了喔，就算我放过他，宇豪也不会松手的。Haha.

经过一天的测试，
开着电脑读书是很伤精神的，
我决定回山上了，
再见各位。

Trail后见。
还有，
有没有发现我上一个post,
有什么不一样？


Fin~

Our Beloved Ministry Of Education

As u all are aware,
our class trip still hasn't have an outcome,
i discussed with my fren abt it,
he gave he some basic info.

I tried to contact the agency,
but 1 thing which is crucial is still undefined.
When are we going?

Our beloved ministry of education,
very actively changing the exam timetable,
this imba timetable made me unable to cope,
with the agency, not to mention booking.

Nvm la,
once a year of "fully no work" holiday,(*pork)
as a fellow resident we must endure,
my plan is setting the depature date
1 day after our exam finish.

so far on my info,
dunno accurate or not,
we science class ends at 13dec,
but need to wait some fellow classmates
to finish thier seni and akaun,
we must wait till 15dec, so either 16 or 17dec we depart ok?

art class say they 20dec finish ekonomi,
but info on the web says 16dec alr finish,
i'm hanging........

wish our fellow government servants
a belated Selamat Hari Raya,*Selamat Lari Jaya
and head back to work ASAP. =)
i seriously need u all now.

继续越战越勇

失踪了一个礼拜，
如果不是明天开学，
我会失踪下去的。

sorry ar mei ling,
你不知道我为什么狠下心，
盘旋在你看不见的山洞里。

baru balik from hometown,
获益不前，
现在的小孩长得真快，
没有两下，家里又多一个肥仔了。

公公还算ok，
比那天的情况好多了。
终于明白为什么乡下人，
老是吃家常便饭，
因为外面的食物，
都不好吃的。 =X

不过有家老字号，
到不同。连老板娘都不同。
看上去三十岁左右，
他跟你讲他六十岁了，
果然是年轻--怕什么？！

他是另一个山人，
他讲他曾经试过，
一个月不要开档，
躲在家里吃零食，
包电视剧，
他说这种生活不是人过的。

确实，
流水不腐，户枢不蠹，动也！
他讲与其躲在家里，
不如在店里招待客人，
日子好过多了。 =）

一个礼拜，
扣掉回校补习的时间，
总算够我总结一年了。

做人做到整天奔奔波波，
活到死的那一天才知道自己，
机械式地活了那几百年，
有意义吗？

我们不能预知自己什么时候死，
但我们能用心地天天活下去。

不要老是觉得自己笨，
老是认为被别人骗，
因为你知道的可能才是事实。

不要老是为了一棵树，
去放弃整棵森林。
神经病，难道你会娶/嫁整片森林吗？

正确来说因该是，
keep这现在的自己，
去找另外一棵树。

不要老是为不了解，不珍惜你的人付出，改变，
要尽全力在那些看得起你的人面前表现。

人家整天说我很串，
讲到自己很神酱。
对不起你要我假扮那谦虚的死样我办不到。

会就大声说出来，
即使错了，你当下的信心已足你克服一切。

不要每天埋怨这个埋怨那个，
人类是有脑的，
我们可以选择。

不要觉得自己做的事情很没有意义，
总有一天会有人拍拍你的肩膀说，
“哇~好吊哦，怎样做的？”

不要向眼前灰暗的世界低头，
因为你会忘了你的背后被强烈的光明灼伤。

我们不能防止自己的生活遇到悲剧，
但我们可以坚持演到戏剧的那天。

羡慕别人的大车大楼时，
不要只看见眼前闪闪发亮的事物，
顺便看看别人头上，手上，脚上的皱纹。
跟父母拿钱的时候也一样。=）

不要因为跟男/女朋友吵架搞到要死不活，
那堆灰尘当中，
还有你遗弃已久的朋友为你加油。

读书不是为了考好成绩，
而是你最求未来理想生活的，
辅助兼娱乐。

考试拿的A，
是给那些势利眼的公司，
还有好心把你养大的亲人去享受的。

争取A的那个过程，
才是真正属于你的。

不要老是说自己的感情生活上很多“路人”，
如果不是你自己耍打牌，
不主动去了解别人，
你早就是幸福的一分子了。

不要嫌弃你身边的人不好，
你分分钟时被别人同情才和你来往的那个，
与其去花时间辨别水好水坏，
不如试着和别人协调再共处，
这样人人都是你的朋友。

不要常常觉得自己的时间很少，
是你自己不够电脑，电视们抢而已。

不要怪自己天生是个蠢材，
要就怪自己是个好吃懒做的废材。

哇~
太多太多可以写了，
剩下的自己去体验啦。

不要老是想着被宠，
因为真正的生活是，
越战越勇！



Fin~

找到了，要回山上去了

等了这么多年，
终于都给我遇到她了，
现在起，
不能再懒洋洋下去了，
是时候，
做点成绩出来了。

有目标真好，
什么都不用想，
像个白痴一样，
往目标飞就可以了。

接下来的一个礼拜，
是我的世界隔离周，
fb,blog,handphone all off.

要回到统一考的状态了，
回家开机，offline mode,
plug in stereo, 炸歌，
读书，喝咖啡。

所以开学的第一天，
如果我没来，
记得找人来我家窍开我的门，
我分分钟已经死在里面了。
CHOI! LOLs.

there are a few things need to come and go.

Come:
1. 100% clear mind
2. 100% healthy body
3. 100% good mood
4. 100% energy

Go:
1. pimples
2. laziness
3. electronics
4. flu
5. dizziness


Fin~

放过大家吧

今天班上发生了一些事，
至于详情我想越少人知道越好啦。

如果你已经ok了，
接下来的你就不要sohai sohai,
跑去highlight看了，
反回来不爽我。

为何我说你们是小孩？
男的，你看他那死的样子，
很明显是前世没有告过白的啦。
你骂他没有风度，那我想骂你没有脑咯。
凡事都有第一次，不知者无罪。
他用错方式-他倒霉，你刚好被抽到-你走运。
是，确实是十七岁了，但对于一些人确实是第一次吗。
就一人退一步咯，他也道歉了，虽然看起来有点粗鲁，
but ok啦。你讲你很有风度吗，就睁一只眼闭一只眼咯。
身为班长，在家里睡觉（虽然我觉得我没错），
看到你们酱吵吵闹闹，是有点心疼。

刚刚看完头文字D,
不错下，可是结局没有那种悲剧性的元素。

也看了X-men Origins
太多kelefe的mutants了，but有对到片名啦，
确实是origins.

