最佳男主角

我是最佳男主角，
我的快乐没人晓，
我的寂寞太深奥，
连吵架都懒得吵，
自己泪流自己熬。

我是最佳男主角，
配合大队是绝招，
我的主见在缩小，
连自己都管不着，
唯有跟着别人绕。

我是最佳男主角，
我伪装得太美好，
我想象我没心跳，
问自己我好不好，
自己对自己傻笑。

我是最佳男主角，
演到最后剩无聊，
我的废话在咆哮，
真心话却太单调，
我连自己都已找不到。


Fin~

当一天的男人

今天班上来了两个安溪的学生，
大家七早八早就很兴奋，
非常期待他们的到来。

到了第五节，
我和林深去接他们，
他的老婆死都要跟去，
算了就让他去。

酱巧晓清没有来我要去找代课老师，
结果林深接了楠楠，
他老婆接了越婷。

傅老师久久都没进班，
我就去找handsome Lok,
结果他不在，我又去找Ah Fok 跟报应kia.
Ah Fok 叫我自己搞定，
源德师说他第十节会进来就不想进来了。

Fine,自己搞定。
结果傅老师突然又进来上课了，
那个死宇豪乱乱讲话，
害到老师丢脸又生气，
haiz 幸好他过后有道歉的决心。

楠楠说我们上课和老师逃客气了，
中华生检讨一下啦，
虽然对我们来讲是很正常的。LOLs.

下课的时候带他们俩去吃饭，
越婷有一点犹豫不决，
要去又不去食堂的，
刚开始是以为他害羞，
现在回想一下可能是他不舒服吧。

之后我们开了一个小小的交流会，
那两个主持人，
嗨。。。。不懂怎样讲，
幸好ah lok在，
气氛还不算太冷。

大脚问了一些不太应该问的问题，
虽然之后我有问楠楠的感受，
他说她没什么，
不过刚才问话的方式是有一点不礼貌啦。

我们不能以自己国家的角度，
去判断别人的国家吗。。。
就好像马来人一天祈祷五次，
外国人可能会觉得烦，
但是我们本地人却习惯了吗。

不过他回答关于我国那四个考试的时候，
讲得很仔细咯，
这点值得鼓励一下。

之后微积分可就比较有互动，
听欣慧说，
楠楠可以不用算式就知道定积分的答案，
而且还是文科生哦。
中华理科的我要检讨一下了。 T.T

不知不觉，
美双当了楠楠的经纪人，
而依婷当了越婷的经纪人，
我当保镖。 =.=|||


之后越婷突然发烧了，
应该是不适应吧，
之后带他们到救伤室。

中途遇到他们的领队老师，
超帅的，不过他好像对我们（班长）
的办事能力有些怀疑，
放心我们班的班长是不可看小的，
这点我为自己骄傲。

林深解释了状况那老师的气也消了，
之后就带越婷到救上室。
嗨。。。。今天破例得够利害，
自己身为一个正中的男生既然进入女救伤室。

其实也没什么的啊，
不懂干吗学校那么传统。
帮越婷填了表格他就在救伤室休息了。

虽然我不是急救组的，
但我总觉得有一种义务需要呆在哪儿，
就多留了一会儿。
直到楠楠叫我先回班。

放学时又去看了他们，
越婷睡着了，
小米和美双送了纪念品，
我就会班收拾书包了。

离开学校前，
又再去看看他们的情况，
那时楠楠不在了，
越婷刚从救伤室出来，
有个老师正扶着她。

我问他没事了吧？
她也没理我。
恐怕还有点不舒服吧。

希望他们两人可以互相照顾啦，
出外靠朋友吗。
没有办法听到楠楠唱歌，
好可惜哦，他说他喜欢唱歌跳舞。

希望他们一路顺风，
还有三天的大马行程，
加油啦两位 ！


Fin~

Realistic - 现实

i finally proved that my readers are very reaslitic de
我终于证明到我的部落各读者是很现实的
when i post english posts,
当我答英文的文章时
half of them sure hilang. Haiz.....
他们一半的人数就不见了。嗨。。。。


So now i use the desperado plan
所以我现在用一个比不得已的解决方案
i now type english
我会打英文
with chinese subtitles.
配上华文字幕
Man, which blogger on earth so despo for fans one?
真实的，有哪个作家渴望粉丝到这种地步的？
Here got one. = )
这里有一个。 笑脸

