After-test

yea first day of school after test,
u can call it a sandwich day,
or a multiple-blow-water-day.

early in the morning,
abit headache,
becoz i cant sleep ytd night,
too high.

Thinking of line to blow water for today,
i even open 名句精华 to read b4 sleep,
to make my 废话s more high class.

first period CJH came in,
walking around talking craps with a fan in his hand,
keep repeating about himself very 兴致勃勃，
so he keep sweating..... LOLs.

Bio period,
Miss Teoh also blow the same thing i blew yesterday,
那边的看到吗？(she was writing the blackboard at the right)
老师那个白板可以移的。
ei?作么推不到的？
o因为你要用一个F来overcome它的friction force它才会动。
o,是咯哦。然后还要算它的mg的吗.....
没有啦老师，是mgcos因为是分力来的。

then the second bio period the door suddenly open,
哇酱恐怖的？
老师你有没有嗅到香味？(she told us u will smell it when ghost come)
ei?你们懂bernoulli's principle吗？
懂啊。
因为哦你们课室里面的pressure比较大，外面pressure小，所以那个门被挤开咯。
......... (still got more de, dun dare write liao)

Chinese period our 郑导 gave out chinese paper,
wah 72/100, okla memang good liao.
first time 文言文 score dou nice nice.

then suddenly he say,
其实这份考卷还测试不出你们的水准。
aiyo，老师考试本来就没有意义的啦。
其实是有的。。。。。( he didnt finish, i 插嘴)
没有啦老师，雾里看花，终隔一层。你懂动我的水准就直接问我吗。
( =)...he laughing)所以哦...鸿毅啊.....我从去年就很欣赏你，你这种口才很适合辩论的，只可惜。。。( i 插嘴 again)
ok 够了够了.....

he always use 辩论 to 压 me,
because last time my class fail to enter the 辩论比赛,
he very depressed and i purposely sms to cheer him up,
now he play back me.

i still got more to blow de lo about using 言语，
as i said one day b4 i k 名句精华 before sleep.
but ok lo, one of the sentences i used among the 20 sentences.

then dunno who ask somthing abt marks,
he replied that he will not give marks in the condition,
then they say he 血气方刚. LOLs.

Malay period,
Handsome Lok gave out papers again according to class number.
I sengmok line up earlier b4 my turn,
but suddenly 41 he skipped to 44.

i ask him wat happen?
he say i no pass up keratan majalah so dunwan mark my paper.
GG!!!! he was serious,
i tot he joking nia. 严重炸到........

today was really fun,
laughed from 1st period till 9th period.

even society time i still laughing.
now my ATP at me cheeks has been used up,
the oxygen depth de graph very high liao,
so my cheek very sour now.

LOLs. dunwan blow le,
wanna bath liao then do keratan majalah.
If not my Malay marks 0. Haha.


Fin~

我们有的是时间 II

考完试咯，
去唱k咯。

在一路上遇到3信，
死人elaine一直要害我做冤枉事情，
boonchun & aaron 同时用credit card 压我 GG.

然后5sRen男女分开搭monorial,
男生amazing race towards titiwangsa,
女生take bus to chow kit.

最后因为买票太慢，
只有我跟zhongyan进到monorial.
我还是在门关到一半跳进去的。

舍生为了什么？
取理也。
女生不信under the hot sun,
the temperate within the body increse,
thus the rate of movement of energy in the body increase,
this cause the rate of effective movement increase.
as a result the rate of going towards monorial increase.
ok够了，再吹就给人打了 。

最后我prove到这个原理了咯，
我快过女生上monorial.

到了ts，shuxuan, jiayan, chianwun 去买衣服，
讲会自己去lowyat redbox,
最后call william去带他们。

现在我confirm了，
女生是没有方向感的，
不再是99%,是100%.

唱k, 又有人赞我了。
暗爽-ing....

可惜，axel跟我们走jln ipoh到一半，
被主席 AKA MengHow叫去开会,
所以他的displacement = -30+30=0,（ok ok season i stop liao)
回到原点,没有去。

唱k的时候点了“三年二班”，
边rap,边开loudspeaker给他听，
给他dulan. LOLs.
(note:三年二班是我们的special duet, 他rap,我sing)

本来唱到六点，
大家怕不够唱。

我们庆祝mengfai生日过后，
大约5.30pm，7个人回家了。

剩下我，william,jennie,season.
我们从怕被人赶，
最后担心没有人赶。

7.15pm,
waiter 才第一次自己进来，
问清楚人数后，
我问回他，
我们唱到几点？
九点。
GG!!!!!(all)

最后我们唱“生还者”，
代表我们四个生还到最后。
“不甘示弱”，
其实没什么重点。
“北极星的眼泪”，
用歌声带替我们不舍的眼泪。

but story都是要happy ending才好看的吗，
我跟william又duet了“爱疯头”才走人。

过后去吃McD.
time-8.30pm.
吃完就回家，
搭monorial,
time-9.00pm.

回到家，
time-9.40pm.

sms 了那几个人，
确保他们安全，
我也就放下了心头上的石头。

不懂你们3个有没有被父母diao啦，
幸好我没有。

上一次最次是跟yiern出到8.30到家。
今天9.40到家，
我estimate下次应该是10.50到家了啦。

如果真的是酱的话，
应该就不会有12am到家的再下一次。
原因?你们有被父母管教过的都应该懂啦。。。
不用我多讲。

城市生活果然早出晚归,原来是这个意思。
LOLs.


