luckless day

wake up in the morning,
heard mom shouted beside me
"walao eh, 酱大只蚊子"
PIAK !

dunno dun care, keep on sleeping.

when i woke up?
HOLLY SHIT !
the mosquito de body like burst,
my whole wall got that mosquito de blood,
so sinister betul.

after wash up go down,
eat those 保健品 then drink 100 plus.
still sick~~~~~~

sit at sofa, read undang and open 100 plus.
zzzzzzzzz
the 100 plus burst out.
HELLO! i no shake dou leh....
unlucky betul,
my 5800 tio water.

but the seller was right,
memang water proof de.
wahahaha.
but the sofa wet wet liao,
undang book oso wet,
fast fast get into car before parents see it.
hehehehehehe.....

then pergi makan wan tun mee.
the aunty say, 不好意思啊，叉烧还没有到哦，可以换云吞吗？
once again, unlucky betul.

then go undang test lo.
the stupid place took me 2 hours to look for.
memang long story lai de, better dun write.

then test lar...
shit 41/50. 1 more marks can pass le.
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

totally unlucky lo,
i got 4 question in section c unsure,
i check those imba de after test all correct wo.
it says that section i wrong 5 questions.
zzzzzzzzzz.
speechless..........

then sms dad abt the bad news,
he no bird, i tot he dulan,
then mom called say his phone lost.
DENG !!!!!!!!!!

soon she pick me up and we go ta pau chicken rice.
then i order wrong again,
i wan 叉烧鸡，but order dou 烧肉鸡。
CLAPS for me....

then we go ts again.
dad to maxis take his number.
then straight buy a iphone.
this one i really claps.
got yeng dao..... but in the end he say he heard iphone going to release a new one liao,
then he cancel order and take the sim card only.

after that went adonis do facial,
GG, my face now 破相 liao.
too many dirty things in my cell,
they pinch here pinch there,
my blood come out black colour de. GG.
perhaps the spirulina works. (蓝藻)

nvm lah a few days later will recover de.
now wash face oso sakit.
the 美容师 taught me alot of things,

now a share with u all even some of u alr know.
1. go home must do cleansing first to wash ur 毛孔
2. then wash ur face with soap to wash the 表面
3. cleanse ur face when u wake up, come back from school and before sleep.
4. wash ur face after u cleanse.

helpful anot? try liao then i tell u.

btw the 美容师 memang lenglui sia,
then 吹水 very geng also,
apa-apa pun boleh cakap one.
then dunno she good ppl or clumsy lah,
gave me the wrong mask,
but the mask is even better than the one i bought in the package de.
LOLs. 赚到， u say i pay her back, she said no need.

baiklah, go home.
again, sucking those dirty gases.
seriously, i almost faint half way.

then saw 2 boys and a girl,
they look damn familliar.
i go ask them "have i seen u 3 before?"
they say "no".
then ask them a few question,
almost every question got negative feedback de.

weird huh?
thats all. still sicking.....
swallow 2 panadol and sleep lu.

sick-ing

nth much to do today.
ytd too tired,
now feeling sick.
got a new song in mind,
axel also looking for lyrics at the same time.
great timing.

thats all.
tmr undang test.
wish me luck.

very hot de day.

walao eh 3 days no update blog liao.
those who read my blog de oso no 催 me,
gagal betul.

i write 2 days ago de things first.

i walk into like spy.
why? u ask? becoz my attire fail from top to bottom,
Mr. Lee says must wear proper uniform to come into school,
i wear tkd t-shirt, tkd pants and come in.
since tkd pant is white, but the t-shirt is black,
i suit up my jacket then walk in swiftly.
my handphone wat hanging on my neck inside the jacket too. =)

Then new spring temple carnival lo,
prepare this prepare that.
i was responsible to set up the tables,
my concept is to make the whole food-preparation-team into a food factory,
everyone only do one action then pass the half finish product to another scetor.

erm their presantation not bad lo got 8 out of 10.
then i go help promote the food.
shout here shout there like there is no tmr.

special claps to qiao yan,
she like drunk or something...
shout more mabuk then melong at bon odori,
the whole face shout dou all red liao like going to collapse.

for pictures go facebook barh, this is my dad's comp ndont have my photos.

then took many pics with many ppl.
some fren memang got amanah de,
like zhi qian liao.
he say he will come invest in my stall in the end he really got come.
CLAPS...

we sold all our herbal teas at 30mins,
50mins all potatoes sold out.
9.50 potong all sold out.
15mins later dry meat all sold out.

abt 50 mins our stock was half finish,
that time many ppl ask for this and that,
all i can say is "对不起，卖完了”

这叫什么？珍惜眼前人咯。
等到没有了再挽回，太迟了。
LOLs. wat a twisted theory.

soon everything is cleaned up but my class still havent unlock,
Chong Hwa Door Unolcking Departmant (CHDUD),
CLAPS.

My fellows were so frustarted, we need to 居人离下，
go to other class just to sit and relax like we are wanderers of the school.
as the class monitor memang 忍心 to see this lo.

then went cheong k with the malat 6.
who are they?
tzy,kmf,s,me,a,why.
go figure.

the coeinne memang got alot of plan b,
she said go starbuck, in the end playing her trumpet.
Meiling more geng,
beg her whole day liao still dunwan follow.
Jiayan lagi bagus, go piano class. =.=

Seterusnya, malat 6 took monorial to ts lo.
Di samping itu, Ying Tian say lowyat redbox cheaper got student price.
Selain daripada itu, we change our clothes makan McD and walk to lowyat.
Selepasnya, i start to spam the phrase "我们有的是时间"
Akhirnya, the phrase become 名句精华 LOLs.

Sing k, macam macam only lo.
the WHY so aggresive wanna follow i tot he very geng sia,
in the end shy shy one, dun dare sing loud loud.
sedih betul.
tzy got improvement, boleh sing many song liao.
KMF oso bagus, no 霸着 mic like last time,
A oso gagal punya, only know how to rape. haiz....
Me lebih gagal, langsung cannot sing.... =.=

where is S u ask？
He 跳槽 go to another room liao.