Ok, English singing competition is here.
好的英文唱歌比赛到了
My team,
我的组，
1)Coeinne - main female singer
一）可殷-女主唱
2)Martin - main male singer
二）马丁-男主唱
3)Ms. Sim - pianist
三）沈女士-钢琴手
4)Season - under dilemma
四）季琴-还在犹豫当中

Last time missed the English sing-along contest
上次错过了英语合唱比赛
the gods upon us had gave us another chance
上帝赐予我们翻身的机会
this time break through anything.
这次得突破所有挑战

Tmr the class will have to special guests
明天班上有两位神秘嘉宾
two china students
是两个中国学生
now mqun spamming the welcoming party
现在mqun在讨论着招待礼

they wan me go sing "heartbeat"
有人要我去唱"心跳"
omg, no mic i GG punya.
欧麦甘，没有麦克风我肯定雎雎的
Long time no sing in public liao.
很久没有公开演出了

Try la,
尽量拉
if really no plan then dail D for Desperate again.
如果真的没有上策只好用下策
-I go sing then. TT
也就是我去唱吧。 哭脸

Fin~

D for Despair

yesterday went to times square to buy stuff,
then ran to sungei wang,
and flew to pavillion again,
in the end back to times square.

I saw my hp almost out of battery,
so i stop playing music,
had a drink at Old Town,
alone of course. T.T

its abt 6pm,
sis going for DBKL performance,
damn her didn't tell me she was going,
i dunwan trouble my paretns for transport back then,
but now i think i should bought a ticket too.

ok, nth to do liao,
waiting parents to come,
can't youtube or fb in old town,
lack of flow of electrons in phone that is.
so i went to borders.

Started to love borders liao,
the best ppl waiting spot,
LOLs.

Then i read sia read sia,
then sms sia sms sia.
Shit....... cellphone died.

everytime hear sing can hear 12 hours,
today u play me ar?
I close the book with my fingers,
then ran to the nearest public phone.

Then by using the primary school method,
1) pick up the phone
2) heard the "beep" tone
3) put in coins
4) dail the number
5) blow water

until step 4,
the operator says
"harap maaf, nombor anda tidak sah"
that was quite a fresh answer.....

Ran downstair and look for another public phone.
same results.

Damn 6.30pm liao,
dad could be here any second,
later tio pwned i GG.

Ran for 15mins,
i only realize the communicating system in the whole block was down,
congratulations Martin,
you're dead for sure.

Fine, desparate times calls for desperate measures,
i go out the main entrance and see whether my parents were here,
stupid traffic jam,
眼花缭乱。

Fine lend a cell phone form a taxi driver,
dunno nokia wat model la,
in all, its a noob phone.
( dun hate me first, i'm not insulting anyone yet)

called my dad,
"the number u called is currently busy"
fine call mom,
as usual, no answer. Claps*

Then the taxi driver says he gotta go,
the security guard from the back is chasing him,
seems that he was parking illegally. LOLs.

Go into the mall again,
see those youngsters and try to lend a phone.

Saw a guy he was confuse when i ask him,
i asked "can i borrow ur handphone?"
his Lanjiao Mother came,
"不要理他". Nahh!! o0o

I try to convince him again,
then dunno his aunty or wat la says,
"你去information那边，跟他们讲他们会借你的。"
this one still ok la, at least she gave some suggestions.

So i ran to the information counter,
passed by F.O.C,
i saw the two employees nth to do,
standing outside the shop so i try to lend from them.

They say "i dun have a handphone sir."
niama, like hell i'll believe you.
then there as a handphone charging beside the wall,
i asked "whose phone is that?"
"my frens"
i look at the other person.
"ooh, my other fren one.... he's not around"

fine dun wanna waste my time,
go the the information counter better.

I saw the security guard inside,
i ask him for help,
yet he says i dun have a phone.

Maybe thier job prohibit them from using cell phones la,
because before that i asked another security guys by the road,
he gave me the same reply.

So i ask the two information counter girls,
they act like they were deaf.
Just opens thier eye wide and stare at me.
Then the security more clever,
"u go outside the plaza, then u will find public phones,
today the whole block's system is down"

Like hell i dunno...........