昨天看salt,
故事有一点逞强了。

前天看了kick ass，
虽然很废，但有一定的教育价值。

前天还看了A-TEAM,
Fuiyoh~ 100分的电影。必看！！！！！

明天再看sherlock holmes.

ok,今晚的夜色，
不错。。。。。
难得一见的场景，要好好欣赏。
今晚又不用睡了。


Fin~

雨好大，心好空

突然觉得题目很有深度，
整天在家，
显到一个爆点。

下载一部电影也要一整天的时间，
FB没有几条水是正正来交流的，
全部抛两句comment就siam了。

雨声像鼓棒一样，
敲击着窗口，
心就像被雨水溜过一样，
从上到下，
一丝丝的干净，空白

我望窗外看，
尘埃的离去让我看得更清晰，
外景实在却没表情，
可说似一面镜子，
反映我内心空洞的镜子。

好了，十点半了，
累了，想睡觉了，
怪了，感觉来了，
惨了，想读书了，
死了，今晚又不用睡了。

人

我们都是自己生命里的主角，
然而我们又全力去选自己的配角，
当两个主角走在一起，
故事就有冲突，
世界才不单调。

人有分很多种，
有的人天生低调，
就连在自己生命里，
也只想做配角。

活了十七年，
看了，想了，懂了，区分了，
各种不同的人。

那些在你伤心时一定来关心你，
无论如何都问个究竟的，
问完之后就消失的，
叫路人。

那些偶尔会想起你，
抱着中性的心态来找你的人，
友谊说深不深，说浅不浅的那种。
叫友人。

那些在你伤心时不问理由，
马上陪你哭，
在你快乐时还想逗你笑，
叫爱人。

那些你想尽办法去理解，
到最后毫无对策的，
叫怪人。

那些跟你非亲非故，
但带有着仰慕和期待的眼神的，
叫贵人。（伯乐）

那些只会在你绝望时，
完全不求回报，
立即给于你解决方案的，
叫仙人。

那些在你吃饱没事做，
想找个半聊天，
散散心才出现的，
叫游人。

那些你认为可以天长地久，
但却莫名地不能成为情人的，
叫梦人。

那些老是缠着你，
问东问西的，
叫烦人。

那些你看了感到有兴趣，
又找不到什么理由接近的，
叫别人。

那些你叫到他办事，
即使是合你同身份，
却把事情办得妥妥当当的，
叫好人。

那些老是对着你笑，
整天听你的故事，
从不分享的，
叫坏人。

那些只有在自己需要帮忙，
假心假意在你面前演戏的，
叫废人。

那些你尽心尽力去付出，
连一点感谢也没有的，
叫虚人。

那些自以为很厉害，
却又说到做到的，
叫超人。

那些只想袖手旁观，
什么也不想参与的，
叫旁人。

那些你可以尽情诉说，
彻彻底底相信，
字字句句跟你心灵相通的人，
叫心人。

看了这篇文章会去将，
身边的人一一分类的，
叫笨人。

这些东西是凭感觉去区分的，
不是凭别人怎样对待你而分类的。
请笨人诚实一点，click like.
我想统计统计。 haha.


Fin~

Starbucks Solo

Today went facial after school,
on solo. And and WaiHong depart
at titiwangsa, i monorial, he lrt.

After facial,
call my very seng mok de sister,
her hp langsung no on,
but she say is the cinema inside no line la.
Nvm, dunwan argue, so i went to starbuck.

Ever since i tasted dunno was coffee or expresso,
i was like anti starbucks till today.
Really no where to go,
so i go inside to order a chocolate drink.

Till now i also dunno wat it is called,
according to my reciept,
its shortform is called ChoCrmCFpBle.
i encrypt it as Chocolate Cream "Fp dunno" Blended.

Got abit lonely lar,
cause i was sitting near the staircase,
ppl come and go,
i'm the one off the flow.

Sharon u dun blow big big ar,
next time i go ur house fetch u to Starbucks,
u better come out. LOLs.

Saw many youngsters gathering at there too,
perhaps our 班刊 can go there discuss,
i bet Little Rice wanna go. LOLs.

Somehow but i dunno how,
starbuck's wifi wun work,
got abit disappointed,
anyways my phone had been facing alot of technical problems lately.

Tmr need to take P.J. test,
hope i wun muscle pain again.
And tomorrow, finally tomorrow,
the day i waited for 4 years.

Tkd farewell party,
finally can be called lou hai liao.
Muahahahahahahahaha........

Gotta slp early today,
nite nite everyone.


Fin~

Sombre News

Ytd night got an unknown number
suddenly sms me,
my first reply was "do you have legs?'
LOLs.

She replied "have"
oo.... it was carmen.
Kinda though abt it,
this year haven sms with her.

We're like stranger friends,
or like oversea buddies,
(although in the same school,
bump into each other everyday.)

We only sms once a while,
but that one conversation,
its like dragging us walk through the old times again,
it feels free to talk to her.

Then her one particular reply,
gave me a real big shock
"Last time d hong yi oso wont think too much d wor".

I must admit,
this year i think too much,
too much abt my future,
too much abt my work,
too much abt love,
too much abt everything.

now's the last quarter of this year liao,
remaining 4 months,
3.5months till graduation,
more like separation.

I dun wanna leave with regrets,
either i find the old me back,
or i refresh the whole.
and i need help from my frens for the previous option.

Today after school,
received a sombre news.

My grandpa is in ICU at the moment,
and the doctor says,
he dun have much time left.

As Fish Rice once said,
活着就有希望，
if he is still breathing,
i hope there's miracles.

Although we didnt have much nice times,
but yet, he's still my family,
and i dun hope any forever farewells,
happen in my family.

All the best gramps.......


Fin~

New Face

Ok blog refurnished,
although looked abit sissy and girly,
but bo bian lo,
must follow the market de mar,
my blog viewer consist of 80% female. =)

Just now went for jogging,
the sun freakin hot.......
Just stand there also can sweat liao,
why waste the effort to run. ==

I was going around circles in my housing area,
due to pasar malan nearby,
many ppl side parking along the roadside.

Then chineses out there u know wat day is today de lo,
while i was running everyone was looking at me,
it like the nvr see anyone jog b4.

While maybe seeing some1 so stupid to jog
under the hot sun is first time for them la,
but i hope they dun see "any1" following behind me lo.
LOLs. choi choi choi~~~~

Haha.........
2 days dunwan bird her,
she finally ask "why" liao,
hope she really changed for herself la.

Meiling,
and anti ant authority (AKA 3As')
gonna go.
Its very torturing to see u kill those ants,

And thx for ur big big lie,
i will try to reduce my pimples de,
thx for caring. ==

SK even goggled the skin specialist name for me,
got touch dao....
see him malat malat de,
nvr thought he will be go buddyish.
GOOD JOB MAN. (宅男mou?)

And lockling ar~,
i dunno why u like the term "宅" la,
but hor better dun like it so much,
later u become like me.

