Wednesday, July 14, 2010

度过了

口语考试终于考完了,
超高兴的。
今天去找阿福哥简直就是在谈天,
一点背书的成分也没有。

老师也赞同说我比去年进步了,
说话变得自然很多。

虽然今天的表现还是有很多口齿,
但比起去年又看搞有讲得一块一块的,
算不错咯。

隔壁那个越来越“花”痴,
都不懂lockling怎样忍的。

Wonder Girls 很快就成立,
而且第五个成员是男的,
对,就是本大爷也。

另外四个买就是meiling,
season, lockling & coeinne 咯。

这种新闻一上报,
肯定登在头版的,
如果我穿裙就更京报了。LOLs.

现在头还是很痛,
还有死人add-maths project 要做。
明天还要驾车,
到了学校还要chiong chemistry.
(怎么wiki没有K3M的data的?)

学生不好当啊。

Monday, July 12, 2010

我是好人

死屁股美双,
人家剃了胡须特地给你看,
你昨天敢敢不来,
还出什么又烂又真的借口。

最近天天在练“你不在”。
就为了日后Little Qing爽爽找人上台唱歌。

这首歌呢,
你不要看它好像很就将,
我研究中文歌曲这么久,
这首歌的歌词仍然新鲜。

虽然不怎么生动或感人。
曲的部分可说是属于高音之曲。
尤其是“当你不在 爱已不再 不再 hai~~~~”
超high的。

tzy还推荐了"爱错"
我看下一首就挑战“爱错”啦。
season 在 spam “我爱他”,
加油啦。

还有之前喜欢留胡须的我,
今天上calculus真是痛苦,
没有胡须拉,
在那边拉空,
自己笑自己。

最后只能拙俏头,
更像malatlou了。

不过至少有人讲我lengzai咯。
不懂谁啦. hehe~~~
不过听了几粒钟之后,
却有点伤心。

为什么啊?不想讲?
不然你们笑死。
但是先讲明,
我不是lengzai,
我只是好人。=)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

你在哪里

最近都很忙,
现在忙的程度已经不是,
像初中或去年的一样,
一回到家,
抛下书包,
把屁股安定在椅子上,
双手温柔地触摸着键盘,
双目对这荧幕虎视眈眈,
玩电脑。

直到晚饭后,
打屁股急忙的乱摆在椅子上,
从墙角接过书包挖出铅笔盒,
双手冲冲忙忙地做功课的那种忙。

现在到家,
书包照样乱丢,
电脑照开,
但电动不再玩了。

开了酷我音乐盒,
随便下载几首新歌,
关掉monito chiong 作业。

整个礼拜都是酱。。。

辛苦吗?
翻翻旧账,我的喜仍然多于勤。

压力吗?
比起什么都不做的荒唐生活,赶来赶去舒服多了。

累吗?
我本来就不是什么睡午觉主义者,临睡前的每一分一秒拿来做正经事开朗多了。

还能顶吗?
在我惯性未消的时候,身体还没bomcek的时候,放马过来。

在忙的时候,
总是会有一种遗憾,
忙来干什么?
SPM 是很重要,
但没有方向考到了也只是一张文凭,
拿到A却不知道怎样用,
那拿来干什么?

在这种心境空虚,
寂寞的时候,
他的身影就来填补我的空洞了。

这么久了,
一句问候也没有。

她的下落不明。
她的心情不知,
她的外貌不识,
她对我的感觉不解。

说了再见才发现早已见不到。。。
周懂万岁!!!!

你不在,当我最需要爱。。。
力宏万岁!!!!