I gave up hope in TS,
go outside and look for phone better,
finally i saw a public phone beside the monorial stairs.
THANK GOD !!!!!

I called my parents,
line busy again. ==
macam spam calling me jiang,
dead for sure liao.
call mom, no pick up again..........
call back dad finally pick up.

"hello ,dy ar?"
"做么？"
the tone so good de? no diao me one?
"你出来了吗？"
"还没有，你去帮我买几个面包我饿了"

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This world really is cruel,
the higher u climb,
the more selfish u are.

I ask an average shopper,
he tell me no phone.
I asked a shop keeper whose fren had a phone charging
right in front of me,
he say NO.
I asked receptionists,
they act deaf.

middle fingers to u all.
you all really deserve it.
the security guards i exclude la,
maybe its a rule for them.

My mom always tell me this,
"if someone lend a handphone from u,
ignore them they might steal your phone"
this theory everyone know la.

The shoppers,
there were six of them,
i only 1 person need phone,
u think where i can run after taking ur phone?

The information counter,
2 receptionist, 1 security inside,
i even added "i come in the counter to call"
wat? ur counter inside got cash? got gold?

As for the taxi driver?
the road outside the main entrance so wide,
i can ran everywhere after stealing the phone.
the main road outside traffic jam,
ur taxi can't outrun me.
nobody was very nearby the taxi,
i can escape swiftly without being caught.
Yet the driver lend me his phone.

You all say la,
wat kind of world is this?
If any stranger ever ask a phone from me,
i'll say NO from now on.

especially those who look like in an emergency,
i give him/her a middle finger for bonus.

Those 危机意识过高 ones out there,
be careful,
next time u kena rob i laugh.


Fin~

懂得感恩的人比较快乐

自古以来，人类就活在一个单调无色彩的世界里。是人类的交流，感情，欲望，互动，沟通点缀了这个世界。史上无绝对的黑白，只有不同角度的对白，确实人类已将世界染得鲜艳无比，可是当万物配上了不同的形容词，所有的虚物相比之下也有了所谓的好坏，高低等的极端后，人类就开始有了嫉妒，羡慕而忘了感恩，更使世界失去了完美的形象。

感恩并非什么深刻的道理，也不是什么天生的心态。孔子和墨子也各别提出了人之初性本善和性本恶这两种极端，为何这世上却有好人和坏人相容的现象呢？可见人类的思考和眼光不是命中注定随命运驱使的，万物需用不同的角度去看，感恩这门学问也一样。

相形大家身边都有不少的朋友，朋友与朋友之间常常会互相客气，譬如说请对方吃饭。若今天又一个朋友请你吃饭，你却放不下“请吃饭”的这个面子，用餐的时候心中老是不舒服，觉得欠了别人一些东西什么的，同时又想尽办法找个机会换他这个人情，别人的好意不就白费了吗？

你的朋友只是想让你和他开开心心的吃一顿饭，你却为了感恩两个字忽略了他的好意。说实在的，他想给的不是一餐饭的钱，而是要分享与你共处的快乐，你都没好好地接受，又怎么算得上欠了别人某某某呢？可见既然人情没有还得完的一天，我们又何必去计较谁付出的人情较多较少呢？简简单单地接受也可以是单方面的感恩，双方面快乐。

感恩难道就只是物质上的礼尚往来吗？当然不是，我们人类每日都要面对不同的人，插手不同的事，难免需要别人精神上的帮助与支持。当我们得到别人的批评，鼓励，赞美等，不妨向对方说一声“谢谢”，给对方一个肯定的微笑或现个带有良好精神的点头。这小小的举动可以点亮世界，使天下人都活得高兴和自信。

这样不只得到批评的人会快乐，就连给与批评的人也会觉得自己的举动是被珍惜和有用处的。这样批评者会在日后给与我们更多的批评，而我们这些懂得感恩的被批评者也会获得更多的赞赏使我们更进步，从而获得快乐。这种日常生活上，举手之劳的感恩行动却可以带来双赢的局面，何乐而不为呢？

说到这里，感恩只能用手投我以桃报之以礼或用嘴和点头表示出来吗？若事实如此那世上的残藏人士就不能感恩了吗？其实感恩是一种自愿，一种自由，一种不计较太多的心境。

有人说快乐是掌握在自己的手中的，确实如此。感恩是人们为了让自己快乐，让自己舒服，让自己过得去的一种思想上的解脱。永远要记得，感恩不是一段演给别人看得戏，而是个人与他人享乐的内心记载。