Then someone dunno which day la,
very sweet sweet wo......
他陪了我一整天.
Fuiyo..... she sure dunno happy dou how to describe liao.

The porn king (zhenyan),
is getting more geng liao,
i dun wish to see ur photo on the front page la,
with the headline written,
"teenager being killed for sexual abuse",
so u sendiri contorl little la. LOLs.

Actually today i got nth to write de,
i see the page too short so just type wateva i thought of now.
If too long ar.....
dun scold me for spamming. LOLs.
(this paragraph referring to JianLin)


Fin~

Frustration

Just now i was having a nap,
6.18 i dig into my bed,
7.40 my mom keep bussing me to wake up.

i was like "5 more mins"
then she keep shaking my legs,
WTF........
No other choice liao, forced to wake up.

She said were going for dinner with my uncle,
he just came back from Taiwan,
fine..... at least got kids to play with.

My alarm was set at 8.30pm,
nearly 40mins gone,
now still quite tired,
no mood to do anything.

Someone call me on9,
sendiri dunno die to where,
felt like being released aeroplane.
==|||||||||

SPM trail ar,
can dun come so early?


Fin~

Case Closed

now the case is considered close,
haiz......

the same thing happend again,
just different characters involved.

life is always harsh for someone at sometimes,
same things have different effect on different people,
达不到两情相愿，就会有一方受伤。
well said lo this one......

i have my policy of keeping my clients files confidential,
cant talk much.

all i can give is a sigh........
to him, her and me.

Is this a happy ending ?
i also dunno.
But at least everyone's satisfied now.
Haha.

Being an observer always must be prepared for the worst scenarios,
luckily i'm well prepared.
LOLs. Wonder if they are.... =(

Due to this post a pretty much not related to me,
so i hope no1 gives any comment,
if u cant help it, just tick those emotions enough.


Fin~

i think i'll blog again

recently drained of ideas,
more like dun have time to think of ideas,
i guess i just stick to the original track,
keep on writing my blog as open dairies.

Well early in the morning,
i was fine.
Once i reach school,
one cup of iced milk tea,
i ended up 10mins in the toilet.

Those old folks were right,
iced drink for breakfast is NO GOOD.

Today school's was only last 3 periods,
first period chiong BM,
second period English.

Gonna stop being 宅男 liao,
so i decided to socialised more.
Coeinne shared alot of stories today,
we talked more than one hour.

The whole conversation was like,
WOW~~~
found another good listener. (although she talked the most ==)
But dunno trust worthy anot la,
still in beta.....

After school went to 5Azhong,
my hand really can't afford to play badminton,
its must've injured ytd during dodge ball,
cant smack ball today, AKA no fun.

So we went to TS to watch movie,
Bryan waited at the monorial station almost 45mins liao,
very sry ar....... ==

Love in disguise 11.40,
Inception 11.50,
all full house......
Love in disguise 1.40, only left 1st row.

Fine, pass.....
Go up on stair,
ampang bowl.
I tried to take no.8 first,
Gosh........ my hand hurts.......
Plus the price, RM10 per game, can go rob le.

Ok, go up again,
Pool.......
Some "kids" need to listen to their parents,
so we skip that again.

Haiz......
nth to do..... really really nth to do........
went ppl watching,
6 malatlou gap here gap there. LOLs.

finally 12pm,
went to McD,
wah, puasa really is puasa,
no malays at all.

Ok,
now finish our lunch,
still nth to do.

Normally wanna go gasoline and camp inside,
i really do enjoyed blowing water inside,
the atmosphere really diff,
although the food sucks..........

But all 3xin plus one ZhongYan,
scare he too sienz so we went Daytona instead.
Really hate those Lalas,
lepak here lepak there,
then join our game and still won in 1st place.

Really got pissed,
feel like challenging him on the highway.
In real life of course.

Still nth to do,
some of them went home,
Wai Hong, Hong Fong, and me went borders.
He found his book,
and then he tell me he dun have to money to buy for it.
Claps...... Wasted my precious time.

Now our boredom reached the climax,
as 郑导 says, 要在高潮中结束。
We Went Home LU~~~~~~

Although we were strolling around the whole afternoon,
but i really enjoyed to be surrounded by people.
Shit i sound like 宅男。。。。。 ==

As you are aware,
i'm not quite in a good mood these few days for no reason,
and now i'm in a good mood for no reason.

I think it's somehow related.
Still finding a spot in the world which can calm my mind,
perhaps i'll try to find it on the hills.
Gonna take my visa from dad to makan angin with car tmr.

tata~
PMR kias jiayous although the paper is useless but enjoy the feel of studying,
SPM kias jiayous although is hard but without the paper ur useless.


Fin~

哀悼

现在距离于是还有29天，
人人都在拼了，
我也当然在拼。

Msn 越来越少人，
FB 的老朋友也不见了，

从前那堆朋友，
横冲直闯，
不顾一切，
为了快乐而活的“损友”，
开始一个一个不见了。

拍拖的拍拖，
专心的专心，
三五成群的三五成群，
人人都变了。

Season 一只说我宅，
其实我重来没有否认过，
只是不敢再大众前承认。

我已经没有超强的社交能力了，
我的世界只剩下我了，
我除了会唱歌之外，
什么“拉近人与人之间的距离”的技巧都没了。

我开始不会吹水，
我开始变得无聊，
我开始对世界失去了兴趣。

我对心境这门学问越来越有兴趣，
我对别人的内心越来越了解，
我的思考越来越抽象，
已经到了超越人类正常沟通的境界。

太了解别人，
却会让自己融入别人的泪滴当中。
不去体会别人，
却狠不下心看别人无助。
理下不理下，
确是自己在掉自己胃口。

好矛盾。。。。。。

"Ore No Genkai
我的极限。"

这句话一直在我脑海里盘旋，
我到底被什么压制住？
我在怕什么？
我想知道。

我需要改变，
我需要离开，
我需要飞翔，
我需要高奔，
我需要瞭望，
我需要想通。

如果流泪代表一个人emo，
那我真的emo了。
这莫名的眼泪。。。。。
你可以说话吗？

火神

最近心情不是很好，
多于想很多却不实际行动的我，
更是一种痛苦，
只能想象，
越踩越深，
脱离了实际。

我的野心很大，
我感觉得到，
我的能力不小，
那是骗自己的，
我开始看到自己的懦弱。

我不服输，
以父之名，
以母之品，
以友之情，
以爱之力，
我应该已经处在高处。

我已经忘了自己，
什么时候停下脚步，
从看着地下的人往上爬，
到和他们肩并肩作战，
直到现在往上看他们的裙底和裤脚。

这个石柱仿佛没有尽头，
我紧紧地抱着柱子，
不敢想上，
也代表我怕往下掉。

握了太久，
我的手开始僵硬，
不能放开，
应为我放不下。

石柱的表面开始因为我的堕落，
有了怪物，
这些怪物一天一天的在腐蚀石柱。
石柱的直径减少了，
双手形成的圆之直径却不变，
我最后还是会跌下去。

达不到目标，
维持不到现况，
自己也越来越宅了，
我看不小去。

我内心的愤怒开始沸腾，
我的体热继续上升，
失败和无奈不停地在催化着，
我这内向的愤怒，
开始燃烧我的身体，

我的血在高速回转着，
旋转得太快从身体爆了出来，
鲜血化成了火苗，
我的身体越烧越热，
火焰越来越猛烈。

石柱上的怪物被烧死了，
孟热的火焰使在双手里结块的污血净化了，
我开始能动，
杂念也被我的火烧灭了，
我的脑开始在跑，
小人开始离开我的视线，
我的自信开始累计。