In redbox, i think they name a row of k rooms as the 中华街，
room 48,46 and49 all chong hwa de. others empty. LOLs.

after cheong k my very punctual de sis watch movie until 8pm lo,
i come out from redbox at 6pm,
mom called ask me wait too traffic jam.
KISIAO ar? 2 hours leh.

I ask william wan bowling mou? he say ok.
then suddenlly 心变，say dunwan.
so i go accompany him take monorail go home lo.

talk abt monorial,
FUCKING MONORIAL !!!!!
crowd like hell.
i walk from ts to hangtuah lrt 6 mins enough,
i wait for the stupid monorial to go to the same destination,
from the same spot took me 20mins +
Malaysia Boleh.

Then reach home liao lo.
Sore throat,
whole day didnt drink much water,
the sun so damn hot when we were going to ts,
so damn many smokers in the shopping malls,
k box so smokey,
the cars so much.
walao eh, memang sick liao.

now feeling like 喉咙黑青。
wish me get well soon pls.

A real-me day

It's been a long time since i put my body and soul tgt,
to do something special for someone.

I was so concenrated that i even forgot the time.
I had my dinner at 9.45pm,
My stomach wasn't bugging me before it anyway.

Although the outcome wasn't what i expected,
but my inspiration has guided me to another possibility.
And i love the result.

Stupid memory card,
4th time corrupt.
All my messages gone,
all those pseudo-images gone,
all new year greetings gone,
all birthday wishes gone,
everything gone since i lost my inbox.

After formating memory card started to sms frens again,
wah.... so friendly of them.
All negative replies. Some even included sarcasm.

Sms TZY, he grats my M.card for corrupting,
sms to date lailing, tio declined,
sms to look for other ppl de hp number, sms-ed the wrong person =.=

Nvm, i was always forgetful,
now even god dun let me use electronics
to help me rmb stuffs.

I memang going back to the old and real me.
Day and day.
Perhaps i nvr should change who am I
after hearing wat others say.

Feel happy for myself.

the event that held once a year

Tkd 迎新会。

It was nice to have a new group of members.

Everyone was nice, although abit shy at the beginning.
But for one exception.
Not sure about the boy's name.
But he was pretty much freakin' me out.
I invite him for game, he dont wanna participate.
Other M.C. go comfort him, he didn't show much appreciation.

Weird guy tough.

The first game was pretty much meaningless.
Even though the old members are having fun,
but the newbies was like "wat happen?"

Second game was nice.
The whole thing really shows out who can lead who can't.
Yan Ming was a fail.
His team tried twice already,
still can't complete the mission.
Piak him next time.

Third game was nice.
Everyone have fun,
Once again except the party pooper.
We were chasing around with paddings.
He was the only one standing at the corner,
starring at us without a tick on the eyebrow.

It's like he has no feeling,
no boredom,
no loneliness,
no emotion.
All he do is shaking his head like he had ecstacy,
he never speak,
but come on, if you're dumb please say so.
I can try on other ways to entertain you.

Back to the main topic....

The last game was Snipe & Reload.
Due to the lack of time,
we didnt play much on this.
But still we (except for 1) had fun,

In the end i still need to sing to the whole society,
the song twinkle twinkle little star.
3 hosts,
each of us sang a word.
LOLs.

Just like the one i played in the hall during 文化展 today.
For the video about it,
go to Zhen Yan fb,
i think he will upload it soon.

Well end class le,
Wen Hsin slogan finally fully worked.
I bet she is happy today.
LOLs.


Since today is such a happy day,
I think i'll just left out those unhappy things happened.

Btw if u feel the post today is abit formal,
u can go complain to jianlin.
He say my last post is my worst english post.
So i better write with 99% correct grammar this time.

无题

just another boring day

guitar skills still hanging there only

Mr. A Fok taught me three weeks,
still dunno I am class monitor.
TAMBAHAN PULA,
say wat wat wat:
"名不正，则言不顺"
gagal betul.

today suddenly got a new dog,
named 小乘乘。
for more info go ask Jun Ci or Mei Ling.

the ZhenYan memang got gf de leh,
tot he joking sia.
nvm today i found out Hang love me de.
Very xing fu liao.

these few days so many ppl bday,
need to stay awake till 12am.
letih betul.

Now Flu-ing......
Macam No lo.........

2010 bday bash

January 25 it my birthday,
such an important day dunno why the government didnt make it as a public holiday,
seriously werid leh.



btw today i of course act like nth de lo.
I lanyeng lanyeng jiang walk into class,
P.S. is always jiang yeng.



dunno why today really got the feel to learn guitar,
then simply grab a guitar which lean against the wall and go to Giant de place.



the Allah memang boleh sia,
know i hungry,
then gimme a uneatable lime donut,
dunno his real intension is to make me eat lemon,
or wish me happy bday lah....
but i so kind of course i choose the 2nd possibility lo.

Donut by Jun/Allah/Yijin/black skin

dunno jiayan or coeinne saw the donut,

then ask me can i eat it?

LOLs. Me and Jun laugh dou,

she tot it is real, really got that real mou?

Then class started lo,

Mei Si really no come,

kena demam liao, wish her get well soon.

due to the extra space in our class,

we played 大风吹every period.

BM period i went to coeinne de place.

listen Mei Shuang de Fish story,

her acting skill very lame sia.....

she act pityful for a lonf time and made

me and Undefine(log 0) felt she very annoying,

so no bird her continue listen to Handsome Lok de lecture.

then the Mei Ling dulan me for stealing her place,

she wanna sit with Ruo Ling one.

btw forgot to mention,

that time Coeinne holding Big Foot de hand and brought him out of the class.....

fuuyoh...... u guys go imagine the rest lah.

then Mr. Lok said something very diao,

你生日酱开心作么？

你要想一下你妈妈生你是很痛的，你哪里可以笑？

i lived for 17 years, first time heard so zha dao de phrase,

fine.