fin~

学生恋-文章full version

最近都没有blog,现在有mood就狂写

希望你可以读完，

或许会找到一些共鸣。

单身的永远都会羡慕拍拖的，

羡慕别人的甜蜜，

羡慕别人的受保护，

羡慕别人的被照顾。

拍拖的也会羡慕单身的，

羡慕他们可以跟任何人来往，

羡慕他们可以自由做主，

羡慕他们的零用钱总是用不完。

一群单身的朋友中，

都喜欢以大家的追求对象作话题聊。

我们总会说，

喜欢人家就跟人家讲啦。

但是自己在爱人面前时，

往往却开不了口。

不是没有勇气开口，

而是没有足够的勇气，

去接受自己不想听到的答案。

爱是不讲条件的，

这点我认同，

但两种不同世界的人在一起，

总有人需要退让成全这份爱。

爱不是条件比条件，

而是感觉比感觉。

爱不是遭遇困难而退后，

而是感到自卑而离开。

当感觉刺激了自己，

我们都会奋不顾身去改变自己，

就为了让心爱的人跟你在一起更好过。

但我们往往不知道，

别人也会爱上自己的缺点，

有时候我们也爱上了别人本身不喜欢的优点。

这种条件性的感情，

最后必定有很多问题，

当有一天我们问对方，

到底喜欢自己的什么？

我们都会笑着撞墙。

因为大家只是纯粹爱上，

那最自然的大家。

那些爱不到的人却会面对另一种问题，

双方的火星撞地球，

最后只会各自弹开。

大家开始逃避，

大家开始背对着背，

大家开始冷漠。

最后环境还是赢家。

教室拉长了距离，

距离减少了话题，

话题产生了怀疑，

怀疑影起了错觉，

错觉结束了关系，

关系毁灭了友谊。

等到有一天关系线再度连起，

我们才发现其实对方并没有那么好，

这不是得到友谊结局而自我安慰。

而是曾经的那裂缝，

不管怎么补都还在。

不好的会议在脑海中产生抗体，

让我们抗拒曾经自以为一切的那个人。

身边的情侣越来越多，

自己却还是一个人过生活。

一个人走路回家，

一个人在食堂吃饭。

这不是普通的寂寞，

不是有几十个几百个朋友，

就可以抵消得寂寞。

心病终须心药治，

解铃还是系铃人。

一天还是单身，

一天就有那种郁闷。

即使消失了，

几天后仍然会出现。

看着自己的爱人有了伴侣，

自己除了祝福以外，

难免会联想到，

曾经因为有了对象，

而甩开的那些疯狂追求者。

或是自己曾经甩开的人，

已经有了男女朋友，

自己也会觉得，

那人本来是我。

这可能是一种自我同情，

但我们却做了一件好事，

我们让自己，让别人，

有更多的机会改变自己，

有更多的时间自我检讨，

我们为世界创造了，

更好的恋人。

谈恋爱的当时，

在坦白的情侣，

也会玩猜疑游戏。

不管他告诉了你多少，

不管你们经历了多少，

你总会猜他心里在想什么？

有的人不必怀疑对方是否会背叛，

但却会怀疑对方是否觉得自己哪里不够好。

付出了那么多，

他有没有珍惜？

他对我那么好，

我该怎么感谢他？

身边的朋友拍拖好像都有分季节，

隔几个月就分，

就个月后又合。

这种分分合合的现象，

只会让人疲惫，

只会让怀疑继续漫延。

确实合了之后，

我们会因分开而更珍惜对方。

但既然是对对方还有希望，

觉得未来还是情侣，

那有必要提出分手吗？

在爱的路上，

我们都会做很多意想不到的事。

复出只是祝福和许愿的另一种形式。

我们只希望对方会接受，

却不要求自己得到什么，

我们只希望对方的一笑，

哪怕自己得流泪。

就算最后他选的不是你，

你也不会要求他还你什么。

不是我们假装不现实，

而是我们本来就在把他当作一个希望的寄托。

只要以他为目标，

我们怕的，我们不能的，我们不会的，

都一一突破极限，

把不可能变成可能。

只要有他在，

我们就会继续进步，

不是改变我们的本性，

而是增加自己的自信去挖出更深的自己。

我还弦在爱与不爱之间，

但是那种甜蜜的想象画，

那种你哭我笑着鼓励剧情，

仍然在脑海中浮现。

我已经渐渐习惯一个人过生活，

但心中总会开着一扇窗，

等偷心贼怕进来。

fin~

notations

so far 4 down, 5 to go.

lets summarise this few day's test

ENG-BBD
PHY-QED
CHI-QED
AD.M-NS

BBD-Blur Blurly Done
QED-Quite Easily Done
NS-No Standard
TID-Total IQ Discrimination

3 more days, GO Martin !!!!
Dash towards the end !!!

half dead

ytd morning woke up feel like burning,
whole day sleep sleep sleep.

great now i sick again.

i'm mentally fine but physically brokedown.

the doctor gave me a new cough medicine,
he said it will taste more bitter.
i think he was kidding,
it taste like PEI PA GOU, the one from kedai runcit one.

sweet sweet de,
or maybe i like cough medicine too much liao....
=.=

anyways gonna stop blogging after this.
test coming.

everyone good luck la.
wish everyone
身体健康，心想"试"成.

fin~

Signs

Morning went ball with CW and Joff,
i was late so i missed Volleyball,
instead i only play badminton and basketball.

While badminton-ing joff saw this
.........

Dun worry, this is not Holloween Rehearsal,
they really are firemen from the fire station
opposite to where we are having sports.

MY de firemen memang lapsap,
this pic is taken in their first lap,
second lap many of them started walking......=.=
gagal betul.

Just when we are about to leave,
two little girls came, around form 2 de.

see them? playing badminton one.

they came and ask "要不要一起玩？"
i just can't stop laughing.

her voice cute is normal,
but the phrase "一起玩"....
HAHAHA,
abt a thousands years didnt use liao,
hello, teenager, say "一起打" ok mou?
still little kids meh..... 一起玩.....

besides, i pretty much know u want my net only,
dun act cute try to be nice and invite me play....
we 3 big boys know the world more then u 2 little girls do.
Mou Dai Mou Sai.

i replied "蛤，我们要走了哦。。。"
the white shirt one straight say "yer...将sui的...."
BLEK =P

ok enough 陈述,
now change thing to talk.



the images are getting closer.......

everything seems so real..........

they just fade in my memory when i wake up........

everything i wanted......
everything i dreamed of.......
everything i imagined.............

they are appearing in my mind every night......

every scene......
every sound......
every bits........

they are so "solid"......
yet they should remain as "souls".......

i'm not sure i'm still living in earth anot.........
i'm not sure i'm in my self created space anot.....

am i human?
or something else?

fin~

found it

this song keeps on repeating in my mind,
cant rmb how to lyrics go,
cant rmb how exactly its the rhythm,
just now MYFM played it, i finally know liao.

it is called - 搁浅

久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚

风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔

暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我

我只能永远读着对白
读到我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在

我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开

normally going buffet dinner with frens tonight,
but sadly due to too little ppl they cancelled it.

出去只要几个好朋友其实就已经很好玩了, 不需要太多人(quote x2jia)

有时候自己一个人，
听者earphone去逛街，
双手插裤带，
嘴巴轻轻唱着歌词，
头摇下摇下好像在拍MV酱也不错。

自从跟yi ern去shopping后，
就不太喜欢跟多多人一起出街，
昨天跟best fren去shopping更爽，
整天都在做那些没脑的时情。

人太多，问题就多，
人太多就会让你想起更多人，
有些你不想想起的人。

出来本来就是要散散心吗。。。
你管他是跟谁出来，
只要能高高兴兴地玩一天就好了。

这样一讲就更加不应该因为人太少而取消今晚的dinner吗。。。
Haiz.....

要不然，
就是我已经习惯一个人的寂寞了。

考完试后要去哪里玩啊？
快快booking leh...
我不想回家。

你最进好吗？
fin~

SNSD-Stupiding N Shopping Day

i guess u all pretty much know abt wat happened ytd.

after sleeping from 7pm to 12am,
i fell into imsonia.
woke up again at 1.30,3,5,7.30and 9 am.
trust me it was a hard night.

after having breakfast with dad,
went home dress up and go out shopping with Choon Wai.