我们人人对感恩的定义都不同，但它却在带来快乐这一部分有一个共同点。若你还在计较怎么去感谢，怎么去回礼，怎么去定义感恩两个字，那你永远都不懂得感恩，你也不可能会快乐。当你能够自在地或冷静地去享受，去付出，去奉献，去体会，去接受身边的一切，突然你感觉到嘴角弯起，心中微柔地开朗起来时，你就会在模糊中，却又能理直气壮地说出“我快乐因为我懂得感恩！”

谈话现象

最进发现一个很奇怪的现象，
男声跟女生在谈话时都会有
特定的动作。

Boys Part
1)很少会笑，多数显出无奈/纯粹期待的表情
2)双手会配合嘴巴，一起动。
3)很少会靠着椅子讲话
4)站着讲话时，通常一只手会插裤带。

Girls Part
1)死命在笑，尽管不好笑。
2)双手都很灵活，死命打男生的手臂
灵活到可以便打边笑，边讲边打。
3)通常靠着椅子抬头讲话。(女生通常比较矮XD)
4)站着讲话时，双手会放在后面。

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传到本文以下的comment处。
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顺便提一提，TZY and WeiXiang driving test Pass Jor.....
Big Grats !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Fin~

Aho !

ytd went to Bon Odori with class.
it was a very enjoying day.

Bee Hee cooked for Big Foot and me leh,
got feel dao the motherly love,
LOLs.

Once again saw YanLing's devil body,
even fitter than last time liao,
i gonna train more.

Due to we slacked too much in Rachel's house,
we were late for the bus etc.
When we reach school,
the whole party was alr lining up
to get into the bus.

This year's Bon Odori kinda sucks,
comparing to the one i attended during form 2.

But nvm, different friends,
different miracles.
Come out with Big Foot,
Rachel, YanLing, Axel, Jianlin,
Jiayan, William, YikLoong,Rachel's cousin,
Rebecca,MengFai, Rave, EeHoe was real fun.

Their happiness has masked over the lousy food,
which spoiled my mood.
Everything sushi, sushi,
not creative at all.

The dance was nice,
easy to learn,
we all had fun.

I though the gang a new word Aho!
means 蠢货 in Japanese.
You can tell that most attendence during the carnival,
are non-japanese.

Why?
They were all shouting Aho !!!! everywhere,
none of us come back with bruises alr explain the fact,
those ppl dun understand japanese.

Saw many Malays wearing Kimono,
btw mind if i ask?
Is that Halal at all?

Axel,YanLing and Bigfoot
were so 'hungry'.
Keep finding pretty girl for pictures.
YikLoong's fb got evidence.

Me, Rave and EeHeoe were just lenglui-spying.
Our 收获不少 LOLs.
Suddenly felt sad for William,
Jiayan was sticking him all the time,
LOLs. Hahahas......

The two class clown was acting all the time two,
later i'll post photos in fb.
You guys go see then you'll know who i am refering to.

Conclusion,
Bon Odori is not fun,
Is those who went with me tgt made it enjoying,
contradiction much?!
Aiyo, 总之 i had fun with u all la,
thank for the memories.


Fin~

落地底裤

今天又去上那个死人气功科，
给我选我宁愿跑十圈，
也不去听什么抽象立体艺术课。

放学后等妹妹开会，
又不想去学会，
去了也没事情做，
就跟一男一女去Umbikai.

三个人都吃maggi goreng,
TZY 搞特出去加蛋。
又叫三杯 Teh Tarik.

JianLin 还算正常，
TZY 给我的感觉，
简直就是七八十岁的Ah Pek,
穿这背心那种，
在咖啡店喝茶。

然后看到那个抛下wei wei，
跑去踏两船的Boon Chun.
吃饱了拍拍屁股就走，
又丢下那两个女的。
Man 到~~~~~

我们三人看时间还很多，
就order落地底裤(roti tisu).

然后又研究如何把它变到更好吃，
那个TZY,
看上去Fit Fit,
但是CC sibeh 小。
吃几片就 Full 了。
Gagal Betul.