Claps for u.

then he gimme an extra copy of Penanda Wacana as present,

very memorable sia,

memorable dou i dunwan to take pic and show u guys.

then Chemistry period lo,

somehow i balik kampung to my seat and dunno why Coeinne come sit beside me.

talk to her very shuang xia,

talkative dou non-stop.

she ask me talk, i talk,

i talk le she say i 烦。

Claps.....

long time no express my feelings liao.

Lailing ar......

learn yi xia ppl lah.

Soon i discovered her ultimate secret (her love story),

and she also say she love the donut plushie,

like this i know wat to give her when her bday liao lo.

the axel and mengfai act very addict to their own drawings jiang lah....

but they were spying on wat we were talking de. haiz.

tak gentlemen lo u two......

talk abt axel lah.

wanna thank him and Hang lo for calling me 12am.

but he promise to gimme something starts with the alphabet CO but no give dou lah.

wat is it u ask? go figure. XD

Then first recess that time.

Su Xuan gimme a gift from Jie Ying,

ytd saw her blog post,

wah she really got buy a gift for me.

really got menyentuh dao.

This is it, Jie Ying de gift.

Second recess liao lo.

My beloved 3xin classmates ask me go down and torture me.

My bday i force me to puasa very pityful liao, still wanna eat infront of me.

Gagal betul......

This is proof.

Then i go back class dunwan niao them,

ask Zhi qian teach me how to play 晴天with guitar.

play play play sia they go chair me.

LOLs.

Luckily i geng didnt kena much.


Then 3xin invite me back down again lo.
saw my X-stranger de card.
very recycle and very "重情意" lo.
one piece of paper with very artistic de word can have abt 10 reciepent de.

Her master piece.

Then eat cakes liao lo.

same like last year lah, my cake = a stack of muffins.

made by Elaine lo.

I see her crying there dunno for wat reason?

oklah i show some respect lo,

the muffins she made i sekali makan all lah,

the others all tak SEK DO punya,

dun let me do so.

once again, gagal nya........

oklah nice things must share with frens de ma.

After school, same thing also....

No ppl chair me, i dunno i scare wat oso.

Last week if not becoz of me,

that i keep everyone in class to chair Zhenyan,

he also no ppl bird de lah.

Pls leh, 5SRen

be more Tuan Jie pls.

so much for school lah.

now go home lu.

Open present lu.....

Introducing the worlds smallest greeting card

made by Michiiko. Thx ar.

Blings Blings

made by SZL and PNC. Terima Kasih

The masked bears

Before

After 1 After 2

Both by lailing, kam xia kam xia. erm but the "after 1" got mistake.

U forgot i got 6 pack ar? LOLs

The Plain White T's

From my cousin and family. Xie Xie

Argh and this one yang amat mengebomkan.

i baru tell my younger cousins just make me a card,

like big head cousin's one can liao,

no nid use money buy gifts de.

then big head cousin's says:

that card i buy de wo.

Oklah i know u so long liao,

u first time gimme a card i will cherish de.

Arigato nee~~~~

Last but no least the most precious gift of all time


card done by mama and help by all my frens.

Ei who say the deco must be nice de.

the important de is the words inside ma.

abt this card o,

most memorable but paling gagal sekali.

all 跳槽。。。跳槽。。。

abuden is 成熟点啦。。。。成熟点啦。。。。

GG.

I class monitor liao leh, mesti accompany my class de ma.

My duty is to link the class tgt as a family.

Then 成熟 hor.....

i ask u guys to join Tae Kwon Do de lah.

dunwan lo. Hard Neck lo.

unless u stay back and watch me during wednesday and friday lah,

if not i scare u can nvr see my 成熟 face liao.

got plan B de, u find a gf for me then i show u all.

LOLs.

Okla...

seriously guys,

i like all the gifts,

but if possible just make a card for me.

u make with heart and sincere hor....

even the recycle bin wun accept de.

not that i will throw away la.

i got keep one.

since its my last year liao ma,

u wan send gifts next time u pos laju to overseas lah,

but hor this is the last time

i can see ur smile when giving me cards leh.

thank you all.

i really enjoy today.

not to forget to thank my parents for producing me today.

love u all.

muacks.

My wishes ar :

hope can have a bigger pair of eyes lo.

like this only can see exam papers more clearly ma, SPM score full A lo

and can gap more lui lo. Yam~ leh~.

Special thanks:

Hang & SC : calling me midnight

elaine (zuo mei) : book and call me midnight

3xin : for signing the cards

Mama : for organising the card signing group

Elaine (yu ling) : for muffins. p.s. i dun like chocolate actually but my bday i make an exception.

Jie Ying : the ultraman solar thingy gift.

X2jia : for rmb my bday one day b4 in the end still got wish me on the correct day.

Shu Voon : for sms me midnight

elite four : for not forgetting my bday the first time. cw u almost fail ar.... hehe.....

facebooker : strangers or not still thank u all for wishing me.

Benjamin (SG one) : for acting busy and didnt come KL to visit me. LOLs

Mr. Goh Chin Poh : founder of YCA camp, wish me happy bday among the billions of campers

4sAI : wishing me happy bday

5sRen : for failing to chair me

lailing : for the double bear gift, act i wan u to call me midnight de lo. haiz... gagal betul....

siaoling : for not greeting me in person but let me know X2jia better

coeinne : for ur secret

zhi qian : for ur guitar tutor

zhong sun : for calling me dog once again although i dun like it but feels warm

5sRen camera crew : for not taking my fish photos

Ruo Ling : for letting me know u very serious in studies also

Mei Swan : for let me confirm u really are 38 38 de

Jing Li : for ur bling bling

Ni Chang : for ur bling bling with words

Michiiko : for ur 'largest' card in the universe

melong : ur bday hug.

weilun : for letting me know u very frenly oso

T&F : for bringing durian to chair me but didnt do it.

big head cousin : ur first bday card

family : for coming to dinner

Yijin : for ur donut

Me : for being myself.

boys rules

finally this year got boys wish me happy bday liao.
And literally the first too.
cause around 8pm got a girl booked the 1st place liao.