It was quite traffic jam at Pav,
his dad drop of halfway,
instead of heading Pav,
i rush to the Caltex nearby,
i alr 忍尿 for 30mins in the car. =.=

In Pav, i was shopping for my Nike my nike Bag,
too bad, even the high class Pav failed to impress me,
not even a bag suite my style.
Depressly i went to Sungei Wang.

We use the bridge from Lot-10 to SW,
saw this shop which is still renovating.

William dun an shuang leh.

In sungei wang we went to T-bowl,
the restaurant which i sit on the toilet bowl to eat,
disgusting yet interesting.

Due to the place was over crowded,
he headed to TS for McD.

Once again, McD was over crowded,
so we went to Old Town.

Ok now we active liao,
SH things start popping out.

while we were having lunch,
spotted 3 girls at the other table,
one of them was having her french toast,
she cut the bread like she was eating steak.

imagine how hard a bread could be?
which need you to cut it like u were sawing wood?

then we started to predict they are those std 6 little girl,
first time hang out with fren. LOLs.
(一定是第一次出来的)

I ordered prawn mee,
he ate nasi lemak special.

i should have order prawn mee without noodles,
i only eat fish cake, prawn and egg,
not much in an appetite.

so we have another 2 slices of bread.

then he 一边 eat 一边 gap lui,
keep saying,
seifo,没有lenglui经过我吃不下咧。
怕不会消化是吗？
哈哈。

just when those 3 girls are abt to leave,
he sohai liao,
等下他们一定去拍大头贴的。
哦是咯是咯
久了过后啊他们就在路上拍了
厕所啦，厕所够灯光吗
然后拍了大头贴。。“yer....这张美，我要，我要”
给钱的时候。。
ei?这里多少人啊?平分啦。
哈哈
过后就粘电话了咯，post facebook
没有啦放钱包先.LOLs.
哈哈。

then we do adult business,
鸿~走咯
okla我请客
不要我请
不用啦你收着
真的不用，我自己出啦酱
你跟我收回去啊，不然翻脸的啦(quote my dad)
你傻咩？
是咯这种是我们爸爸玩的。LOLs.

at cashier,
i gave the uncle rm50 and the bill,
uncle 你不要收他的钱啊
没有啊，我都收着你的了。
he play with us also. haha. funny guy.

in the end he still pay me rm13 back.
pointless fight. LOLs.

ok now we go buy his things
a birthday present for his girl-fren.

we looked into S&J but found nothing,
even my chocolate mirror no sell anymore,
so sad......

then in a 地摊 he saw this.

this cute little mickey mouse cost RM50.
there was a little heart plushie written "love beside"
she ask the owner can remove it anot,
becoz the receipant have boyfren liao de.

the shop owner agreed.
then he was abt to pay for it.

the owner said
等一下，这个盒子好像没有算钱
蛤？？！！(you must be kidding)
哦这个报在里面了的。
(hou choi....)

then she serve another customer.

somehow he was checking the Mickey Mouse,
then he saw an extra price tag written "RM9"
GG!!!!!!!!!!!

we both stunned!!!!!

if i am him, from the moment i saw that price tag,
i wun buy anymore.

he keep asking me 鸿~怎样?
i 暗示him,不懂哦~~~
he dun get it, so i be more straight
走啦~~
不要,这个东西我买定了的。

fine u win.
then he started to sound funny again,
hope u all get wat he says,
it toook me a while to understand

aiyo,作么我酱笨叻？那个love我买了以后送人不是可以啦。ok等下我叫他把那个love拿回来，然后再给他五十块。如果他讲：“erm这个love要另外算”，酱我就没有亏了咯。要不然我白白送他一个love咩？

Damn 现实。

in the end the little love thing cost rm3.90,
and he says
酱我不要咯。
=.=

The Solou.....




The Love....

now we continue on finding my bag,
he suddenly say
鸿~那个东西好像不值得咧。
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Ok while we were in Pav, he saw a book named "trust me"
he say he wanna read english books liao
and he found that book name very yeng so he buy it at times.

i told him borders got more books to choose,
so he waited till we go TS.

in borders we use the com and searched for the book,
memang geng the book was first published at 1900.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ



see the rm35.50 one.

then we SH again,
see who search the book first,
i WON!!!!

i told him i was reading Urban Shaman,
i found the book in borders and i shouted
“俊伟我找到了！！！！”
we both laugh like idiots.
LOLs.

Then i went to bangsai and i ask him to read the book there first.

all the toilets were crowded,
so i went to pee only,
my 废话comes again,
哇酱快的？
太多人了，我让那些“小的”先走，“大的”说他们再待多一会儿。
=.=

he very 现实delo, but he dunwan admit lah,
why i mention this again?
he read the book there, then he look into the shelf for another new copy,
this is why borders has been selling 2nd hand books. LOLs.



see? not tall enough still wanna change....


i say i haven spend any money yet,
so i wanna go play bowling.
he looked for the cashier in the wrong direction,
but actually he was looking for a basket....



see? a big basket just for a small book.....




the funny guy......


before we leave borders we saw this,


wat a contradicting title......



this one ppl read "DEN brown" he read "胆brown"
LOLs. dun laugh....... respect....... kekeke....


ok go home liao,
we walk from TS to LRT hang tuah,
both exhausted,
bought 2 cans of 100 plus from side stall.

NIXMX,(X=A)
325ml of 100plus cost you rm2.20?
go rob lah.

then we saw a vending machine in LRT,
500ml of 100plus (bottle one)
cost rm2. Memang Zadao.

not that we are realistic but sometimes these shops are just cruel.

as a citizen of Malay-sia,
we all know that we are not allow to bring drinks in LRT,
so we gap lui and finish our 100plus outside the station.
LOLs, two malatlou.


took this pic in Cempaka, see a yellow shirt uncle? and a brown shirt aunty behind him?
those two are around their 60's,
the husband still fetch her wife after work,
and volunteered to hold his wife's things.
so touching..... dunno my parents or me will have such a day anot.

my family is fine, thanks for your concern.... LOLs.


fin~

memang sick

today no blog.↲Your stupid author is sick.↲He had twice the medicine he should have.↲↲People say two tea spoon, he took two big spoon.↲Nor wonder he is drowsy whole day.↲Gagal betul.↲↲Nite nite all.↲↲Martin's assistant.

Sick

these few days go back school,
be interior designer.

everyday 11.30am go Mutiara makan with whole gang,
fucking hot sun, made me scold vulgars.

ytd totally exposed to sunlight,
today wear a hood shirt
and share umbrella with Chian Wun and Jia Yan.

stupid William keep repeating,
我怕晒黑，我怕晒黑，我怕晒黑.
you wan me say u black izzit？
LOLs. biiiaaaooozzz.....

these few days blow water keep talking abt driving,
during SPM go eat bak kut teh,
then when the teacher giving out question paper,
burp beside her and say,
"Sorry O, tadi saya makan BAK KUT TEH o...."
LOLs.

today got new de,
"burp...... Sorry O, tadi saya makan HAM YU FA LAM BOU."
LOLs.

today took magi mee goreng at Mutiara,
go play the aunty,
"Makcik, magi mee goreng soup
dan er.... Milo Ais panas."
LOLs.

ok abit out of topic.