果然,天上的星星不说话。
我的这颗星,
抽象又实际。

他种是挂在天边放光明,
我抬头伸手想抓住她,
却发现那是一个虚像。

我们之间表面上只有一只手的距离,
只有肩膀到天顶的差距,
但现实中,
星星离地球表面是如此的遥远。

我看着水中的倒影,
明明肯定可以捉到她,
就在我快碰到她的那一瞬间,
水波却把她变得若隐若现。

始终觉得对她有一种歉疚,
虽然我们物质上没有欠对方什么,
感情上连再见也说了,也接受了,
应该没有什么没还清的。

或许是我太多话没能对她说吧,
她想听,
我开不了口,
她走了,
勇气正好到了。

加入Facebook却找不到她,
连MYSPACE都去了,
也打听不到消息。

心中那“放弃”和“等待”的天平,
不是忐忑个不停,
就是横横的立在那儿。

当意志力说“忘了她吧,去找别的吧”
潜毅力说“很快就找到她的啦”。

当潜毅力说“算了吧,现实点吧”
意志力说“都等了这么久,继续等吧”

我站在心中那雄伟的瀑布前,
看着另一个我,
他说“你不爱她了,还等什么?”
“爱与不爱,我不在意。”
“那你如果见到她了,你要做什么?”
“不。。。。知道”
两人摇头。

我彻夜胡闹,希望听到有人会提到,你好不好。
这句够有意思。

Friday, July 2, 2010

过一关斩六将

今天我故意用华语打题目,
就是为了避免那些纯华语分子,
看到英文题目就逃跑,如Season
所以就假假骗一下你们。
LOLs.

Ok,
two days of sports day,
haiz VERY happy !!!!!.

First day,
sohai betul,
the timetable says 9am start 200m,
i around 8am go register.
11pm only start.

From 6am till 11am i only ate
a Cheese Stick,
and a cup of coffee only.

before my turn my tummy was alr empty,
seriously totally empty,
when it started,
Mo Yuan Ji pulled the distant like hell,
i tried to catch up Yi Fong,
with his speed i can overcome one,
but an empty engine had his limits,

sad.........

i came in third,
i was estimately 10m away from yi fong,
(very blur liao that time)
he went into the finals today,
very sad.

Then i curi-curi ate a rice cake,
made by Mei Ling. hehehe.....
Straight went to long jump liao.

I used tkd style to pass.
The trail jump i passed swiftly,
Flying side kick,
the one u always see i performing on stage.

But the first jump,
he fouled me. WTF?!
i very beh song,
i asked why,
he said "your hand below the ground."

Ello,
everyone land with different pose lar,
and some land with both hands behind u didnt foul them.
Wateva, but second jump i got aroun 4.8m,
still not enough.

Third jump i fouled,
because i landed before the minimum line.
Nvm, But Bing En and Yu Fan was OWNING !!!
LOLs.

Then i havent even get into the class zone,
straight went to register 4X100m.
Lim Shen was there alr.

Ok we did a little strategy planning,
then went to the field.
At this time my tummy is still empty,
my body is half dehydrated,
luckily BeeHee gave me a 100Plus,
during the long jump but i drank 1/8 only.

Ok standby time,
i put on my spike and waited at the 2nd runner zone.
Everyone in the second group was lining up on the track,
but the time i suddenly headache liao.

I looked around and talk to people
to prevent myself from fainting,
and didnt notice line 5 has one person missing which was me.

Ok the referee shot the gun.
I can't see who was running that time,
i looke back to my side of the track
to see which class i running.

WTF ?! 5th runner missing,
i look back to the conering,
Big Foot was coming. Shit!!!!

I take my cello tape,
and run to my field,
i use our stragegy,
count 15steps from the exchange zone
and started running when the person before you
the stepped on ur 15feet marking.

I totally paniced,
i run to my lane,
start to count my steps,
when i look back,
big foot was like 20m behind me alr.

I straight throw the cello to the ground,
and prepare to receive the cone.(dunno wat is called)
Then chiong,
the person on my right was like 20m in front of me alr,
i run about 70m finally exceed him.

Yu fan and Lim Shen took care the rest,
we got the faster overall time,
but due to my personal mistake i made
the whole team was disqualified.
Screw myself. Really hated myself that time.