今天的post好像在针对TZY酱，
没有啦，我们感情很好。
明天之后就要换位了。

有一点不舍得。
对容易适应新环境，
放不下久感情的我，
这就是朋友们无形中带来的痛苦。

谢谢大家的照顾。T.T


Fin~

双喜临门

今天七早八早，
去帮别人check PLKN,
好多朋友中哦。

那些没有中的啊，
自己看着办啦，
不够义气。BLEK !

还有人叫我不要帮她check,
assume 她 kena wo.....
最后还没有被抽到那种，
最厉害了。 XP

Balik Rumah 一路向北，
非常通畅非常安全，
吃了午餐，
载了表妹回家，
就回家去了。

给了爸爸一个不小的惊喜，
整辆车幢去铁门，
幸好及时摆弯，
最后车头只被篱笆刮过。

车没脱色，
有些花了，
大部分只是沾了铁门的漆。

爸爸讲两下就sienz了，
还好没有给他骂到够够力。
LOLs.

现在在写歌，
比较像是改歌词吧，
把"第一天"改成英文版的。
那去比赛。LOLs.

忘了说，
NS 我 kena 了，
哈哈，有去的跟我讲一声，
我不要太孤单。 ==


Fin~

度过了

口语考试终于考完了，
超高兴的。
今天去找阿福哥简直就是在谈天，
一点背书的成分也没有。

老师也赞同说我比去年进步了，
说话变得自然很多。

虽然今天的表现还是有很多口齿，
但比起去年又看搞有讲得一块一块的，
算不错咯。

隔壁那个越来越“花”痴，
都不懂lockling怎样忍的。

Wonder Girls 很快就成立，
而且第五个成员是男的，
对，就是本大爷也。

另外四个买就是meiling,
season, lockling & coeinne 咯。

这种新闻一上报，
肯定登在头版的，
如果我穿裙就更京报了。LOLs.

现在头还是很痛，
还有死人add-maths project 要做。
明天还要驾车，
到了学校还要chiong chemistry.
(怎么wiki没有K3M的data的？)

学生不好当啊。

我是好人

死屁股美双，
人家剃了胡须特地给你看，
你昨天敢敢不来，
还出什么又烂又真的借口。

最近天天在练“你不在”。
就为了日后Little Qing爽爽找人上台唱歌。

这首歌呢，
你不要看它好像很就将，
我研究中文歌曲这么久，
这首歌的歌词仍然新鲜。

虽然不怎么生动或感人。
曲的部分可说是属于高音之曲。
尤其是“当你不在 爱已不再 不再 hai~~~~”
超high的。

tzy还推荐了"爱错"
我看下一首就挑战“爱错”啦。
season 在 spam “我爱他”，
加油啦。

还有之前喜欢留胡须的我，
今天上calculus真是痛苦，
没有胡须拉，
在那边拉空，
自己笑自己。

最后只能拙俏头，
更像malatlou了。

不过至少有人讲我lengzai咯。
不懂谁啦. hehe~~~
不过听了几粒钟之后，
却有点伤心。

为什么啊？不想讲？
不然你们笑死。
但是先讲明,
我不是lengzai,
我只是好人。=)

你在哪里

最近都很忙，
现在忙的程度已经不是，
像初中或去年的一样，
一回到家，
抛下书包，
把屁股安定在椅子上，
双手温柔地触摸着键盘，
双目对这荧幕虎视眈眈，
玩电脑。