Ehem....

then went back school continue my work,
stupid sponge took me search the whole rows of 五金店,
in the end i found it in an Indian 杂货店。

the Indian shop only sell one sponge,
which is the last one.
I cannot go back desperately de ma,
i dun give up,
went to Shell.

GG. thousands of those yellow big sponge inside.
Even got size de somemore,
L,S,XL. really got zadao, even sponge got size.

Main point?
the sun was FUCKING HOT AGAIN !!!!!

today whole day sneeze and cough also will headache,
after dinner consult doctor
she says its the pressure in my head which cause the pain.

She say i should avoid eating curry,
=.= just had magi mee goreng with dhal for breakfast,
Naan Cheese for dinner. Memang zadao.

37.3*C. At border line liao,
for humans 37.2 is normal,
abv 37.4 is fever.
My body temp is stucked between.

More funny is i tell u the whole situation while in clinic.

NG HONG HI.....(counter girl)
i walk in.....
NG HONG HI right?
ya...(hong YI la.... nvm la)
So what's the matter?
Flu and Sore Throat
I See..... Let me check your tempeture
she put the thermometer in my ears
wao... 37.3 still ok at the borderline,
abv 37.4 is fever alr. 37.2 below is ok.
o ic.....
any cough?
ya.....
ok... erm mind if i ask u do u do anything to your pimples?
ya... facial.... at adonis....
oic... do u use any soap?
ya.
wat brand?
not sure, its somekind of charcoal soap.
oic....
why u have some medicine?
no. you know The Body Shop?
the body shop.... u mean the shop name The Body Shop?
ya....
ya... why?
i recomend you this product called Tee Tree.
oic.
there is two kind, u go ask for Tee Tree for Male, because there is one for Female.
o.
if u use that is will cure your pimples faster and it wont leave scars.
nod*
when i was studying my frens all use this, you know ? those beautiful girls they all using this product. those greek (forgot wat country) all using this.
ic.
but if they dont sell for Male i think female is also ok. there isnt much difference also. Last time my brother share with me.
nod*
each bottle can last around 6 months. if not mistaken i cost rm40 each.
ok thanks, i thought u got any medicine.
actually i dun believe in medicines ( said the doctor)
why?
becoz you took abt 4 months only see the effect which is very long. i dun like.
nod*
and if u take medicine i wun say your pimples wun come out,
it still come out, but just only abit less.
ic.
come on, your age must have pimples wat... wat we dont wan is the scars only.
ya.
there's another product, its a scrub, but that u can only use once a week.
blink*
so far my..my...my... patients some complained that the have more pimples after using it,but some say it works well. depends la.... i personally dun recommend this. i dunwan to take the risk. but the Tee Tree is good. come i write on the paper for u.
=.=

if she be a facial consultant i think she will be more success.
after that i try to pull her back to the main point-my sickness.

she very funny also de,
before you use the product....
Tee Tree?
Ya. you take a snap first? (she doing the spraying mosquito pose)
a snap?
ya i mean u take a photo (now she use two hand doing the take photo pose)
oo a snap. why?
because u need to see the difference.
ic.
about two weeks later u take another snap.
ok.
aunty when u do exercise also do the same (my mom was there also)
like me before i go exercise i measure my arms, hips and buttocks, after maybe 2 months i measure again.
mom nod*
because wat we want to is to see the difference, u will see ur arms become small and those... you know...
mom nod*
it is hard to loose weigh, u will see(acting like looking at a weigh scale) wah still so.... but if u measure ur arms and those u will see u become slimmer. it is hard to loose weigh at this age but u can really see the difference so DUN GIVE UP.

now i common fact for u all,
bath with cold water, OBSOLUTELY.)said the doctor

now alr blur blur liao. allow me to rest my readers.
nite nite.

hope you also feeling well....
fin~

nice monday

early morning to eat a burger like hotdog roti canai,
memang hard to describe lah,
next time bring u guys go eat.

but the place hor very samba sia,
weirdly still got many ceo
from my mom's office having breakfast.
rich ppl de thinking memang different.

then go school paint toilet lo,
dunno why 'mom' bring Saint to school,
she sure bored to death.

we slack from morning till 11am,
although i washed the toilet and took some photos,
(photos and videos in William's fb)
some very wai de, but it was fun.

after slacking,
more slacking,
went to mutiara to have lunch.

and bought a cake for TZY,
ppl bday tmr ar, rmb.

then cont the project,
used Axel's wife to buy some salaphone tape,
the fuckin tape tore off the paint,
CLAPS for its too high quality.

then asked dad abt the curtain thingy,
one set cost rm60+ in IKEA.
Kisiao. our budget only rm100,
bought liao paint left around 40 only la i think.

do interior design memang hard.
but i will try my best.
other lapsaps go maths competition at 1pm.

tmr normally promise them all play volleyball,
but just now mom say "dun wan bird u, i wan sleep",
GG. so only 9am reach school liao.

saw someone's blog complain abt her sister's phone bill,
rm70 only lah.
mine this month rm90+ leh,
parents scold le two down,
then they suggest me to call ppl from now onwards,
becoz sms is much more expensive.
LOLs.

i really need alot of frens to keep me company,
have been abit moody these days,
as long as there is friends,
there will be miracles. Haha.

if i got u then i guess i dont need so much frens anymore.

fin~

emo sunday

1.20pm起床，
不懂作么，
一起来就没有心情，
一开机，没有人找过我，
闲到死。

开歌，赖床。
像慧馨讲的，
放假最好的就是可以赖床，
我终于知道好在哪里了。

一早起来就没有心情，
整天当然emo咯。
我这个人一emo就想东想西的啦。

其实并不是我想emo,
我并不是什么感性的人，
而是这个世界太无趣了。

太过平淡的环境，
就会让我这种艺术性的人，
为自己的生活加以感情，
把小小的事情搞到大大。

就因为环境吗，
当中当然会有朋友。

我口口声声说的这些朋友，
其实我对你们好吗？
我觉得我对你们超烂的。

我口口声声说相信你们，
为何还要把一些事情，
只说给一部分的人，
而不是让所有我称得上朋友的人知道？

朋友吗，
有福同享，有难同挡。
我总觉得我给的只有伤心。

老是跟你们说最近为何不开心，
在你们面前假假快乐，
整天拿那些伤心的东西向你们寻求意见。

快乐呢？
自己在那边傻笑咯，
也不懂要跟谁分享。

自己老是在埋怨没有人了解我，
但我想了又想，
我到底告诉了你们多少？

我跟陌生人讲话，
都可以把任何东西讲出来，
可是遇到朋友，
我只会把别人当对象，
聊那些所谓的八卦。

是我觉得你们不在意?
还是我怕你们会把那些较秘密的报出去，
不过这样又代表我不信任你们哦。

乱了。。。。。

你们说的一字一句，
我都有记在心里面，
我答应过的我都在努力完成着。

可是我说的你们有听进去吗？
很久没有听到有人说，
“。。。。你说过的啊，你忘了吗？”