我可以爬了，
我的恨将帮我达到燃点，
别人的眼光将成为我的助燃物，
我想把石柱烧了。
再建一座更厉害的，
就建个火柱吧。

没有别的人爬得上，
没有任何神妖鬼怪可以征服的火柱。

我要上得更高，
我要看得更远，
我要得到更多。

不。。。。
应该是说我得！

我会继续烧，
我会继续毁灭不重要的，
我会继续用身上的火围住重要的，
不让他们被伤害。

我决定了，
若没有一个好的理由，
我都不再熄灭。


Fin~

Urgent

tmr no change class with 5sxiao liao,
because their class got ppl's leg hurt,
just stay in our current class and pack up,
standby for jiao wu chu's orders.

martin....
any updates i will post here,
stay tuned.

反省反省

最近都很迟谁，
一个星期，
白天无所事事，
晚上却问题重重。

人与人之间的问题会有解决得完的一天吗，
难道真的要我去读每个人在想什么吗？
虽然不礼貌但却实际。

从来没有想过做班长可以这么好玩，
你也可以说我变态，
但对已拥有阴谋论，
侦探头脑的我，
破别人的心计是非常有趣的。

但破到最后却出现了一个问题，
我到底是谁？
我活着的目的是什么？

昨天放学碰到一个年中考认识的朋友，
原来她妈妈实在贩卖部做工的，
之前看到他和同事在吃冰，
把孩子丢在食堂温习功课。
超吊的。。。。

之后他问了我不少问题，
关于未来的打算，
我只能给可观的意见，
个人意见寥寥无几，
我自己都没有方向吗。。。。。

然后那个学生还是对大脚念念不忘，
不要暗爽啊。
我也顺便帮你打了你拿91,92,91,92....的广告。
还有顺便踩一下你的花文跟国文。

他们母子俩都很佩服你一下，
他妈妈还很严肃的希望你可以读好华文。
哈哈。。。。。

总觉得自己的amanah一直在下降，
奉劝市面上的人，
你们要听，要懂，要幸什么谣言不关我的事，
但如果你有份去散播这些无谓的谣言，
而我的名誉也因为你们的脏嘴而受损，
那请你放心我不会放过你的。

嗨。。。。。
今天的英文唱歌比赛，
为了这场演出，
几乎三天没有唱华语歌了，
因为我的唱腔中西不能相容的。 ==

最后还是配不上可殷和君慈的声音，（没有王子边不要怪我）
可以说是tour sui 了你们。
对不起。。。。。。

要找一个可以听你的心事的人不简单，
能够了解你的心境的人更稀有，
但往往那些sohai sohai 的却拥有以上的能力，
这几天遇到了不少表面sohai,
背后跟我心灵相通的人。

谢谢你们被我发现，
从今以后的夜晚，
更有趣了。。。。。。。

还要顺便提一提，
我是一个很少会为了实事而伤心的人，
所以Da Chuan, X2Jia, BigFoot你们不用问我作么emo,
我根本就没有。

这是一种艺术性兼哲学性的内心思考，
当中包含一丝丝的感慨，
和对世界的疑问，
但就算所有的负面因素加起来，
也不足以我伤心的。
所以不要想太多啦。

最佳男主角

我是最佳男主角，
我的快乐没人晓，
我的寂寞太深奥，
连吵架都懒得吵，
自己泪流自己熬。

我是最佳男主角，
配合大队是绝招，
我的主见在缩小，
连自己都管不着，
唯有跟着别人绕。

我是最佳男主角，
我伪装得太美好，
我想象我没心跳，
问自己我好不好，
自己对自己傻笑。

我是最佳男主角，
演到最后剩无聊，
我的废话在咆哮，
真心话却太单调，
我连自己都已找不到。


Fin~

当一天的男人

今天班上来了两个安溪的学生，
大家七早八早就很兴奋，
非常期待他们的到来。

到了第五节，
我和林深去接他们，
他的老婆死都要跟去，
算了就让他去。

酱巧晓清没有来我要去找代课老师，
结果林深接了楠楠，
他老婆接了越婷。

傅老师久久都没进班，
我就去找handsome Lok,
结果他不在，我又去找Ah Fok 跟报应kia.
Ah Fok 叫我自己搞定，
源德师说他第十节会进来就不想进来了。

Fine,自己搞定。
结果傅老师突然又进来上课了，
那个死宇豪乱乱讲话，
害到老师丢脸又生气，
haiz 幸好他过后有道歉的决心。

楠楠说我们上课和老师逃客气了，
中华生检讨一下啦，
虽然对我们来讲是很正常的。LOLs.