直到晚饭后，
打屁股急忙的乱摆在椅子上，
从墙角接过书包挖出铅笔盒，
双手冲冲忙忙地做功课的那种忙。

现在到家，
书包照样乱丢，
电脑照开，
但电动不再玩了。

开了酷我音乐盒，
随便下载几首新歌，
关掉monito chiong 作业。

整个礼拜都是酱。。。

辛苦吗？
翻翻旧账，我的喜仍然多于勤。

压力吗？
比起什么都不做的荒唐生活，赶来赶去舒服多了。

累吗？
我本来就不是什么睡午觉主义者，临睡前的每一分一秒拿来做正经事开朗多了。

还能顶吗？
在我惯性未消的时候，身体还没bomcek的时候，放马过来。

在忙的时候，
总是会有一种遗憾，
忙来干什么？
SPM 是很重要，
但没有方向考到了也只是一张文凭，
拿到A却不知道怎样用，
那拿来干什么？

在这种心境空虚，
寂寞的时候，
他的身影就来填补我的空洞了。

这么久了，
一句问候也没有。

她的下落不明。
她的心情不知，
她的外貌不识，
她对我的感觉不解。

说了再见才发现早已见不到。。。
周懂万岁！！！！

你不在，当我最需要爱。。。
力宏万岁！！！！

果然，天上的星星不说话。
我的这颗星，
抽象又实际。

他种是挂在天边放光明，
我抬头伸手想抓住她，
却发现那是一个虚像。

我们之间表面上只有一只手的距离，
只有肩膀到天顶的差距，
但现实中，
星星离地球表面是如此的遥远。

我看着水中的倒影，
明明肯定可以捉到她，
就在我快碰到她的那一瞬间，
水波却把她变得若隐若现。

始终觉得对她有一种歉疚，
虽然我们物质上没有欠对方什么，
感情上连再见也说了，也接受了，
应该没有什么没还清的。

或许是我太多话没能对她说吧，
她想听，
我开不了口，
她走了，
勇气正好到了。

加入Facebook却找不到她，
连MYSPACE都去了，
也打听不到消息。

心中那“放弃”和“等待”的天平，
不是忐忑个不停，
就是横横的立在那儿。

当意志力说“忘了她吧，去找别的吧”
潜毅力说“很快就找到她的啦”。

当潜毅力说“算了吧，现实点吧”
意志力说“都等了这么久，继续等吧”

我站在心中那雄伟的瀑布前，
看着另一个我，
他说“你不爱她了，还等什么？”
“爱与不爱，我不在意。”
“那你如果见到她了，你要做什么？”
“不。。。。知道”
两人摇头。

我彻夜胡闹，希望听到有人会提到，你好不好。
这句够有意思。

过一关斩六将

今天我故意用华语打题目，
就是为了避免那些纯华语分子，
看到英文题目就逃跑，如Season
所以就假假骗一下你们。
LOLs.

Ok,
two days of sports day,
haiz VERY happy !!!!!.

First day,
sohai betul,
the timetable says 9am start 200m,
i around 8am go register.
11pm only start.

From 6am till 11am i only ate
a Cheese Stick,
and a cup of coffee only.

before my turn my tummy was alr empty,
seriously totally empty,
when it started,
Mo Yuan Ji pulled the distant like hell,
i tried to catch up Yi Fong,
with his speed i can overcome one,
but an empty engine had his limits,

sad.........

i came in third,
i was estimately 10m away from yi fong,
(very blur liao that time)
he went into the finals today,
very sad.

Then i curi-curi ate a rice cake,
made by Mei Ling. hehehe.....
Straight went to long jump liao.

I used tkd style to pass.
The trail jump i passed swiftly,
Flying side kick,
the one u always see i performing on stage.

But the first jump,
he fouled me. WTF?!
i very beh song,
i asked why,
he said "your hand below the ground."

Ello,
everyone land with different pose lar,
and some land with both hands behind u didnt foul them.
Wateva, but second jump i got aroun 4.8m,
still not enough.

Third jump i fouled,
because i landed before the minimum line.
Nvm, But Bing En and Yu Fan was OWNING !!!
LOLs.

Then i havent even get into the class zone,
straight went to register 4X100m.
Lim Shen was there alr.

Ok we did a little strategy planning,
then went to the field.
At this time my tummy is still empty,
my body is half dehydrated,
luckily BeeHee gave me a 100Plus,
during the long jump but i drank 1/8 only.

Ok standby time,
i put on my spike and waited at the 2nd runner zone.
Everyone in the second group was lining up on the track,
but the time i suddenly headache liao.

I looked around and talk to people
to prevent myself from fainting,
and didnt notice line 5 has one person missing which was me.

Ok the referee shot the gun.
I can't see who was running that time,
i looke back to my side of the track
to see which class i running.

WTF ?! 5th runner missing,
i look back to the conering,
Big Foot was coming. Shit!!!!

I take my cello tape,
and run to my field,
i use our stragegy,
count 15steps from the exchange zone
and started running when the person before you
the stepped on ur 15feet marking.