给别人看我的IC,
人人都讲我以前比较lengzai,
明明就很丑，
明明就是那副睡不醒的衰样，
不懂作么你们酱欣赏。

父母，干吗老是讲你们的儿子厉害？
为何你们的朋友老是拿我跟自己的孩子比较？
虽然你们都是在赞我，
但你们有没有想过自己的孩子不赞去赞别人的孩子，
自己的孩子有多悲伤吗？

Daddy, Mummy 你们每天在妹妹面前讲我geng，
讲我很有本事，讲小时候曾经为我薄命付出过什么，
你们有没有想过她的感受？

偶尔妹妹也会插嘴讲，
“是咯，我的朋友也是讲koko很厉害”，
难道她真的没有用吗？

我是大哥，
你们的同事当然是比较认识我啊，
但是你们自己赞我的时候
可不可以赞卖妹妹一分啊？

这样我就可以不必担心妹妹自卑，
不用怕她妒嫉，
假假在你们面前暗爽地讲“没有啦”

礼物，收酱多作么？
吃的，吃了就没了，
装饰品，放久生灰尘就丢进盒子了，
生日前一夜播电来祝福别人，
或是设计一张生日卡不是更好。

金钱上越贵的礼物，越没心意上的价值。
对我来说那些越贵的，就越炫耀自己有钱，
外表越华丽的，就越没有内在的意义。

3信，讲我跳槽，
下课你们有来找我吃饭吗？
还是这班只有建麟，明辉，跟我区区三个人，
所以不重要？

不过看你们那天拜五，
打电话来叫我小心，
而“妈妈”又拼命去帮我找镜子，
看来我对你们还蛮重要的。。。
错怪你们对不起啊。。。

以上都是纯粹在抒情，
觉得我在薄同情的就自己想的够啦，
觉得我在骂人的就不爽个够啦。
你叫我成熟，却没有教我怎样成熟，
现在我变了，不再那么幼稚了，
你却好像死了酱也不说声你办到了，或是你做错了
fin~

Nightmare

these few days many ppl dreamt of me.
they saw me in their nightmares.
so far i heard of 3 person having nightmares about me,

Aaron:
all of us 3xin,
went to camping.
in the night u said u wanna go pee,
and u took an unbrella.
after that u didnt come back and i went to toilet pee also.
suddenly i saw u and u were pointing
a tree with the umbrella without a word.
there was like a person standing beside the tree.
you walk towards it while the whole class was stopping you.
it was too scary then i woke up.

Boon Chun A.K.A ytd bday boy:
haven know later ask him.

Meiling:
i saw the ghost-like thingy,
afterwards i saw u walking and ask u where are you going,
the next scene i saw the ghost chasing you.
then i woke up.

Weird huh?
anyone else dreamt of me?
please tell me.

yesterday 3 xin gang called as mentioned in my last post,
i took it as a joke.

yesterday night i told meiling abt them,
then this morning she wake up and said she had an nightmare.

GG, lo.
first its interesting and funny,
now its more interesting and scary liao.

3xin ask me dun go learn driving,
they scare something will happen to me,
i told them today i go for amali class only.

but just when the class started,
the instructor said, we listen 3 hours of amali,
2 hours of practical training,
and 1 hour of DRIVING.

GG. i was shocked at first,
when its abt my turn,
i called elaine and ask abt boon chun de dream,
she said she's in a meeting.
LOLs. more nervous.

then sms ying chuan ,
she say nth de lah.
she will bless me.

but u see me posting this now means i'm save lo.
Haha.

driving chiu shuang,
although i 死火 a few times,
but the instructor didnt scold me,
he say its like that for beginners.

now i can u-turn and simple parking liao.
just when u get your feet on the accelerator,
your emotion just turned green like a traffic light,
the world is like spinning.

you will smile for no reason.
but to show i'm serious,
i have to endure my smile in front of the instructor,
very hard sia. LOLs.

for those who also dreamt of me in their nightmares,
pls tell me ASAP.

i wanna know something from it.
i dun wanna die so soon.

if i'm your only nightmare, i will wake up for u.
fin~

satisfaction

yesterday william really posted my cute cute pic in fb,
normally wanna sut him de,
but others also say cute jor,
so i let him go.

then today mei shuang post another sleeping pic of mine,
i memang speechless.
u guys dun go see ar.
if not i no face liao.
memang 祸不单行.

early in the morning,
rushing my add maths,
then the prefect come in and stop me from progressing.

i told them i am the one who will be locking the door,
they still ordering me around,
got abit dulan.

but the prefect abit lenglui sia,
give some face lo.

then its the 校庆，
sing "happy birthday",
the song was dedicated to this event,
but somehow when everyone is singing,
i just can stop laughing in my heart.
very very very weird.

then our LH Lim discpline teacher,
keep catching students who ran over to other classes.

then that quite lenglui de prefect say,
“哇要不要酱哦。”
LOLs.
then i ask her,
“你站在哪一边的哦？”
“我没有站哪一边的，我是中间的。”
LOLs.
she added:
“他不懂作么今天酱凶。”

to prevent unwanted scenarios,
i ask those who are not from my class go back to their classes,
then act like very serious to go the other side of the flag post,
pull Michiko back.

my class was saved.

this kind of corperation between monitor, students and prefect,
just make me feel alive.
the whole thing was like a student-saving-programme.

haiya hard to explain lah,
when u become a prefect or monitor then u know de la.

during society,
my left leg still havent recovered,
can't do anything but to teach those white belts.

correct them a few times,
friendly-scold a few of them,
teach them something extra,
and they improved alot.

my 2 sec method-think the next move before u act,
stop them from being nervous,
and they all got good remarks from Yi Zhang.

so shaung,
after class still got junior privately thank me,
“谢谢你啊,senior”。
shuang dao......

after all this years of humiliation for teaching wrong things,
i finally have the confidence again,
my hard efforts finally have some reward.

i truely understand wat they meant by,
一个老师再聪明也没有用，
只有他的学生聪明才重要。
i am proud of all of you.

after school,
cycling around Taman Kaya,
tio horn by a car,
my dad saw the whole thing.
GG.

luckily he didnt scold me for cycling so dangerously,
if not i sure speechless one.

then in the car,
ying chuan called,
the gang asked many weird questions,
in the end the main point is to stop me from learning driving.

then elaine called again,
same thing, ask me dun go learn driving,
and when go camping dun take umbrella.

the gang said they were talking ghost stories related to me,
ask me becareful.

after that ying chuan said the real reason is,
Aaron and Boon Chun dreamt that，
i got caught in an accident.

dunno which story they said is real of fake lah.
haiz, i will be careful de lah.
u guys dun think too much lah.
i still got many things to do,
i wun die so fast de.

saw Michiko's comment in my blog,
got touch dou,
finally a classmate realised my efforts.
but seriously i dun wan u all,
to set up boundaries among each other.

today 5SXiao really went to fly kites,
their unity really make me feel depressed,
i couldnt do anything to unite the class.

we couldnt enter the debate competition,
our chinese teacher was disppointed,
the "One-In-A-Million" drama competition failed also,
due to short of actors, and the deadline passed.

yesterday saw this quote in fb by Pei Wern,
你最在乎的，永远是不在乎你的；而你不在乎的，却是最在乎你的。

use this holiday to think about how to change the class lah,
all of you, 5SRen.