Solou Hang and Axel,
blocking the line jiang la......

but seriuosly leh,
our clock de time got very big difference lo.
haiz.....

gagal betul.

special thanks to ah voon oso,
phone creditless,
mom didnt reload for me, haiz.....

special thank to elaine,
for booking at 8pm to be first to wish me,
although its breaking the rules but okok la.

so in all i make everyone who called/sms-ed to be first to wish me lo,
becoz my phone can only receive one call at a time ma,
this year's first prize belongs to:
hang, axel, elaine and shu voon.

psps. suddenly rmb......
got another one even geng,
book even earlier.
Jia2 Mok, haiz....
dunno u wanna wish earlier or u rmb the wrong date lah. thx oso.

and another one baru see in fb de.
desmond.

arigato all.

tmr see got more anot lah.

good night to everyone and happy bday to me.

The Beginning and the flash backs

today whole day dunno wat happen to my right eye,
the contact lens was a pain in the eye.

from 2 period to after school i was enduring the pain.
finally reach home and take it off,
the len was fine, maybe i put it on up side down or so.

or the world is telling me to see things differently?
see things from another angle? like the inside?

also today heard many weird voices calling me,
for once i tot lailing asking me something,
but in the end she said she didnt say anything.
then i heard some1 calling me outside the door,
and some1 calling me from the back.
but there was nothing....

or i just imaginating things?

talk abt after school,
went to the ice-cream house.

saw the T&F gang hanging out there, blowing water.
Zhe Xin told me mom was busying on some cards,
i bet it's for me. Hehehehehehe.....

then back at home,
even saw Jie Ying asking me wat i want in her blog.
we only talk a little in friendster,
then we sometimes come leave comment in my photo album in faceook,
i saw her running around the corridor in the morning....
But even she noticed my bday is coming,
go shuang dao.

Now i think back,
last year,
Only one person called and wish me happy bday 12am,
even my initial gang - Elite Fours de 3 members DIDNT wish me.

Haiz.... gagal betul......

Then when i woke up,
got a few primary school de friend,
long time no contact liao de,
sms and wish me happy bday.

Sadly and Fortunately,
all girls......
OI BOYS...... Where were u guys?!

The best gift was the D.I.Y card by mama,
when i first got it really got shock dou,
super duper happy de.

And the disgusting but memorable signed-red-underwear.
still got 2 in the box kept in closet.
Nvr dare to wear. LOLs.

Hope this year got more surprise lah.



Also happy bday to Elite Four 1st member- Sam.

The "Ling" Crisis

不懂作么那种名字有一个"ling"的女生老是会影响我的人生。

今天还是一个陌生人来的。

学会啊。。。。。
不不不。。。。
应该说，
联课啊。。。。。。

初一廉明明就是田径的教室，
干吗我们申请在那里开会员大会你还批？

搞到会员们都不懂要去哪里集合。
From 初一廉,
To 高二理忠，
Finally 高一文仁。

然后就有一个叫，
蔡佳鲮的小妹妹，
没有到。

我去找了初一廉,
高二理忠，
高一文仁，
都找不到。

最后经过伟伦的同意，
我飞到联课那里，
要求广播找会员。

Haiz.......
Very Fish xia......

去到联课，
遇到去年叫我生物的杨伟叻师，
跟她还蛮熟一下的，
不过这是公事吗，
要广播还是要跟别的老师Small Meeting 的。

最后全部人同意了，
我就跟她到广播室。

Wow....
佳鲮啊不懂要感谢你，还是骂你。
虽然最后没有找到你，
但你让我接触到广播器。
LOLs.

老师GAM了几个按钮，
然后在他要开Mic时，
我紧张到。。。。
“等一下。。。等一下先。。。。”
“哇。。。第一次咧。。。。很紧张”
Then start 了。
“请蔡佳鲮同学到光前堂，你的学会在等你”
“请蔡佳鲮同学到光前堂，你的学会在等你” Ok finish.

然后又飞到光前堂咯。
有三个穿着运动衣的女生，
从前门走进礼堂，
又从旁门出来，
我就问他们：
“请问你们有哪一位是蔡佳鲮吗？”
全部人指着中间那个
“你是蔡佳鲮？”
“啊。”
“你的学会在等你”
“什么学会？”(=.=)
“跆拳道学会”
“哈？！我是舞蹈学会的哦。。”
“你是蔡佳鲮吗？”
“是啊”
“学号咧？”
“100777"(James Bond meh....... i looking for 100545 leh...)
“哦。。酱不用紧啦。”

然后看到一个chubby boy.
我跑过去问他，
“请问你认识蔡佳鲮吗？”
“认识啊。。。跟我同小学的”
“Oh Good...请问你刚才有看到她吗？”
“没有哦。。。”
“酱你懂她读什么班吗？”
“不懂哦”
“酱不用紧啦”
“Sry ar....我帮不上忙”

Wow the last sentences from a form 1 boy i got aliitle stunned.
I give him the Martin version de Sweet Smile,
then go away.....

After society liao,
温馨again.....
“蔡佳鲮啊？有啊，她刚才找不到，后来有来啊。”

CLAPS!!!!!!!!


这是命运吗？
无端端有一个同名的人出来吓我，
有酱巧我的眼光告诉我那个100350的肥仔认识这个蔡佳鲮，
最后蔡佳鲮有出现但我不知道。。。。。。

放过我啦！！！！！！。。。。。

undefined

today got many undefined phenomena's

our X maths teacher,
Tension Win leaves,
CJH joins.

Nor wonder ytd she apologized
abt asking us to bring calculus textbook again today.

The CJH more bird(吊),
come in the class,
jalan sini, jalan sana,
then ask who is the assistant,
follow by a stunning phrase:
"I am ur new calculus teacher"

!!!!O.O!!!!!

When dont ZLY say she wanna leave le?
ytd the class de reaction so bad,
i simply go out ask her a question she also gimme a sweet sweet smile,
i can tell she was hoping for a good farewell memory,
and we messed up.

HAIZ............

Then for some reason,
the HTF....
not Happy Three Frens,
is Happy Teacher Frens,
use thier own salary to buy our class CNY decorations.