I totally paniced,
i run to my lane,
start to count my steps,
when i look back,
big foot was like 20m behind me alr.

I straight throw the cello to the ground,
and prepare to receive the cone.(dunno wat is called)
Then chiong,
the person on my right was like 20m in front of me alr,
i run about 70m finally exceed him.

Yu fan and Lim Shen took care the rest,
we got the faster overall time,
but due to my personal mistake i made
the whole team was disqualified.
Screw myself. Really hated myself that time.

Second day,
my only event was 4X400m.
Lim Shen said Zhen Yan must take both prelimenary and finals,
so i need to take turns with big foot.

I told him i owe the team a final,
so i take the final instead of the prelimenary,
he agreed.

Ok i didnt be a spectator,
instead i was monitoring all the matches.

ZhenYan was abit slow,
but he managed to keep constant speed,
was was trying to rush at the last 100m,
but he said he was drained,
and all the other runner was like iron-made.

Bigfoot was fine fast and constant,
Yu Fan pulled abt 150m,
LimShen took care the rest,
but we still came in second.

The time the whole team was very very very very nervous,
we are not even sure we made into the finals anot,
when the control center report we made into the finals,
we were happier like we got the first. LOLs.

Ok less nonsense,
straight to climax.

Finally 4X400 liao,
this time even worse,
my whole body like taufu,
the muscles were not tight at all,
it was like my whole body no energy.

The match started,
Big Foot took fisrt this time,
because i like many ppl in front of me,
like this i will only speed up.

OMFG,
Big foot came in 7 out of 8.
GG. Just when i got the cone i alr 30+- away from the other.
Shit, damn shit liao.

But all of them were speeding at the beginning,
i laughed abit,
"they were drained sooner or later"
but i was wrong.
after 100m,
they all rush even further,
Shit, more shit liao.

But at 200m + we can start overtaking into the inner lane liao,
for some reason they like the outer lane more,
so i started overtaking into the middle lane.

the whole 200m-300m,
no3-6 was running outside,
dunno they dreaming or wat.

finally,
second cornering,
all of them started coming in to middle lane liao,
ytd i ran 200m,
i'm sure i can rush till the end from now on.
So i rushed.

Just at the starting of the corner,
i overtook 3 ppl,
at the end of the corner,
i overtook another 2.

This time the first was abt 5-10m infront of me,
he still rushing. WAT THE FUCK ?!
but i few steps later,
i heard he started to slowing down.

My stamina is 70% fine,
but my mental was blurred.

I told myself this is my chance,
I loosed 4X100 this is the key to overall champion,
This is my last time to participate sports day
ZhenYan gave me the chance and information to this race,
i wann keep my balls,
limshen told me just swing ur arms and use ur 意志力 to finish it.

I do as was my instincts told me to.
Finally overtaked him,
i wanted to shout out loudly,
but i rather save the energy to drag the distance futher.

This time i sohai liao,
my vision was blurred,
i saw Yu Fan in front waiting alr.

He was squating down,
looking at my legs,
then i remembered Gillian said if i simply ran out lanes i will be disqualified.
o0o la so many disqualifications de meh?

So i looked at my right leg,
luckily i was a few inches till i out.
so i keep into the middle.

Then Yu Fan shout my name,
鸿毅这里，鸿毅这里。

As i said,
my vision was blurred,
i cant find where he is,
finally i saw,
wtf he was standing at the 3rd lane,
just now that one who is squating down might not be him also.
LOLs.

Finally Yu Fan drag the distance further,
LimShen was the last runner.
An Ken could catch up to limshen actually,
but i saw he giving up around 200m.
He said he was drained after that.

So we came in first in the end.

When i get back to class everyone was cheering,
Debbie said i geng,
my performance made her change my image in her.
wtf?! wat was i like before that？

Our girls came in second in the overall ranking,
Boys came in first and way higher than the second.
LimShen said he will cut my balls if we missed the overal champion,
When he said he forgive me for the 4X100m.

But senior overall he came in first.
The defending champion,
i wish next time 5sRen can be the defending champion again.
5sRen rocks !!!!!!

2 day of unstoppable cheering,
so much for my beautiful voice.
2 months no nid sing k liao,
but its worth it. =)

"a team" might be an excuse,
"a team" might be an encouragement,
but out of the contradictions,
a team is always a team.