下课的时候带他们俩去吃饭，
越婷有一点犹豫不决，
要去又不去食堂的，
刚开始是以为他害羞，
现在回想一下可能是他不舒服吧。

之后我们开了一个小小的交流会，
那两个主持人，
嗨。。。。不懂怎样讲，
幸好ah lok在，
气氛还不算太冷。

大脚问了一些不太应该问的问题，
虽然之后我有问楠楠的感受，
他说她没什么，
不过刚才问话的方式是有一点不礼貌啦。

我们不能以自己国家的角度，
去判断别人的国家吗。。。
就好像马来人一天祈祷五次，
外国人可能会觉得烦，
但是我们本地人却习惯了吗。

不过他回答关于我国那四个考试的时候，
讲得很仔细咯，
这点值得鼓励一下。

之后微积分可就比较有互动，
听欣慧说，
楠楠可以不用算式就知道定积分的答案，
而且还是文科生哦。
中华理科的我要检讨一下了。 T.T

不知不觉，
美双当了楠楠的经纪人，
而依婷当了越婷的经纪人，
我当保镖。 =.=|||


之后越婷突然发烧了，
应该是不适应吧，
之后带他们到救伤室。

中途遇到他们的领队老师，
超帅的，不过他好像对我们（班长）
的办事能力有些怀疑，
放心我们班的班长是不可看小的，
这点我为自己骄傲。

林深解释了状况那老师的气也消了，
之后就带越婷到救上室。
嗨。。。。今天破例得够利害，
自己身为一个正中的男生既然进入女救伤室。

其实也没什么的啊，
不懂干吗学校那么传统。
帮越婷填了表格他就在救伤室休息了。

虽然我不是急救组的，
但我总觉得有一种义务需要呆在哪儿，
就多留了一会儿。
直到楠楠叫我先回班。

放学时又去看了他们，
越婷睡着了，
小米和美双送了纪念品，
我就会班收拾书包了。

离开学校前，
又再去看看他们的情况，
那时楠楠不在了，
越婷刚从救伤室出来，
有个老师正扶着她。

我问他没事了吧？
她也没理我。
恐怕还有点不舒服吧。

希望他们两人可以互相照顾啦，
出外靠朋友吗。
没有办法听到楠楠唱歌，
好可惜哦，他说他喜欢唱歌跳舞。

希望他们一路顺风，
还有三天的大马行程，
加油啦两位 ！


Fin~

Realistic - 现实

i finally proved that my readers are very reaslitic de
我终于证明到我的部落各读者是很现实的
when i post english posts,
当我答英文的文章时
half of them sure hilang. Haiz.....
他们一半的人数就不见了。嗨。。。。


So now i use the desperado plan
所以我现在用一个比不得已的解决方案
i now type english
我会打英文
with chinese subtitles.
配上华文字幕
Man, which blogger on earth so despo for fans one?
真实的，有哪个作家渴望粉丝到这种地步的？
Here got one. = )
这里有一个。 笑脸

Ok, English singing competition is here.
好的英文唱歌比赛到了
My team,
我的组，
1)Coeinne - main female singer
一）可殷-女主唱
2)Martin - main male singer
二）马丁-男主唱
3)Ms. Sim - pianist
三）沈女士-钢琴手
4)Season - under dilemma
四）季琴-还在犹豫当中

Last time missed the English sing-along contest
上次错过了英语合唱比赛
the gods upon us had gave us another chance
上帝赐予我们翻身的机会
this time break through anything.
这次得突破所有挑战

Tmr the class will have to special guests
明天班上有两位神秘嘉宾
two china students
是两个中国学生
now mqun spamming the welcoming party
现在mqun在讨论着招待礼

they wan me go sing "heartbeat"
有人要我去唱"心跳"
omg, no mic i GG punya.
欧麦甘，没有麦克风我肯定雎雎的
Long time no sing in public liao.
很久没有公开演出了

Try la,
尽量拉
if really no plan then dail D for Desperate again.
如果真的没有上策只好用下策
-I go sing then. TT
也就是我去唱吧。 哭脸

Fin~

D for Despair

yesterday went to times square to buy stuff,
then ran to sungei wang,
and flew to pavillion again,
in the end back to times square.

I saw my hp almost out of battery,
so i stop playing music,
had a drink at Old Town,
alone of course. T.T

its abt 6pm,
sis going for DBKL performance,
damn her didn't tell me she was going,
i dunwan trouble my paretns for transport back then,
but now i think i should bought a ticket too.

ok, nth to do liao,
waiting parents to come,
can't youtube or fb in old town,
lack of flow of electrons in phone that is.
so i went to borders.

Started to love borders liao,
the best ppl waiting spot,
LOLs.

Then i read sia read sia,
then sms sia sms sia.
Shit....... cellphone died.

everytime hear sing can hear 12 hours,
today u play me ar?
I close the book with my fingers,
then ran to the nearest public phone.

Then by using the primary school method,
1) pick up the phone
2) heard the "beep" tone
3) put in coins
4) dail the number
5) blow water

until step 4,
the operator says
"harap maaf, nombor anda tidak sah"
that was quite a fresh answer.....

Ran downstair and look for another public phone.
same results.

Damn 6.30pm liao,
dad could be here any second,
later tio pwned i GG.

Ran for 15mins,
i only realize the communicating system in the whole block was down,
congratulations Martin,
you're dead for sure.

Fine, desparate times calls for desperate measures,
i go out the main entrance and see whether my parents were here,
stupid traffic jam,
眼花缭乱。

Fine lend a cell phone form a taxi driver,
dunno nokia wat model la,
in all, its a noob phone.
( dun hate me first, i'm not insulting anyone yet)

called my dad,
"the number u called is currently busy"
fine call mom,
as usual, no answer. Claps*

Then the taxi driver says he gotta go,
the security guard from the back is chasing him,
seems that he was parking illegally. LOLs.

Go into the mall again,
see those youngsters and try to lend a phone.

Saw a guy he was confuse when i ask him,
i asked "can i borrow ur handphone?"
his Lanjiao Mother came,
"不要理他". Nahh!! o0o

I try to convince him again,
then dunno his aunty or wat la says,
"你去information那边，跟他们讲他们会借你的。"
this one still ok la, at least she gave some suggestions.

So i ran to the information counter,
passed by F.O.C,
i saw the two employees nth to do,
standing outside the shop so i try to lend from them.

They say "i dun have a handphone sir."
niama, like hell i'll believe you.
then there as a handphone charging beside the wall,
i asked "whose phone is that?"
"my frens"
i look at the other person.
"ooh, my other fren one.... he's not around"

fine dun wanna waste my time,
go the the information counter better.

I saw the security guard inside,
i ask him for help,
yet he says i dun have a phone.

Maybe thier job prohibit them from using cell phones la,
because before that i asked another security guys by the road,
he gave me the same reply.

So i ask the two information counter girls,
they act like they were deaf.
Just opens thier eye wide and stare at me.
Then the security more clever,
"u go outside the plaza, then u will find public phones,
today the whole block's system is down"

Like hell i dunno...........

I gave up hope in TS,
go outside and look for phone better,
finally i saw a public phone beside the monorial stairs.
THANK GOD !!!!!

I called my parents,
line busy again. ==
macam spam calling me jiang,
dead for sure liao.
call mom, no pick up again..........
call back dad finally pick up.

"hello ,dy ar?"
"做么？"
the tone so good de? no diao me one?
"你出来了吗？"
"还没有，你去帮我买几个面包我饿了"

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This world really is cruel,
the higher u climb,
the more selfish u are.

I ask an average shopper,
he tell me no phone.
I asked a shop keeper whose fren had a phone charging
right in front of me,
he say NO.
I asked receptionists,
they act deaf.

middle fingers to u all.
you all really deserve it.
the security guards i exclude la,
maybe its a rule for them.

My mom always tell me this,
"if someone lend a handphone from u,
ignore them they might steal your phone"
this theory everyone know la.