Seriously got happy dao,
5 years of study,
first time see a group of teacher,
willing to invest thier blood-sweat-money into thier fav class.

So touching....... Hope the all can find Laopos ASAP lah.

Then my neighbour lo,
today i feel very touch dao,
first time i feel i exist in her eye.

First three period she was feeling unwell,
then forth period she apologize and say,
“对不起啊，刚才前面三节忽略了你。”
very thank you leh for noticing me.

then dunno y she very interested in everything
related to the word "love".
She ask a very lame de question:
"你的女朋友跟妈妈跌下水，你会救谁？”
then i use my best fren teach me de formula and answered:
"当然是女朋友咯，这种酱浪漫的事情，妈妈当然是爸爸救的啦”
“如果爸爸不在咧？。”
“酱我就两个都就一半咯。”
“那里有救一半的”
“有啦”
“ok，如果爸爸不在，又不能救一半咧，你会救谁？”
“女朋友咯"
“yer....很天真咯你。”
Fine u say all.
I loose liao.

Then for some reason she pull out the phrase:
"男生要在25岁才真正成熟的啦”（思想方面）
can u imagine a little girl who look like std 5/6 said that infront of u,
asking u to believe wat she says is a fact?

Very hard for me leh....
somemore i give her the >.^ look,
she says :“我看起来不成熟，但是我思想成熟。”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA......

Haiz......

After school went to eat the world cheapest CHEE CHEONG FUN,
I order only a hotdog and drank 2 plates of soup,
Axel ordered a rounded CCF and a FU CHUK and drank a plate of soup,
when we were paying the uncle, he ask us:
"你才买一件你要我怎样做？”
LOLs..... KAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.

today many ppl de words has implant many question marks in my mind.

conclusion: the manier the people, the manier the question marks in Martin's head.

so much for today lah.

隐形的距离

今天还不算sienz，
因为有学会吗。。

教了酱多人，
没有几个达到我的要求，
这一次我肯定自己没有教错，
但是越来越多人学不会。

最后请了一个Legendary型的来指导，
他讲一次，
不会的人都会了。

学会过后去喝茶，
文馨的一句话吓倒我了。
“其实有时候我也听不懂你在讲什么咯，
就我要想多一下才明白你讲什么啦”

我开始质疑了，
我到底怎么了，
我不曾和朋友失去联系，
我也是跟着身边的人的脚步走到今天，
我为何会脱轨呢？

还是我平时想太多，
缺找不到人来听，
听我内心的话，
而在会话中，
加了无关痛痒的东西？

又或者是我太过觉得别人是聪明的，
能够很快就理解，
我在表达什么？

想着想着。。。。
我才明白，
为何我的话，她听不进去。

tired.

today very tired.....
erm psps.....
i nvr energetic de. LOLs

but seriously today is tired + sienz.
dun really wanna talk much abt it.

i'm gonne observe a little more time before hurting somebody here.

so much for today................


BTW, my family name change from YAM to YENG liao.
so next time dun call wrong ar.

THX THX. =)

half-innocent sister

today after school went for New Spring meeting,
dad reach school to fetch me abt 6pm.

then i ask her call sis and tell her we r coming to bring her home.
he say no nid, but in the end still call........

LUCKILY he called,
sis say she tuition till 7pm
dad's first reaction
CRAZY AR? 7PM? U wan ur brother and mother wait u?

then she say u go fetch mom first,
later come back for me.
dad agreed.

soon we arrive mom's office,
lucky she meeting,
so we went to mamak to eat.
so happy, b4 7pm can have dinner. T.T

then mom came and we went back for sis lo.
that time was raining big,
dad ask me to grab a umbrella from the back seat b4 i continue sleeping.

when i was tuitioning with Cikgu Chew,
some1 suddenly open my side of the door and rain pourd in and woke me up.
then father started to spam liao.

1.你有没有搞错？
2.补习补到去Kepong的KFC?
3.去到酱远也不会讲一声？
4.哈？！
5.整天静静不要讲话做什么？
6.嘴巴里面装大便啊？

one to 6 keep on repeating.....
repeat and repeat.......

suddenly i rmb-ed,
sister do said something abt the tuition place.

last friday she went to the same teacher,
then he told the whole family in car,
"from next week the tuition will be in kepong,
like this the teacher say more student will be pleased.
for those who dun live in kepong he will send us back to jln ipoh de KFC."

Haiz............
Sis ar..........
u know our dad de lah,
ytd say today wat time school dismiss he today morning sure ask again de.

醒目点ma.....
dad plus mom called u 3 times liao,
u wun remind them u in kepong de meh......

dunno wanna laugh u or pity u......

i diam diam better.





also happy bday to Master Yam oso. hope ur testis all still work.

undang day

today went to listen undang,
wake up at 7am,
then rush to foodcourt eat wan tun mee.

7.40am reach the centre,
then wait a damn malay so was late to come.

he tell the uncle :
'saya nak mandi dulu o'
CLAPS......... Malay-sia Boleh.
(sia = only, dunno in wat language.)

then he call again:
'saya tak nak mari'
double CLAPS, he say all liao.

the class wasnt really that boring,
its just that i was pretty much hearing common senses only.
so i mengantuk quite alot.

lunch time,
the food was so unvariety,
all curry of not then sambal,
made me go B.S.
haiz......

i grab the food i wan then go ask her the price,
i ask the two malay girl
'sini berapa?'
she answer
'nak minum apa?'
i thought the misunderstand so i ask again
'sini berapa?'
she said again
'kamu nak minum apa.....?'
fine i give up
'teh ais satu.'

the lecturer's comp was so buggy oso,
after a volunteer finish the malay version demo paper,
the result comes out with error......
then the lecturer try again with english version,
results came out.
even computer virus can cause racist?