如果我已经没有欠你什么，那我就可以安心把你放下了。
fin~

遗憾给的快乐

今天女子篮球赛输了，
16-11。

在最后的一刻，
shermaine很yeng地来了一个上篮，
最后下半场我们得了两分，
而不是零分。

woan wen超搞笑地，
mark人可以mark到脱人家衣服，
害我看到对手的bra带，
haiz....要洗眼睛了。

hui xin不懂作么酱猛，
抢球可以抢到抱着别人，
得了四个foul，
差一点就被取消资格了。

比起我们这些lapsap男生，
50-0 (说了不要讲，自己又讲。haiz...)
你们的表现好更多了。

女神们万岁！！！

在最后一秒进一个两分，
给你们一个claps !!!

这就证明了，
在不公平的裁判手中，
在暴利的对手面前，
你们始终没有放弃队员之间的绊，
没有辜负全班对你们的希望，
以你们为傲！！！

过后去吃冰，
大家好像在开班级会议酱，
班上的事情hambarang都抛出来讲。

原来班上的人暗中都在打冷战，
我身为班长绝对不允许这种事情漫延下去，
相信我啦，没有天大的理由，
千万不要去恨一个人，
不会有好下场的，
我是过来人。

不要讲身为5sRen一份子的时间不多，
连你们在中华的时间也不多了，
好好建立好关系，
全班人的团结，
我们才可以拿到运动会全场总冠军吗。。

今天跟Axel坐，
两个malatlou prove sin2X 的倒数prove到很high,
最后prove到了超有成就感的。
sin2x做了还不够，sin3x,sin4x,sin5x一个一个去式。
syoknya......

不过咧他讲了一句话我很吓到，
“跟你坐好像很有压力酱”
“蛤？！作么咧？ =）”
“你好像很严肃酱。”
“我明明就很随便，很白痴。”
“就你很有那种领导人的气质”
“从小就酱的啦，好像只有你酱投诉过咯。”

ei,真的有咩？
表酱勒，可能最近时常上台讲话
得罪到人，或吓坏了人吧。

前天班服投票，
“后面几个注意一下，不要睡了”
昨天讲spm的报考名单
“后面的不要睡了，这个很重要,听一下。”
不懂作么，
讲到“不要睡了”四个字特别大声。

我只是要你们注意罢了，
没有真的在骂你们，
我自己对自己的声音突然标高，
也有吓到。
不过我真的没有在骂人，sorry ar.....

不过哦,
我“骂人”这件事，
在刚才yamcha的时候跟huixin说起，
他讲他当下听到很爽，
因为他很讨厌别人在班上睡觉。
神经病，别人中骂你也会爽。

吃晚饭的时候，
妹妹讲她的朋友说，
我长到很像alien。
因为我的眼睛只有黑色的一条线，
眼球完全没有白色部分。
我懂我眼睛小啦。!

但是不懂作么，
听到酱的话应该是很伤心的，
但我不停的笑。LOLs。
可能alien这个形容词太奇怪了吧。

我认为是jingli 或者 lin wan ying 讲的，
明天去问你们。hehehe.....

明天校庆，
却没有早放学，
不过可以在放假前，
看看我可爱的会员们，
也不错的。haha.
一天十节，我九节不在你旁边，你八节笑着过，一节睡觉，或许我的离开是最好的结局吧。
fin~

完美的互动

今天BF仍然没有来，
刚刚sms他了，
不过他还没有回，
等一下，
ok回了。

他问:你是？
LOLs算了进入正体。

今天又跑去坐他的位，
美玲又complain咯，
“你看？我一跟你坐我就不用听课了”
厉害，平常不看你听。

国文节仍然在lisan,
然后meiling, junci,jenny,woanwen,miich,hang,zhenyan & me,
在那边谈陈年往事。

我读中华读了五年，
到了今天才发现忠班也有作弊份子，
还作到比我往年的班更猖狂。

评测作弊我已经看到不要看了，
年终/中考作弊还算稀有，
但是初中统考作弊也太大胆了吧？！

真的要claps你们。
就这样我们一边吹，
一边给handsome lok吊很吵。

今天终于看到永耀的招牌动作，
有yeng又有好笑到。
我们拼命在模仿，
他就偷偷在害羞。
LOLs.

Bio节，大家齐心合力，
托老师讲常识生物讲了一节，
大家都听到津津有味。

但是那个美玲又在complain俞范，
“可以不要问酱多废话吗？”
明明大家就听到很爽，
你就配合大众咯。

在那边可以拼命唱歌，
还是四人联唱那种，
自从初三以后，
我再也没有唱到酱爽了。

BF还是没有病好，
不过他说明天有lisan所以一定要来，
大家就希望他撑得了一天啦。

放学学会过后，
跑去找郑导（郑添福导演），
他说我们班辩论赛先别谈输赢，
可能参赛资格都没了。

戏剧比赛仍然没有人要加入，
我看是不用办了的啦。
JieYing sorry wor......