The shoppers,
there were six of them,
i only 1 person need phone,
u think where i can run after taking ur phone?

The information counter,
2 receptionist, 1 security inside,
i even added "i come in the counter to call"
wat? ur counter inside got cash? got gold?

As for the taxi driver?
the road outside the main entrance so wide,
i can ran everywhere after stealing the phone.
the main road outside traffic jam,
ur taxi can't outrun me.
nobody was very nearby the taxi,
i can escape swiftly without being caught.
Yet the driver lend me his phone.

You all say la,
wat kind of world is this?
If any stranger ever ask a phone from me,
i'll say NO from now on.

especially those who look like in an emergency,
i give him/her a middle finger for bonus.

Those 危机意识过高 ones out there,
be careful,
next time u kena rob i laugh.


Fin~

懂得感恩的人比较快乐

自古以来，人类就活在一个单调无色彩的世界里。是人类的交流，感情，欲望，互动，沟通点缀了这个世界。史上无绝对的黑白，只有不同角度的对白，确实人类已将世界染得鲜艳无比，可是当万物配上了不同的形容词，所有的虚物相比之下也有了所谓的好坏，高低等的极端后，人类就开始有了嫉妒，羡慕而忘了感恩，更使世界失去了完美的形象。

感恩并非什么深刻的道理，也不是什么天生的心态。孔子和墨子也各别提出了人之初性本善和性本恶这两种极端，为何这世上却有好人和坏人相容的现象呢？可见人类的思考和眼光不是命中注定随命运驱使的，万物需用不同的角度去看，感恩这门学问也一样。

相形大家身边都有不少的朋友，朋友与朋友之间常常会互相客气，譬如说请对方吃饭。若今天又一个朋友请你吃饭，你却放不下“请吃饭”的这个面子，用餐的时候心中老是不舒服，觉得欠了别人一些东西什么的，同时又想尽办法找个机会换他这个人情，别人的好意不就白费了吗？

你的朋友只是想让你和他开开心心的吃一顿饭，你却为了感恩两个字忽略了他的好意。说实在的，他想给的不是一餐饭的钱，而是要分享与你共处的快乐，你都没好好地接受，又怎么算得上欠了别人某某某呢？可见既然人情没有还得完的一天，我们又何必去计较谁付出的人情较多较少呢？简简单单地接受也可以是单方面的感恩，双方面快乐。

感恩难道就只是物质上的礼尚往来吗？当然不是，我们人类每日都要面对不同的人，插手不同的事，难免需要别人精神上的帮助与支持。当我们得到别人的批评，鼓励，赞美等，不妨向对方说一声“谢谢”，给对方一个肯定的微笑或现个带有良好精神的点头。这小小的举动可以点亮世界，使天下人都活得高兴和自信。

这样不只得到批评的人会快乐，就连给与批评的人也会觉得自己的举动是被珍惜和有用处的。这样批评者会在日后给与我们更多的批评，而我们这些懂得感恩的被批评者也会获得更多的赞赏使我们更进步，从而获得快乐。这种日常生活上，举手之劳的感恩行动却可以带来双赢的局面，何乐而不为呢？

说到这里，感恩只能用手投我以桃报之以礼或用嘴和点头表示出来吗？若事实如此那世上的残藏人士就不能感恩了吗？其实感恩是一种自愿，一种自由，一种不计较太多的心境。

有人说快乐是掌握在自己的手中的，确实如此。感恩是人们为了让自己快乐，让自己舒服，让自己过得去的一种思想上的解脱。永远要记得，感恩不是一段演给别人看得戏，而是个人与他人享乐的内心记载。

我们人人对感恩的定义都不同，但它却在带来快乐这一部分有一个共同点。若你还在计较怎么去感谢，怎么去回礼，怎么去定义感恩两个字，那你永远都不懂得感恩，你也不可能会快乐。当你能够自在地或冷静地去享受，去付出，去奉献，去体会，去接受身边的一切，突然你感觉到嘴角弯起，心中微柔地开朗起来时，你就会在模糊中，却又能理直气壮地说出“我快乐因为我懂得感恩！”

谈话现象

最进发现一个很奇怪的现象，
男声跟女生在谈话时都会有
特定的动作。

Boys Part
1)很少会笑，多数显出无奈/纯粹期待的表情
2)双手会配合嘴巴，一起动。
3)很少会靠着椅子讲话
4)站着讲话时，通常一只手会插裤带。

Girls Part
1)死命在笑，尽管不好笑。
2)双手都很灵活，死命打男生的手臂
灵活到可以便打边笑，边讲边打。
3)通常靠着椅子抬头讲话。(女生通常比较矮XD)
4)站着讲话时，双手会放在后面。

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顺便提一提，TZY and WeiXiang driving test Pass Jor.....
Big Grats !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Fin~

Aho !

ytd went to Bon Odori with class.
it was a very enjoying day.

Bee Hee cooked for Big Foot and me leh,
got feel dao the motherly love,
LOLs.

Once again saw YanLing's devil body,
even fitter than last time liao,
i gonna train more.

Due to we slacked too much in Rachel's house,
we were late for the bus etc.
When we reach school,
the whole party was alr lining up
to get into the bus.

This year's Bon Odori kinda sucks,
comparing to the one i attended during form 2.

But nvm, different friends,
different miracles.
Come out with Big Foot,
Rachel, YanLing, Axel, Jianlin,
Jiayan, William, YikLoong,Rachel's cousin,
Rebecca,MengFai, Rave, EeHoe was real fun.

Their happiness has masked over the lousy food,
which spoiled my mood.
Everything sushi, sushi,
not creative at all.

The dance was nice,
easy to learn,
we all had fun.

I though the gang a new word Aho!
means 蠢货 in Japanese.
You can tell that most attendence during the carnival,
are non-japanese.

Why?
They were all shouting Aho !!!! everywhere,
none of us come back with bruises alr explain the fact,
those ppl dun understand japanese.

Saw many Malays wearing Kimono,
btw mind if i ask?
Is that Halal at all?

Axel,YanLing and Bigfoot
were so 'hungry'.
Keep finding pretty girl for pictures.
YikLoong's fb got evidence.

Me, Rave and EeHeoe were just lenglui-spying.
Our 收获不少 LOLs.
Suddenly felt sad for William,
Jiayan was sticking him all the time,
LOLs. Hahahas......

The two class clown was acting all the time two,
later i'll post photos in fb.
You guys go see then you'll know who i am refering to.

Conclusion,
Bon Odori is not fun,
Is those who went with me tgt made it enjoying,
contradiction much?!
Aiyo, 总之 i had fun with u all la,
thank for the memories.


Fin~

落地底裤

今天又去上那个死人气功科，
给我选我宁愿跑十圈，
也不去听什么抽象立体艺术课。

放学后等妹妹开会，
又不想去学会，
去了也没事情做，
就跟一男一女去Umbikai.