Also,
I met a fren there who lives quite near my house.
i invited him to go basketball in the future.
LOLs.

class dismissed abt 3.30pm.
AGAIN.......
wait a Malay who has some problems with his/her passport,
why do u need passport anyway?
i only bring IC oso no problem......
u wan give ppl duit kopi next time,
oso need passport as deposit now ar?

waste my time nia......

but once me and the new fren get in the van,
2 malays talked to us willingly,
and ask us how do we feel abt the class.
i suddenly think it was the adults,
who was pulling the strings to make this 1 Malaysia a mission impossible.

i dun hate Malays,
i nvr want to provoke a inter-national war,
its just that the adults and gov.
influenced our mind that in this country,
UMNO = U Only Make Noise
MCA = Make Chinese Angry
MIC = Make Indians Cry

to all citizens of Malaysia,
we must change......

小爱 part 2, 少爱

as promised today will have back to back 3 episodes.







for newcomers please read 儿爱 and 小爱 part 1, if not you're pretty much wasting ur time.





the story continues........








两年后，


我再一次找到，


我当时非常肯定，


能成为我的女朋友的人。





这一次，


是我自己搞杂了。


简单来说，


我太不gentleman了。





当你看上某一个人，

就跟做实验一样，

observation,

find out the problem,

then plan the experiment.



小学的时候，

校方老是派我代表学校，

去参加校外生活营。

有一次，

我的拍挡有私人事情,

所以不能出席。



副校长叫我推荐一个人选，

我就选了XXaXXn,

当然，

五年级的我分得非常清除，

何谓公事，私事。



那生活营的条件非常简单，

英文要好，

而她也是最好的一个人选。



就这样，

三天两夜的生活营，

我表现得太好了，

获得最佳男营员奖。

（有空来我家，给你看看）

最重要的当然是感谢，

在背后看着我成功的那位咯。。。。



一个月后，

在一个风和日丽的下午，

我打了电话给她，

向她告白，

她也答应了。



可是，

告白以后，

我们的关系并没有更亲切，

反而是离彼此越来越远。



最后当我决定放弃，

要默默离开的时候，

她突然想挽回了。



但我已经对她没有感觉了，

也许是我们给对方留下的太少了吧。

每一次想两人一起相处的时候，

身边总是有很多电灯泡。



有时候很想大声的骂，

“没有看过人家拍托啊？”

不过，

也难怪那些，

那些未成熟的“小学生”的啦。

之后，
我的好友也开始行动了。
他的目标也就是我的目标的好朋友。

顺便提一下，
我的好朋友小学就换了，
以后再也不改了。
Name:CHXXX WXX

他的故事，
也是一个人写完的。

于是有一天，

我们去打篮球的时候，

提到了那两个女的，

同时也决定了，

要从新自己，

直到高中为止也不再拍托。

···················Primary School End····························

来到了初一，
缺出现了一点小状况，
我遇见了一个于XXRXX同名的女孩，

同时也误解了她的一句话，
就上前去追他。

结果还是以，
悲剧收场，
最欠打的是，
她用digi和hotlink的，
最后hotlink号码的手机被偷了，
就只好call digi的来联络感情咯。

不过说实在的，
她跟XXRXX的性格真的很像，
笑起来很白痴的，
整个人又疯疯癫癫的。

Haiz。。。。。
世界是在玩我吗？

那段时间，
让她有过不少尴尬的场面，
不过有一点要感谢她的是，
她让我有勇气，
面对着一个自己伤害过的人道歉。

我常觉得，
爱不一定只是浪漫的，
你每爱一个人，
就等于上了人生中的，
一堂很重要课。

不管结局是好是坏，
多多少少，
不论理论上或哲学上，
你都会得到一个新的启发。

······························Part 2·····················

好了，
初三了，
统考，
PMR，
考完了。

很快就能从好友的约定中
“解放”出来了。

初三这一年，
我找到了心中的一个声音，
我找到了我唱歌的意义，
我开始觉得当明星不是一场梦。

只要你找到，
你最好的听众，
他们不管你会不会唱，
在你走音是会帮你补音，
你就再也不会告诉自己，
我不会唱歌！

在听众当中，
我又找到了最好的合唱伴侣。
虽然她脾气怪怪的，
理解能力差又老是说别人说话有代沟，
但不知不觉地，
我和她的声音，
产生共鸣了。

和她在一起，
不不不。。。。
应该说，
在他身边的时候，
就有一种温暖。

毕业旅行时。。。。
有一个叫恐怖夜行的活动，
看着她在黑夜中那害怕的眼神，
自己脑海中出现了
“我会保护你”

合一大群朋友打牌打到半夜的时候，
明日一早被她吵醒来，
自己脑海中出现了
“以后都这样叫我起床吧”

在众多路人当中，
她给的是最温暖的回忆，
但也在我心中刻下了一个大问号。

前年，
我答应过部落格的朋友们，
12月31日，
解脱“约定”的那一天，
第一件要做的事就是，
向全世界宣告：
“YX XXXG 我喜欢的就是你”

一开始，
本来是很期待着新年前夕的，
中学的三年来，
我在暗中也渐渐地学会了，
该如何去当一个更好的男朋友。

可是，
当日子越来越靠近，
我的心理开始动摇了，
回想起自己曾经伤害过的女生，
自己已经很愧疚了，
我不想再让任何一个对我重要的人受伤了。

一次，
打电话去她家闲聊，
不懂作么讲下讲下跑去跟她妹妹谈天了。
突然很好奇地问了她妹妹一个问题：
“你有派过托吗？”
她说：“我还酱小。。。。”

一个六年级的小妹妹，
用非常单纯的声音说了那四个字，
我突然觉得，
自己更没有信心带她姐姐进入一个叫
“二人世界”的空间。

31日，
我们一起到同学家倒数，
12am过了，
当时我们还在教别人骑脚踏车，
大约两点左右，
我躺在地板上准备入睡的时候，
她问了一句：
“喂鸿毅，你真的不要告诉我你喜欢谁吗？”

主人家说了一句话救了我：
“他应该睡了啦”
当时我听得非常清除，
只是无法给你一个解答，
因为我自己也乱了。

高一的时候，
我只是以一个好朋友的身份，
去让她快乐。

有一次，
传了一封简讯去玩她：
“我很喜欢你，你可以接受我吗？”
她回了：
“对不起。。。。哎呀现在很难跟你讲啦，等你on9先啦。”
之后我回她：
“我开玩笑的”
之后她生气了。 =.=