明天女生篮球赛，
我突然有开会，
我会尽量来的啦，
加油啦 ！！！

我假装过得很快乐，是不要你担心。
fin~

归田

昨天没有post到，
所以今天写长一点。

昨天没有心情，
因为整个人感觉上很有压力，
功课平时不做，
一下子全部杀上来，
有点让人提不起劲。

加上今天又要oral,
昨天又懒得被，
所以一些事情没有做好，
整个人就是觉得不舒服。

哪里知道，
今天来到学校看一遍，
容易到啊。。。
第一，那个稿是我打的。
第二，我讲的重点很少。

白白浪费了一夜去担心。

今天BF没有来，
好像病到很严重酱。

我就飞去跟美玲坐，
那个君慈不懂作么，
讲话拼命得罪我，
最后我直接杀出一句，
“其实我很讨厌你”
她stun了一下，说
“其实我也很讨厌你”。

我的宽容心是很大的，
趋近于无限，
但不代表我不会有感受。
我认为她是在开玩笑，
但她一连串酱spam那些不好听的话，
我也会怀疑她是否讨厌我。

不过从她犹豫如何讨好我的那一刻，
我心里就原谅她了。
然后我，美玲，君慈，慧亭，
就一边吹水，一边给正言吃lemon。

可以用两节的时间，
说说笑笑荒废学业，
心情也特别好。

过后放学，
无缘无故，
3xin'08全部涌进我班炸歌，
从华文炸到英文。

接着就去mutiara吃饭，
跟去年的同学。
原来我在振威跟雯心的眼中，
是蛮重要的。

我们4pm到，
买礼物吹吹水，
一下就6pm了。

他们也在报料，
谁跟谁在一起，
谁跟谁分了。

振威还说，
这样子八卦，
是他想望的老人生活。
哈哈。。。

没有想到有一些感觉，
要在错过了，
才会有感触。

在我们去mutiara之前，
有一个盲人要去sami vellu的家，
我就一路牵着他的手，
走到复印店前的大马路。

他说他可以自己走了，
他懂路了，我就松开了手。
可是他从马路边，越走就越倾向马路中央，
最后挡住了一辆BM。

那辆BM的人没有怪他，
还问他要去那里并且载他去。
那个妇女把约5岁的孩子放在家里，
就载那个盲人走了。

照顾盲人什么感受？

觉得自己很有用，
不是因为我有明亮的眼睛他没有，
而是我这双小小的眼睛，
处了可以拿来看戏，
还可以成为别人的方向。

他的手很粗赵，
但我能感到他在颤抖，
每一次我放开手，
停下脚步看路，
他的手就摇来摇去，
像捉住我的手，
怕我丢下他。

如果她是女的，
可能我会把他捉得更紧，
但男人老狗在街上将牵来牵去，
有一点可爱。。。

一路上，
很多人都在指指点点的，
有的人还在那里讥笑，
我并没有要求大家去同情他，
我会帮他是因为我在帮自己。

我过不了自己那关，
让他去迷路，
我没有同情他，
是因为他不需要。

他能从cheras大老远，
来到jalan ipoh，
证明他要见的这个人对他很重要，
既然他对自己是有信心的，
他相信他有一个依靠，
那他就没有缺少什么且需要我同情的。

至于那些在旁边讥笑的，
自己反省一下啦。

过后又有一个傻傻的女生，
要跟我讲话，要跟我开玩笑，
却又怕我生气。
拼命向我解释东解释西，
怕我误会。

可能我的演技不够好，
我已经跟她说了n次，
我的宽容是很大的，
没有酱快生气的啦，
除非我很失望，
但是她还是要担心。

原来世界上还有像我，
酱计较小细节的人。

而且还是在顾虑我的感受，
当然更开心。

除此之外，
又有更多人抱括她，
会关心我的近况，
会问侯我的伤心是否已去。

谢谢你们。
真得很感谢，
我没有流泪，
haha. LOLs.

今天不停有人在讲我的感情世界，
我就终结一下大家的误会啦。

let Martin be M.

M wants to approach to X. But X dont know.
5sren thought that M&W wants to approach to J. But they are wrong.
L wanna approach to J, but the equation they formed doesnt exist.
4sAi thought that M wants to approch V. But they got the wrong idea.
Z wants to approach the M but M doesnt want to have a solution, he prefers to be undefine.

乱咧。。。。。
慢慢解啦。

fin~

busy

sry nth much to write for today,

feel free to listen to the songs i added to the playlist on the right.

have a nice day and tmr.

继续等

昨天又去考车中心报名，

6小时的amali class.



政府真的是够惹，

报名要等一个星期才可以上class。



上了class又要等另一个星期，

才可以拿L license学驾车。



讲到最后，

没有四月未我都不用想考车。

真的是太棒的服务了。



对不起大家，

Martin Express又要 delay 了。

很快又要放假了，

不过明天又要lisan先。

Haiz.....

这个拜五要不要去picnic?

全班一起去一定很syok的。

haha.......

明天跟老师讨论了我再告诉大家结果啦。

以班长之名

看了昨天大家对我的post的意见，
我想还有人是对这个班有希望的。

身为班长，
我认为我有必要，
再继续努力把这个班连起来。

今天班上举办了，
FAN vs SHUANG 的 rubic's cube 大赛。
英文节根本没有在上课，
大家都在那里乱，
从前面到后面。

白痴都知道，
上课这种现象是不应该的，
但是能够看到大家这么团结的一面，
我也感到非常高兴。

TZY被我传染到了，
开始在班上炸歌，
不过我那句话是认真的，
被捉到真的是小过一个。
kaki小心啦。

在来临的假期，
大家不如在忙着准备考试的同时，
也出来聚一聚吧。

看看戏，
唱唱k,
或去野餐。LOLs.


或者，
我可以跟老师申请，
星期五免上早读科，
全班去晨跑。
机会很渺茫，
但如果大家要，
我会去争取。

上次跟另外两位班长也讨论过，
我们的班委确实有必要
隔一小段时间，
来一个班委会议。

希望大家支持，
既然被选中为班服务，
那就做到最好吧。

戏剧比赛还是不够人，
我还在招生当中，
有兴趣的来找我，
至于故事大家讨论了，
我再写出来。

辩论比赛那边也缺人，
今年对大部分的人来说，
已经是最后一年了，
最好不要错过，
留下美好回忆的机会。

以后踏出社会，
想玩辩论也只有在法官面前罢了，
最好不要凡事都搞上法庭啦。
LOLs.

希望大家尽量表现自己，
不是叫你骄傲，
而是低调地为自己为班上贡献。

fin~

加油

看了一些人的blog,
一样的，
每个月头大家都是因为一些事不开心。

一开始我觉得这一班应该是很好玩的，
但经过了三个月，
我发现我错了。

大家都是处于自己顾自己的状态，
无论是为了学业，
为了学会，
或其他等，
大家都忘了去关心身边的人。

甚至有的还为了自己，
把痛苦建立在别人的身上。
我就是其中一个。

至于其他的，
erm......
那些常常再忙也会去问候别人的近况的人，
却被别人伤得更重。
我看了觉得有点心酸。

有一个因为自己的声音大了一点，
被人投诉，
最后自己躲在一边沉默，
就为了让大家上课上得更舒服。

又有一个在庙会时，
给了学会的人帮助，
但学会的人却不懂得珍惜她的好，
误会了她的好意，
还在她背后默默责怪她。

今天早读课，
跟william还有jiayan去晨跑，
那种快感，
跟疲累，
加上汗水的打滚，
把心中那些发泄不出来的都释放出来了。

我们可以是超人，
但我们不是机器人，
我们有感受，
而负面的感受，
累积到一定的程度，
就会开始影响自己的一举一动。

在晨跑的时候，
我拼命告诉自己，
不要放弃，
对我来说，
放弃只是浪费时间，
因为我知道，
不管我放弃多少次，
我还是会重新站起来，
继续往我停歇的地方前进。

10全新场，
对田径校队来说只是小玩意儿，
我不怕因为自己的努力，
而只得到小小的回报，
最后被人取笑。

我告诉自己，
田径是我追不上的速度，
但我不会因为这样，
粉碎我对运动的热忱。

今天在因为作文我写了这一句，
we all have to make choices in life,
if what we decide is right,
then we continue on what we are doing,
if what we chosed is wrong,
we'll just have to start over.
Making wrong choices in life is a waste of time,
and some mistakes cannot be corrected,
but it is regrets which make life challenging and interesting.