Second day,
my only event was 4X400m.
Lim Shen said Zhen Yan must take both prelimenary and finals,
so i need to take turns with big foot.

I told him i owe the team a final,
so i take the final instead of the prelimenary,
he agreed.

Ok i didnt be a spectator,
instead i was monitoring all the matches.

ZhenYan was abit slow,
but he managed to keep constant speed,
was was trying to rush at the last 100m,
but he said he was drained,
and all the other runner was like iron-made.

Bigfoot was fine fast and constant,
Yu Fan pulled abt 150m,
LimShen took care the rest,
but we still came in second.

The time the whole team was very very very very nervous,
we are not even sure we made into the finals anot,
when the control center report we made into the finals,
we were happier like we got the first. LOLs.

Ok less nonsense,
straight to climax.

Finally 4X400 liao,
this time even worse,
my whole body like taufu,
the muscles were not tight at all,
it was like my whole body no energy.

The match started,
Big Foot took fisrt this time,
because i like many ppl in front of me,
like this i will only speed up.

OMFG,
Big foot came in 7 out of 8.
GG. Just when i got the cone i alr 30+- away from the other.
Shit, damn shit liao.

But all of them were speeding at the beginning,
i laughed abit,
"they were drained sooner or later"
but i was wrong.
after 100m,
they all rush even further,
Shit, more shit liao.

But at 200m + we can start overtaking into the inner lane liao,
for some reason they like the outer lane more,
so i started overtaking into the middle lane.

the whole 200m-300m,
no3-6 was running outside,
dunno they dreaming or wat.

finally,
second cornering,
all of them started coming in to middle lane liao,
ytd i ran 200m,
i'm sure i can rush till the end from now on.
So i rushed.

Just at the starting of the corner,
i overtook 3 ppl,
at the end of the corner,
i overtook another 2.

This time the first was abt 5-10m infront of me,
he still rushing. WAT THE FUCK ?!
but i few steps later,
i heard he started to slowing down.

My stamina is 70% fine,
but my mental was blurred.

I told myself this is my chance,
I loosed 4X100 this is the key to overall champion,
This is my last time to participate sports day
ZhenYan gave me the chance and information to this race,
i wann keep my balls,
limshen told me just swing ur arms and use ur 意志力 to finish it.

I do as was my instincts told me to.
Finally overtaked him,
i wanted to shout out loudly,
but i rather save the energy to drag the distance futher.

This time i sohai liao,
my vision was blurred,
i saw Yu Fan in front waiting alr.

He was squating down,
looking at my legs,
then i remembered Gillian said if i simply ran out lanes i will be disqualified.
o0o la so many disqualifications de meh?

So i looked at my right leg,
luckily i was a few inches till i out.
so i keep into the middle.

Then Yu Fan shout my name,
鸿毅这里,鸿毅这里。

As i said,
my vision was blurred,
i cant find where he is,
finally i saw,
wtf he was standing at the 3rd lane,
just now that one who is squating down might not be him also.
LOLs.

Finally Yu Fan drag the distance further,
LimShen was the last runner.
An Ken could catch up to limshen actually,
but i saw he giving up around 200m.
He said he was drained after that.

So we came in first in the end.

When i get back to class everyone was cheering,
Debbie said i geng,
my performance made her change my image in her.
wtf?! wat was i like before that?

Our girls came in second in the overall ranking,
Boys came in first and way higher than the second.
LimShen said he will cut my balls if we missed the overal champion,
When he said he forgive me for the 4X100m.

But senior overall he came in first.
The defending champion,
i wish next time 5sRen can be the defending champion again.
5sRen rocks !!!!!!

2 day of unstoppable cheering,
so much for my beautiful voice.
2 months no nid sing k liao,
but its worth it. =)

"a team" might be an excuse,
"a team" might be an encouragement,
but out of the contradictions,
a team is always a team.