第二天，
我到学校跟她解释清楚，
她说“我也懂你是开玩笑的”

可是接下来的几天，
她就开始越来越讨厌我了。

虽然自己也说了，
sms去玩他，
可是看到她的回信，
仍然有一丝丝的难过。

年中考的前几天，
她说了一句：
“不懂为什么，我就是很恨你。不要再烦我了”
我就当作是自己sms玩她玩过火了犯了大错，
回她：
“以后见面当我是陌生人就好了，我不会再烦你了”

同一天，
我也把她的号码从手机里删除了，
msn也block她了，
这样她再也不用看到我了。

很利害啦Martin，
恭喜你，
世界上又有一个女生恨你了。


就这样到现在我还是单身，
怎么样？觉得我很没用吧。
觉得我很花心吧？

不过我认为是自己制作多情，
但我很老实地说，
我从不一脚蹋两船，
所以花心还称不上我吧。。。。。

My name is Martin
今年17岁，
经过了这么多，
我觉得世上已经没有所谓的梦中人了，
人面，人心，善变。

对我来说，
最好的伴侣应该是：
你沉默也能猜透你的心声，
会为了你而改善自己，
而不为了你改变自己，
会提醒你如何做个好男友/女友
会照顾你而又不让自己牺牲太多，
时时刻刻都在担心你而不荒废事业的人吧。

最后我想告诉世界，
我在等一个人，
来告诉我：
“不管怎样，我要跟你在一起”

Once again,
My name is Martin,
今年17岁，
可说是个要做好人的坏人，
在等一个人，
就这样。。。。。。

··················To Be Continued In The Future····························
祝大家幸福。

向世界呐喊

今天非常不爽，
因为感觉到，
自己的存在受到轻视。

我要向世界宣告，
我不是好惹的。

当我决定把某人的名字，
装进我的脑海里或心里，
请那个人自动醒目一点，
做好“Martin的朋友”这个角色。

若你要让你的名字离开，
可以随时直接告诉我，
我不需要什么black and white，
才能把你删除掉。

要做我的朋友很简单，
真心就好了，
你想笑，就笑；
你想哭，就哭；
如果要假笑，
也扮得象假的多一点。

我很随便，
但不代表我什么都不在乎，
不代表我没有感受。

我给你好意时，
你的脑海只需出现两个字，
want or dont want,
如果你选want,
请你不要在want了之后，
敷衍我的好意。

若你坚持dont want，
而我逼你want,
请语重心长一点，
表达你的想法，
我会明白的。

若我的好意，
你临时不要了，
请告诉我，
我可以给其他会珍惜的人。


话有一点直，
请放心，
我不是找打架。

谢谢。

apologize again

sry ladies and gentlemen.

still busy today,
tmr confirm busy oso.

saturday sekali give u all u want.

back to back 3 episodes. LOLs

stay tuned.

别怕

累了，

必须停下脚步，

望望后面的脚印。

。。。

。。。

观察是否有别人跟你走到了今天。

在望远一点，

看看自己，

曾走错的路口。

。。。

。。。

。。。

闭起眼睛，

想象前面的世界，

在前进。

。。。

。。。

。。。

勇于认错，没什么好后悔的。

Have a nice today, tomorrow and forever......

From, Martin

apologize

sry ladies and gentelmen,
today no story (part 2) to share.

I'm too tired,
tmr still have a society-crossover meeting.

so please stay tuned.
i deeply apologize for those who have waited for it.

小爱 part 1

哇原来我的部落格是很多人看的，

谢谢大家自持。 kamxia kamxia..... =)



序昨天的啦........



就这样，

飘下飘下，

来到了小学。



小学一到三年级叻，

如果我有人要，

世界上就没有独行人了。

当年的我是85%平头的。

（不过现在又流行了啦）



不懂为什么，

我想是发育时期，

思想有一定的转变，

突然要流头发了。



当时看了一个叫Martin Mystery的卡通，

很不错下，

我的名字就这样来了。

现在又改名了叫Martin Dreamz，

是我在筹备中的漫画的主角名字。

希望大家尽情期待啦。



会到正体，倒回几年先，

你们懂咯，幸福会流动的社会，

会自然出一些爱童的吗。。。（幼儿版爱神）



生命中另一个target又出现了，

忘了什么时候被love angel射中，

但有很多回忆都超甜蜜的。

父母也时常在吃饭的时候，

提起我们两个，

小孩子会害羞的吗。。。。。

他们问什么我都说“没有啦。。。你看错了”。LOLs。



三年级，

有一天英文课，在班上谁着了。。。

醒来以后，几个人围在我的桌位。

有一个人叫我看作业上的字。

“i love XXrXX”

哇什么事哦？

我可以发誓一千一万次，

那行字我没有写过！！！！！！！！

最好是有人的恶作剧，

不然很恐怖一下。

难道我写梦子？LOLs



同一年，

补习班的英文老师都会叫我们用几十分钟来跳舞，

放松一下，再上课。

他老是叫我们两去副校长室拿radio

然后又拿她桌上的花和水果，

放进她的车。（青蓝色proton saga）

可惜。。。去年她去世了。。。

真的很可惜。。。眼泪我是没有流。。。

但却有一种遗憾。。。太多的话，

太多的谢谢想对她说。

就算你们不认识，

也希望在看部落格的你们可以祝福他一下。



说回来，

有一次我们在下楼梯的时候，

XXrXX突然杀出一句，

"你在书本上写喜欢我吗？其实我也喜欢你”

我的第一反应是=.=

真的不是我写的！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

过后当然是暗爽咯。。。。。



不过随着我慢慢的长大，

父母也开始催眠了，

“你最好不要小小就拍托啊。。。。。”

所以当时我只是笑一笑没有回答。



接近年尾的时候，

有一天我们从食堂要走回教室。

她就说：“明年以后，我就每读这里了”

我答：“作么咧？”

“我要去australia读书了。”

“。。。。。”