三个人都吃maggi goreng,
TZY 搞特出去加蛋。
又叫三杯 Teh Tarik.

JianLin 还算正常，
TZY 给我的感觉，
简直就是七八十岁的Ah Pek,
穿这背心那种，
在咖啡店喝茶。

然后看到那个抛下wei wei，
跑去踏两船的Boon Chun.
吃饱了拍拍屁股就走，
又丢下那两个女的。
Man 到~~~~~

我们三人看时间还很多，
就order落地底裤(roti tisu).

然后又研究如何把它变到更好吃，
那个TZY,
看上去Fit Fit,
但是CC sibeh 小。
吃几片就 Full 了。
Gagal Betul.

今天的post好像在针对TZY酱，
没有啦，我们感情很好。
明天之后就要换位了。

有一点不舍得。
对容易适应新环境，
放不下久感情的我，
这就是朋友们无形中带来的痛苦。

谢谢大家的照顾。T.T


Fin~

双喜临门

今天七早八早，
去帮别人check PLKN,
好多朋友中哦。

那些没有中的啊，
自己看着办啦，
不够义气。BLEK !

还有人叫我不要帮她check,
assume 她 kena wo.....
最后还没有被抽到那种，
最厉害了。 XP

Balik Rumah 一路向北，
非常通畅非常安全，
吃了午餐，
载了表妹回家，
就回家去了。

给了爸爸一个不小的惊喜，
整辆车幢去铁门，
幸好及时摆弯，
最后车头只被篱笆刮过。

车没脱色，
有些花了，
大部分只是沾了铁门的漆。

爸爸讲两下就sienz了，
还好没有给他骂到够够力。
LOLs.

现在在写歌，
比较像是改歌词吧，
把"第一天"改成英文版的。
那去比赛。LOLs.

忘了说，
NS 我 kena 了，
哈哈，有去的跟我讲一声，
我不要太孤单。 ==


Fin~

度过了

口语考试终于考完了，
超高兴的。
今天去找阿福哥简直就是在谈天，
一点背书的成分也没有。

老师也赞同说我比去年进步了，
说话变得自然很多。

虽然今天的表现还是有很多口齿，
但比起去年又看搞有讲得一块一块的，
算不错咯。

隔壁那个越来越“花”痴，
都不懂lockling怎样忍的。

Wonder Girls 很快就成立，
而且第五个成员是男的，
对，就是本大爷也。

另外四个买就是meiling,
season, lockling & coeinne 咯。

这种新闻一上报，
肯定登在头版的，
如果我穿裙就更京报了。LOLs.

现在头还是很痛，
还有死人add-maths project 要做。
明天还要驾车，
到了学校还要chiong chemistry.
(怎么wiki没有K3M的data的？)

学生不好当啊。

我是好人

死屁股美双，
人家剃了胡须特地给你看，
你昨天敢敢不来，
还出什么又烂又真的借口。

最近天天在练“你不在”。
就为了日后Little Qing爽爽找人上台唱歌。

这首歌呢，
你不要看它好像很就将，
我研究中文歌曲这么久，
这首歌的歌词仍然新鲜。

虽然不怎么生动或感人。
曲的部分可说是属于高音之曲。
尤其是“当你不在 爱已不再 不再 hai~~~~”
超high的。

tzy还推荐了"爱错"
我看下一首就挑战“爱错”啦。
season 在 spam “我爱他”，
加油啦。

还有之前喜欢留胡须的我，
今天上calculus真是痛苦，
没有胡须拉，
在那边拉空，
自己笑自己。

最后只能拙俏头，
更像malatlou了。

不过至少有人讲我lengzai咯。
不懂谁啦. hehe~~~
不过听了几粒钟之后，
却有点伤心。

为什么啊？不想讲？
不然你们笑死。
但是先讲明,
我不是lengzai,
我只是好人。=)

你在哪里

最近都很忙，
现在忙的程度已经不是，
像初中或去年的一样，
一回到家，
抛下书包，
把屁股安定在椅子上，
双手温柔地触摸着键盘，
双目对这荧幕虎视眈眈，
玩电脑。

直到晚饭后，
打屁股急忙的乱摆在椅子上，
从墙角接过书包挖出铅笔盒，
双手冲冲忙忙地做功课的那种忙。

现在到家，
书包照样乱丢，
电脑照开，
但电动不再玩了。

开了酷我音乐盒，
随便下载几首新歌，
关掉monito chiong 作业。

整个礼拜都是酱。。。

辛苦吗？
翻翻旧账，我的喜仍然多于勤。

压力吗？
比起什么都不做的荒唐生活，赶来赶去舒服多了。

累吗？
我本来就不是什么睡午觉主义者，临睡前的每一分一秒拿来做正经事开朗多了。

还能顶吗？
在我惯性未消的时候，身体还没bomcek的时候，放马过来。

在忙的时候，
总是会有一种遗憾，
忙来干什么？
SPM 是很重要，
但没有方向考到了也只是一张文凭，
拿到A却不知道怎样用，
那拿来干什么？

在这种心境空虚，
寂寞的时候，
他的身影就来填补我的空洞了。

这么久了，
一句问候也没有。

她的下落不明。
她的心情不知，
她的外貌不识，
她对我的感觉不解。

说了再见才发现早已见不到。。。
周懂万岁！！！！

你不在，当我最需要爱。。。
力宏万岁！！！！

果然，天上的星星不说话。
我的这颗星，
抽象又实际。

他种是挂在天边放光明，
我抬头伸手想抓住她，
却发现那是一个虚像。

我们之间表面上只有一只手的距离，
只有肩膀到天顶的差距，
但现实中，
星星离地球表面是如此的遥远。

我看着水中的倒影，
明明肯定可以捉到她，
就在我快碰到她的那一瞬间，
水波却把她变得若隐若现。

始终觉得对她有一种歉疚，
虽然我们物质上没有欠对方什么，
感情上连再见也说了，也接受了，
应该没有什么没还清的。

或许是我太多话没能对她说吧，
她想听，
我开不了口，
她走了，
勇气正好到了。

加入Facebook却找不到她，
连MYSPACE都去了，
也打听不到消息。

心中那“放弃”和“等待”的天平，
不是忐忑个不停，
就是横横的立在那儿。

当意志力说“忘了她吧，去找别的吧”
潜毅力说“很快就找到她的啦”。

当潜毅力说“算了吧，现实点吧”
意志力说“都等了这么久，继续等吧”

我站在心中那雄伟的瀑布前，
看着另一个我，
他说“你不爱她了，还等什么？”
“爱与不爱，我不在意。”
“那你如果见到她了，你要做什么？”
“不。。。。知道”
两人摇头。

我彻夜胡闹，希望听到有人会提到，你好不好。
这句够有意思。

过一关斩六将

今天我故意用华语打题目，
就是为了避免那些纯华语分子，
看到英文题目就逃跑，如Season
所以就假假骗一下你们。
LOLs.