我们都有自己死了都会维护的人或物，
或许我们用来达到目标的方法不是最好的，
但我要在这里，
对所有为自己的目标奋斗的人，
说一声“加油” ！！！

即使我们输了，
也要找到输的理由。

加油！！！！

M@rTiNiSm

以下都是曾经写过的。


none can return to the pass, but one can replay the pass in the future.


爱是一种可以让人类突破极限，让奇迹产生的力量。


没有抱着希望就不会失望，
没有失望就不会继续渴望，
免得最后还是绝望。


看人要看眼睛，因为面具是不会遮着眼的。


choose to leave before being left.


付出了自己，若别人会珍惜那，
你就做了一件好事，
若别人不会珍惜，那你就是在做坏事。


关心一个人并不是帮他做什么，
而是站在他的立场想他想的事。


天真不是幼稚，而是另一种自创的成熟。


我宁愿暗地里看着你笑，也不要你对着我愁眉苦脸的。


我爱上所有的人，
因为我找不到恨他们的理由。


事实只是一个众人都觉得对的东西，
无限仍然是一个数字，
思考千万不要被常理限制。

原点

昨天跟俊伟去吃饭，
又是他爸爸请客，
我家永远抢不到的，
哈哈。

他跟十年前一样，
离不开风扇冷气，
明明就坐在风扇前面，
整个额头还是，
流满头汗。

昨天cool cool酱不要彩人似的，
不过吃了饭后，
那个死样又出来了。

在那边pan ye，
作买那些DDLY的动作。

对我来说他还是那个白痴白痴，
对田径充满热情的小子，
不管我还时不时你的好友，
但你还是我的no.1。


昨天也跟sharon sms,
跟六年前一样，
孩子气。

虽然你头发长了，
人也变得热情了，
不过我还是感到你那种，
好玩的味道。

都说了给我练习几个月再载你去玩，
还敢说不怕要陪我车祸。
gagal betul.....


文森也一样，
虽然还是有哪个怪脾气，
但仍然懂得关心别人。

峻贞有了男友，
不过在我们面前，
还是跟友建一样的啦，
一样sampat。

与其把我们四个malatlou叫作Elite,
不如加买那两个女的，
该名成origin啦。


我们不能回到过去，但我们可以在未来创造同一个过去。


fin~

窗外的秘密

先讲明，
看不懂就当作故事酱看，
不要讲我想太多。
bo bian lo....
不惜歌者苦，但伤知音稀

窗外总是给我一种特别的感觉，
外面的世界就是一种象征，
有的是好的有的是坏的。
一般人只看到外表的，
封锁着的含义却被我发现，
信不信由你。

今天两只小鸟在窗外飞舞，
不知不觉，
一只小鸟飞到了远处，
飞进了藤本植物堆成的小笼子。

那只鸟在里面徘徊，
一直飞不出来，
另一只鸟却往另一个方向飞走了。

在广阔的草原上，
有着不同形状，
不同颜色的树木。

沉闷的一片绿，
却又在阴暗深浅中，
呈现出另一种美。

草原上的茅草，
好像长在水上似的，
底下有着蓝蓝色的影子。

鸟窝蕨高高挂在褐色的树上，
蕨上的叶子，
上面是绿色的，
下面是浅褐色的。

仿佛，
那鸟窝蕨就是
大树的另一个进化，
把自己巨大的身体，
化成小小的叶片。

大树右边的树藤，
随风飘动着，
藤偶尔而会出现一些白色的影子，
应该是叽叽喳喳吵个不停的
小鸟和虫虫在玩捉迷藏吧。。。

卡在滕内的小鸟，
告诉了我，
没有人可以放下任何人，
而走得更远。

各种各样的树木，
暗示了我，
事情不管套上怎么样的外貌，
里面的事实仍然不变，
该变的始终会变，
不变的便是永恒。

茅草下的影子，
说明了世界还有，
我看不到的东西，
茅草当然是长在地上，
而我只是被那蓝色的影子骗了，
误以为他是在水上漂。

我能想象的东西不是不会实现，
我想象不到的东西并不是不存在。

鸟窝蕨的突变，
让我看清世上有着无限的可能性，
思路偶尔需要改变，
不需改变的就应该默默守着。

全能路线很遥远，
但我还得走下去。

树藤间的交响曲，
与我的心共鸣着，
复杂的情绪，
觉得像是自己随时会被摧毁，
吵闹没有停下，
是因为我一直在想，
问题一直在出现。

想着想着，
卡在树藤内的小鸟不见了，
在我眼前出现了另一只小鸟。

森林中有那么多的食物，
它偏偏选择在屋檐上猎食，
此时，虫鸣鸟叫声都消失了，
那反常的小鸟跳了两下就飞走了。

原来我找到了最初的自己。



fin~

A dark start

nth much to expect for the starting of a new month.
my life nvr had any surprise anyway.

it's not the surprises dont exist,
but my powerful observation,
and detective instincts break all surprises for myself.

school was quite ok.

today finally remebered to bring my cable to school,
booming music whole day.
Oh yeah!

Mrs. Hanida didnt come,
so no test for me.
double claps.

Back at home,
feeling tired.

Dad went to petrol station for petrol of course,
he opened the window at my side,
not even 30 seconds,
the all cold air diffuse out of the car,
i was sweating + sleeping.
well, half asleep that is.

The wheather was totally abnormal,
thunder striking like there is no tomorrow.

I was playing games in my room,
the shocking wheater didnt spoil my mood,
just make me more curious.
detective instints that is.

Its like the world is giving us signs somethings gonna happen again.
2012 memang coming.

around 7pm, the rain stopped,
and that is when the electricity went off.

slept in the living room,
didnt notice dad leaving the door open,
all of a sudden,
i was feeding mosquitoes.

dad hp keep ringing,
mosquitoes keep wung~ wung~-ing.

i dulan went upstairs sleep.
although its abit hotter,
but way more calm.

9pm woke up,
still blur blur one.
dad claimed that tnb nobody answer.

i straight bo song.
wanna act like namewee liao.
go tnb diao ppl.

luckily today's progress was fast,
while i was having dinner,
the electricity came back.

how do i know?
the whole business area no electricity,
only a few rows did.

a regular customer AKA my dad's fren also came for dinner,
he said Maluri also no supply,
damn you TNB.

So much for ruining my beginning of March.
Hope tmr is gonna be better.

Ok write too much liao,
later Sally diao again.

fin~