我顿时感到天好像要蹋下来了，

但又能怎样？

我还是顿时安静，

在想别的话题吧。。。。



现在有一点恨自己，

太没有勇气，

什么都没说就让她走了。。。



在她要飞的前几天，

我问了爸爸一句“你过几天有去机场吗？”

（当年还满多父母外国的朋友来我家作客的）

爸答“没有啊，作么？”

“没有啦”

（难道你要我跟你讲我爱的人要去australia了，我要去送机。）



她登机的那一天，

我就只躲在家里，

眼睛是干的，

但心是湿的。。。。


就这样，
整个傻老样的我就这样又让一个她走了。

如果有机会的话，
我一定会在那一天对她说：
“我也喜欢你，
虽然那句话不是我写的，
但我真的喜欢你”

“一定要走吗？
你走了就没有人在体育节按摩我肩膀了，
我的笑话也每人笑了，
在也看不到你被老师打而哭，
你天真白痴无暇笑。
哈哈。
我会想你的”

最后，

那个睫毛长长，

左脸颊有个痣，

绑着马尾，

背影瘦瘦高高，

笑容甜美的女孩，

离开我的世界了。

comments pls.....

儿爱

今天问了一个很随便的问题：
“你幼稚园时有泡过妞吗？”

很多人的回答都是：
“小时候谁会哦？”


不知道你认不认同，
我们都是活在一个幸福会流动的社会
所以幼稚园就开始kao lui本来就很正常吗。

还记得当时的好友是Leslie(男的)
而理想对象是Yi XXX,
他有一个好友叫rebacca.

有一次他们两个一起去安慰leslie，
（忘了为什么）
那时候只知道自己看了不高兴，
后来才学到一个字叫"吃醋"
哈哈。。。

还有一次在练习表演的时候，
（那些小孩子跳的舞）
Yi XXX 的父母在旁边配着她，
不懂她做了什么，
右手用布绑在颈部，
我去跟她父母说了几句。

好像还说要她父母好好照顾她，
但我肯定她父母是笑着回应我的。
现在回想起，
想对从前的我说：
“鸿毅你神经病啊？"
"人家不会自己照顾自己的孩子啊？”

又有一天，
当老师叫我们全部坐在前面时，
只有Yi XXX坐在座位上哭，
（老师好像也不懂状况的咯。 haiz......）
然后rebecca叫我去后面安慰她，（有爽到^^）
但过后发生什么我就忘了。
可惜。。。。。

幼小时候应该就酱多啦。

以后再讲小学。

二人·梦 demo

时间是解药
还有点可笑
连我的心酸都不能够治好
爱需要管教
否则会很难搞
贴着你的手心心情就很好

时间是毒药
催化我忘掉
曾经记录二人世界的手表
头贴在眼角
再傻笑睡着
把我们锁在彼此的梦里 不逃

学生恋demo

教室拉长了距离
距离减少了话题
话题中隐藏了怀疑
怀疑吞噬了从前的甜蜜

我知道你从来都不喜欢我
是我自己虚拟温柔
以为你在暗示什么

我知道你努力试着接受我
可是见面保持沉默
即使说话也没什么 好说

秘密

我们都有心中不想被别人知道的东西
不管是好的还是坏的，
只要别人口中提到有关事情的人或事，
我们都会非常敏感地竖起耳朵，
特别留意并担心别人会知道似的。

有时候，
自己想起自己的秘密都会觉得丢脸，
我并不太在意别人怎么说，
但别人的批评始终都会让自己质疑自己。

有的秘密事发生在人潮当中，
当你突然发现该事情不想再让更多人知道的时候，
你能做的只有希望已知道的人尽快忘记。


这种逃避的现象只会让自己更加失去自信，
完完全全把解决事情的责任交给时间及运气。

但若有一天，
一个知道你的秘密的人突然把它报了出来，
而该人的听者给你的反应确没有你想象中的那么烂，
你会突然觉得自己保守了那么就的秘密，
并不是什么不可告人的事实，
你会笑着觉得你的努力跟本没有意义。

有的秘密。。。。
不不不。。。。。
有的事情

是我们自己想太多，
一时误解了别人可能对你的眼光，
若主动把事情告诉比较可靠的人，
而不等到他们好奇心兴起的时候，
再让他们兴致勃勃地挖出你的秘密。。。。。

你会觉得世界就是你的听众。

"Un"important Emotions

people see things differently.
there is no such thing as bad or good.
justice and evil is just another word to describe something many ppl agreed with while it comes to true or false.

but emotions dun have definations.
no matter how u try to clarify it or deny it,
it exist and sometimes it hurt.

girl can just change thier clothes like boys change thier girlfriends,
but boys also can change thier video games like girls change thier boyfriends.

my point is have they ever think abt how the things or ppl they replaced felt?
when u ask someone "how's you and XXX?"

answer 1
"owh......
him?.......
we broke up a week ago."

answer 2
"owh that guy? nth much. we broke up already."

u get the feeling?
there are people who dun care wat other thinks or thier selfishness had just make themselves decide how others feel without asking thier permission?
A very common example:" If you dump her tmr? Wat will happen to her?""Nvm she will be ok?"

Are you GOD DAMNED SURE that the other person will be fine with wat u have done to them?
this is not a lesson about love, its just a too-common-scenario i have seen.

Parent believe they are godlike, deciding thier children's future.
Teachers spamming homework and believe students will appreciate.
Owner dressing their pets they way they think it's nice while the pets just wanna be naked.

Go figure and be more care-full.

无题

分分合合？
A fok 说中国历史就是这样，爱情也不就一样吗？

在第三者的角度来看，
我能感到的是别人在一起的喜怒哀乐，

Tania的歌－抛物线，
单单三个字就说明了爱情，
一开始盟热，之后又冷却。

分手的原因实在太多了，
现代人都是以“灰另”(feeling)为爱的前提.
一旦灰另走了，关系也谁着消失。

难道《钢之炼金术师》所提倡的等价交换就是如此吗？
快乐过，就一定要伤心的吗？

我讲我的你们帮我想题目啦。