雨好大，心好空

突然觉得题目很有深度，
整天在家，
显到一个爆点。

下载一部电影也要一整天的时间，
FB没有几条水是正正来交流的，
全部抛两句comment就siam了。

雨声像鼓棒一样，
敲击着窗口，
心就像被雨水溜过一样，
从上到下，
一丝丝的干净，空白

我望窗外看，
尘埃的离去让我看得更清晰，
外景实在却没表情，
可说似一面镜子，
反映我内心空洞的镜子。

好了，十点半了，
累了，想睡觉了，
怪了，感觉来了，
惨了，想读书了，
死了，今晚又不用睡了。

人

我们都是自己生命里的主角，
然而我们又全力去选自己的配角，
当两个主角走在一起，
故事就有冲突，
世界才不单调。

人有分很多种，
有的人天生低调，
就连在自己生命里，
也只想做配角。

活了十七年，
看了，想了，懂了，区分了，
各种不同的人。

那些在你伤心时一定来关心你，
无论如何都问个究竟的，
问完之后就消失的，
叫路人。

那些偶尔会想起你，
抱着中性的心态来找你的人，
友谊说深不深，说浅不浅的那种。
叫友人。

那些在你伤心时不问理由，
马上陪你哭，
在你快乐时还想逗你笑，
叫爱人。

那些你想尽办法去理解，
到最后毫无对策的，
叫怪人。

那些跟你非亲非故，
但带有着仰慕和期待的眼神的，
叫贵人。（伯乐）

那些只会在你绝望时，
完全不求回报，
立即给于你解决方案的，
叫仙人。

那些在你吃饱没事做，
想找个半聊天，
散散心才出现的，
叫游人。

那些你认为可以天长地久，
但却莫名地不能成为情人的，
叫梦人。

那些老是缠着你，
问东问西的，
叫烦人。

那些你看了感到有兴趣，
又找不到什么理由接近的，
叫别人。

那些你叫到他办事，
即使是合你同身份，
却把事情办得妥妥当当的，
叫好人。

那些老是对着你笑，
整天听你的故事，
从不分享的，
叫坏人。

那些只有在自己需要帮忙，
假心假意在你面前演戏的，
叫废人。

那些你尽心尽力去付出，
连一点感谢也没有的，
叫虚人。

那些自以为很厉害，
却又说到做到的，
叫超人。

那些只想袖手旁观，
什么也不想参与的，
叫旁人。

那些你可以尽情诉说，
彻彻底底相信，
字字句句跟你心灵相通的人，
叫心人。

看了这篇文章会去将，
身边的人一一分类的，
叫笨人。

这些东西是凭感觉去区分的，
不是凭别人怎样对待你而分类的。
请笨人诚实一点，click like.
我想统计统计。 haha.


Fin~

Starbucks Solo

Today went facial after school,
on solo. And and WaiHong depart
at titiwangsa, i monorial, he lrt.

After facial,
call my very seng mok de sister,
her hp langsung no on,
but she say is the cinema inside no line la.
Nvm, dunwan argue, so i went to starbuck.

Ever since i tasted dunno was coffee or expresso,
i was like anti starbucks till today.
Really no where to go,
so i go inside to order a chocolate drink.

Till now i also dunno wat it is called,
according to my reciept,
its shortform is called ChoCrmCFpBle.
i encrypt it as Chocolate Cream "Fp dunno" Blended.

Got abit lonely lar,
cause i was sitting near the staircase,
ppl come and go,
i'm the one off the flow.

Sharon u dun blow big big ar,
next time i go ur house fetch u to Starbucks,
u better come out. LOLs.

Saw many youngsters gathering at there too,
perhaps our 班刊 can go there discuss,
i bet Little Rice wanna go. LOLs.

Somehow but i dunno how,
starbuck's wifi wun work,
got abit disappointed,
anyways my phone had been facing alot of technical problems lately.

Tmr need to take P.J. test,
hope i wun muscle pain again.
And tomorrow, finally tomorrow,
the day i waited for 4 years.

Tkd farewell party,
finally can be called lou hai liao.
Muahahahahahahahaha........

Gotta slp early today,
nite nite everyone.


Fin~

Sombre News

Ytd night got an unknown number
suddenly sms me,
my first reply was "do you have legs?'
LOLs.

She replied "have"
oo.... it was carmen.
Kinda though abt it,
this year haven sms with her.

We're like stranger friends,
or like oversea buddies,
(although in the same school,
bump into each other everyday.)

We only sms once a while,
but that one conversation,
its like dragging us walk through the old times again,
it feels free to talk to her.

Then her one particular reply,
gave me a real big shock
"Last time d hong yi oso wont think too much d wor".

I must admit,
this year i think too much,
too much abt my future,
too much abt my work,
too much abt love,
too much abt everything.

now's the last quarter of this year liao,
remaining 4 months,
3.5months till graduation,
more like separation.

I dun wanna leave with regrets,
either i find the old me back,
or i refresh the whole.
and i need help from my frens for the previous option.

Today after school,
received a sombre news.

My grandpa is in ICU at the moment,
and the doctor says,
he dun have much time left.

As Fish Rice once said,
活着就有希望，
if he is still breathing,
i hope there's miracles.

Although we didnt have much nice times,
but yet, he's still my family,
and i dun hope any forever farewells,
happen in my family.

All the best gramps.......


Fin~