Ok,
two days of sports day,
haiz VERY happy !!!!!.

First day,
sohai betul,
the timetable says 9am start 200m,
i around 8am go register.
11pm only start.

From 6am till 11am i only ate
a Cheese Stick,
and a cup of coffee only.

before my turn my tummy was alr empty,
seriously totally empty,
when it started,
Mo Yuan Ji pulled the distant like hell,
i tried to catch up Yi Fong,
with his speed i can overcome one,
but an empty engine had his limits,

sad.........

i came in third,
i was estimately 10m away from yi fong,
(very blur liao that time)
he went into the finals today,
very sad.

Then i curi-curi ate a rice cake,
made by Mei Ling. hehehe.....
Straight went to long jump liao.

I used tkd style to pass.
The trail jump i passed swiftly,
Flying side kick,
the one u always see i performing on stage.

But the first jump,
he fouled me. WTF?!
i very beh song,
i asked why,
he said "your hand below the ground."

Ello,
everyone land with different pose lar,
and some land with both hands behind u didnt foul them.
Wateva, but second jump i got aroun 4.8m,
still not enough.

Third jump i fouled,
because i landed before the minimum line.
Nvm, But Bing En and Yu Fan was OWNING !!!
LOLs.

Then i havent even get into the class zone,
straight went to register 4X100m.
Lim Shen was there alr.

Ok we did a little strategy planning,
then went to the field.
At this time my tummy is still empty,
my body is half dehydrated,
luckily BeeHee gave me a 100Plus,
during the long jump but i drank 1/8 only.

Ok standby time,
i put on my spike and waited at the 2nd runner zone.
Everyone in the second group was lining up on the track,
but the time i suddenly headache liao.

I looked around and talk to people
to prevent myself from fainting,
and didnt notice line 5 has one person missing which was me.

Ok the referee shot the gun.
I can't see who was running that time,
i looke back to my side of the track
to see which class i running.

WTF ?! 5th runner missing,
i look back to the conering,
Big Foot was coming. Shit!!!!

I take my cello tape,
and run to my field,
i use our stragegy,
count 15steps from the exchange zone
and started running when the person before you
the stepped on ur 15feet marking.

I totally paniced,
i run to my lane,
start to count my steps,
when i look back,
big foot was like 20m behind me alr.

I straight throw the cello to the ground,
and prepare to receive the cone.(dunno wat is called)
Then chiong,
the person on my right was like 20m in front of me alr,
i run about 70m finally exceed him.

Yu fan and Lim Shen took care the rest,
we got the faster overall time,
but due to my personal mistake i made
the whole team was disqualified.
Screw myself. Really hated myself that time.

Second day,
my only event was 4X400m.
Lim Shen said Zhen Yan must take both prelimenary and finals,
so i need to take turns with big foot.

I told him i owe the team a final,
so i take the final instead of the prelimenary,
he agreed.

Ok i didnt be a spectator,
instead i was monitoring all the matches.

ZhenYan was abit slow,
but he managed to keep constant speed,
was was trying to rush at the last 100m,
but he said he was drained,
and all the other runner was like iron-made.

Bigfoot was fine fast and constant,
Yu Fan pulled abt 150m,
LimShen took care the rest,
but we still came in second.

The time the whole team was very very very very nervous,
we are not even sure we made into the finals anot,
when the control center report we made into the finals,
we were happier like we got the first. LOLs.

Ok less nonsense,
straight to climax.

Finally 4X400 liao,
this time even worse,
my whole body like taufu,
the muscles were not tight at all,
it was like my whole body no energy.

The match started,
Big Foot took fisrt this time,
because i like many ppl in front of me,
like this i will only speed up.

OMFG,
Big foot came in 7 out of 8.
GG. Just when i got the cone i alr 30+- away from the other.
Shit, damn shit liao.

But all of them were speeding at the beginning,
i laughed abit,
"they were drained sooner or later"
but i was wrong.
after 100m,
they all rush even further,
Shit, more shit liao.

But at 200m + we can start overtaking into the inner lane liao,
for some reason they like the outer lane more,
so i started overtaking into the middle lane.

the whole 200m-300m,
no3-6 was running outside,
dunno they dreaming or wat.

finally,
second cornering,
all of them started coming in to middle lane liao,
ytd i ran 200m,
i'm sure i can rush till the end from now on.
So i rushed.

Just at the starting of the corner,
i overtook 3 ppl,
at the end of the corner,
i overtook another 2.

This time the first was abt 5-10m infront of me,
he still rushing. WAT THE FUCK ?!
but i few steps later,
i heard he started to slowing down.

My stamina is 70% fine,
but my mental was blurred.

I told myself this is my chance,
I loosed 4X100 this is the key to overall champion,
This is my last time to participate sports day
ZhenYan gave me the chance and information to this race,
i wann keep my balls,
limshen told me just swing ur arms and use ur 意志力 to finish it.

I do as was my instincts told me to.
Finally overtaked him,
i wanted to shout out loudly,
but i rather save the energy to drag the distance futher.

This time i sohai liao,
my vision was blurred,
i saw Yu Fan in front waiting alr.

He was squating down,
looking at my legs,
then i remembered Gillian said if i simply ran out lanes i will be disqualified.
o0o la so many disqualifications de meh?

So i looked at my right leg,
luckily i was a few inches till i out.
so i keep into the middle.

Then Yu Fan shout my name,
鸿毅这里，鸿毅这里。

As i said,
my vision was blurred,
i cant find where he is,
finally i saw,
wtf he was standing at the 3rd lane,
just now that one who is squating down might not be him also.
LOLs.

Finally Yu Fan drag the distance further,
LimShen was the last runner.
An Ken could catch up to limshen actually,
but i saw he giving up around 200m.
He said he was drained after that.

So we came in first in the end.

When i get back to class everyone was cheering,
Debbie said i geng,
my performance made her change my image in her.
wtf?! wat was i like before that？

Our girls came in second in the overall ranking,
Boys came in first and way higher than the second.
LimShen said he will cut my balls if we missed the overal champion,
When he said he forgive me for the 4X100m.

But senior overall he came in first.
The defending champion,
i wish next time 5sRen can be the defending champion again.
5sRen rocks !!!!!!

2 day of unstoppable cheering,
so much for my beautiful voice.
2 months no nid sing k liao,
but its worth it. =)

"a team" might be an excuse,
"a team" might be an encouragement,
but out of the contradictions,
a team is always a team.